302: [Xu Leyan Chapter] Love me, okay? She looked at his face and continued: "I don't even know how dirty I am, I just know that... no matter how I wash it, I can't wash it clean..."

Song Yunzhe suddenly froze.

There was a trace of obvious pain in his eyes, but he didn't care. He held the back of her head and didn't allow her to escape in the slightest, and kissed her stubbornly.

Xu Leyan paused slightly and gave up struggling after only hesitating for a second.

Anyway, you can't earn it, and you have waited for this moment for so long and looked forward to it so many times. If there is no tomorrow, can you look forward to this moment forever?

If you don’t know the answer, let this moment last longer!

She opened her lips slightly and allowed the tip of his tongue to penetrate and entangle with her. If she had to use one word to describe this situation, this scene, this person, this thing, four things immediately came to her mind.

One word: help each other.

It wasn't until their breathing gradually became disordered that he reluctantly moved away from her lips.

However, he still didn't let her go. He pecked her lips twice like a dragonfly tapping water, and then pressed his forehead against hers. Their breaths intertwined. He looked into her eyes and spoke word by word.

Said: "In my heart, Yanyan is always the cleanest and purest girl!"

His words seemed to be imprinted on her heart.

Xu Leyan felt like her heart had been hit hard, and she felt like she was repenting.

These years have been muddled, although she feels that her depravity is justified, because she still has a seriously ill father to bear, no matter how cold the relationship between her and Xu Huayang is, after all, they are father and daughter, and it is he who gave her life, as long as

She still has a breath of life, so she can't just sit back and watch.

So, she needs money!

Places like nightclubs are undoubtedly the best place for young and beautiful girls to make money. She clearly knows that once she takes the first step, she will never be able to get clean in her life. This is not her only way out. She can also think of other options.

But why did you stay in such a romantic place for so many years?

Xu Leyan worked very hard to face her heart...

At first, after encountering such misfortune, she was really desperate and wanted to die. She had just turned eighteen that year. She wandered numbly on the streets more than once, and stood on the moat in despair more than once.

She thought, if she just jumps down, everything will be over!

But how could she jump down? She was so dirty. If she died here, wouldn't it make the river water dirty? Who would dare to come here in the future?

Why? Why is this happening?

She had hated Song Yunzhe, hated him for giving her hope, but put her in such a situation where the world was not responding to her, and the earth and the earth were not working. She hated the men who ruined her even more.

Yes, those are the men...

Men are not good!

So, she decided not to die, why should she die? It was not her fault, the fault was obviously those men!

So, she stayed in Chaoge. As time went by, she naturally became smarter, and gradually learned to protect herself wisely. Firstly, it was really easy to make money there, and secondly, she just liked to play with those stinky men quietly.

In the palm of her hand, seeing how they couldn't get what they asked for made her feel much better.

Anyway, no one cares about her anymore.

Anyway, she is already broken, so what else is there to care about?

Day after day, year after year, her own heart was paralyzed along with this kind of life. She knew that she had fallen into the abyss of depravity. Perhaps one day she would betray even her dignity, her own principles and

She can't even keep the bottom line. Maybe the day when she truly falls is not far away, maybe...

Perhaps, she met Song Yunzhe again.

This man... After he knew everything, he didn't think she was dirty. He still kissed her, and he still told her that Yan Yan was the cleanest and purest girl in the world...

In his heart!

She desperately held back and resisted the urge to cry. Suddenly, she could no longer find a reason to continue to indulge. No words could convince her. Only his love could save her.

She just felt that even if she could ignore everything, she could not live up to the purity he said.

She took a breath and tried her best to suppress the sourness that surged into her throat. She was more determined than ever before and said hoarsely: "Okay! I promise you, from now on, I will not go to Chaoge, never again!"

Song Yunzhe didn't expect that she would suddenly talk about this. After realizing it, his face lit up with joy.

"real?".

Xu Leyan looked at him and nodded seriously. Before he could feel happy, she immediately continued: "If I remember correctly, that day... that morning you said that as long as I am willing to leave Chaoge, no matter what you ask me to do,

You agreed, didn’t you?”

Song Yunzhe nodded.

He would not break his promise, but he was beginning to have some difficulties. What if she said she wanted him to marry her again? It was easy to get the household registration book from home last time, but then I don't know how my mother knew about it.

Come on, the household registration book is already in the hands of his mother. If he wants to get it again, he will probably have to work hard.

Seeing that his eyes were a little erratic, Xu Leyan said again: "I promise you that I will leave Chaoge. I can't live like that anymore. I only want you to do one thing... Just leave! Don't come to me again."

We don’t want to meet again. If you should get engaged, get engaged. If you should get married, get married. I will take good care of myself."

Song Yunzhe's eyes darkened, and his heart suddenly sank to the bottom because of her words.

"Why?"

He suddenly became excited again. He had made so many random guesses just now, but he had never thought about this situation. He originally thought that she was finally willing to reveal her heart to her, but he still could never guess her thoughts. In Tenderness

After their affection, she was able to calmly tell him never to meet him again.

Xu Leyan closed her eyes and turned her face to the other side.

She didn't dare to look at him, and she didn't have the courage to face his melancholy and sad eyes.

Why? How can there be so many reasons?

"Yanyan, tell me, why? If...if it's because of what you just said to me, I...I don't care! What I want is you. No matter what you become, you are still the same in my heart.

It's the same as in the past. Those things, if... if you figure it out at some point, you can tell me if you want. If you don't want to mention it, I swear I will never ask more, I..."

She didn't speak, she just shook her head and kept shaking her head.

"Yanyan!" He became even more anxious. He pulled her face to prevent her from shaking any more. Even though he was already anxious, he still tried hard to suppress it and kept his posture very low.

Almost begging.

Because he knew that her heart must be scarred and needed his gentleness and patience to heal it.

"Yanyan, don't be like this... I know this is not your intention. I don't believe you don't have me in your heart. We said this when we were young..." He paused for a moment, then continued, "And the last time,

I was serious last time. I really went to the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, but you didn't come. I waited for you all day and night. Then... something happened at home and my mother fell ill, so I couldn't continue.

Just wait, it’s true!”

Another wave of fluctuation flashed in Xu Leyan's eyes.

Today, her heart was shocked many times in a row. When all the truths were revealed one by one, she finally felt relieved, because after all these years, she had devoted all her green years to this man, she had not loved him wrong after all!

Just a little bit away, she was about to blurt out that one late night, she had actually been to the Civil Affairs Bureau, but they always missed it.

However, there is just a little difference, and they will never be full of lovers.

Because, she heard him mention his mother from his mouth... So, where are there so many reasons? There are many impenetrable walls between them.

She took a deep breath and finally said: "Stop talking... I know it, and I'm very touched, but I'm not the most suitable person for you. You should have a better one, and I..."

"Nonsense! I don't allow you to belittle yourself anymore. Don't tell me so many truths, and don't say anything about whether it's suitable or not. We grew up together and have already agreed that we will be together when we grow up. Don't tell me that.

It’s useless for you to regret it now. Anyway, I have already decided that I don’t want anyone but you!”

When he becomes stubborn, he will act like a child!

Xu Leyan was choked by him again. Do you want to say something? What his mother said to her that night...

"I love you!"

She was still struggling, and he suddenly came over to hug her, and whispered in her ear. She suddenly trembled all over. These three words are the most tacky and direct way to express love between men and women.

Although it is old-fashioned, especially for women, its lethality is still extremely powerful.

He loved her, when she thought no one would love her again...

In those youthful years, it was she who chased after him and told him boldly, brother Yunzhe, that I love you so much and will marry you when I grow up. He usually just smiled, but his face turned red to the roots of his ears.

.

At that time, she was a girl who was so bold that she didn't know what the world was up to, and he was still a shy boy!

At that time, she thought that even if their growth was smooth sailing, even if they finally achieved success in cultivation, she might be the one who took the initiative to propose in the end...

However, on this day, he said clearly and plainly that he loved her!

Before she could recover, his entire face was already buried in her long hair. While she was stunned, he said again, "Love me, okay?"

I love you.

You love me too, okay?
Chapter completed!