218: Where is your daughter? Bring her out to show off. Xue Bing felt inexplicably uncomfortable after hearing her words.

"Yanyan, you know I didn't think so... I know you didn't smile happily at all. Tell me, what happened? I went to see you after I took the college entrance examination, but you couldn't get through on the phone.

, also moved away...Did something happen at that time? Where did you go? "

Xu Leyan smiled sadly.

She wrapped her coat tightly, walked forward slowly, and said slowly: "It's nothing, it's just that Xu Huayang's investment failed, he went bankrupt, and he owes a lot of debt... I pushed that bitch Xiaoqian down the stairs and didn't do anything.

After aborting the child, she later learned that Xu Huayang was going to die, so she aborted the child herself and took away a lot of Xu Huayang's money. At that time, Xu Huayang was diagnosed with kidney cancer, which is commonly known as uremia.

It takes a lot of money for chemotherapy..."

She spoke very slowly, but very calmly.

It was as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

Xue Bing was shocked when she heard this. At that time, she always thought that she was the most miserable person in the world, but she didn't know that compared to her, Xu Leyan was even more miserable.

At that time, they were only eighteen years old, but the eighteen-year-old shoulders had to bear such heavy pressure. She couldn't help but feel shocked. How did she hold on at that time? Compared to Xu Leyan, she felt that she was really weak.

too much.

She suddenly didn't know what to say.

But……

She did not delve into this issue for the time being, and asked instead: "What about your...that brother Yunzhe?"

Xu Leyan's body suddenly froze.

She paused on the spot for a long time, and then continued to move forward, still looking indifferent, and said: "Who knows? Maybe people have forgotten that there is such a person as me, and I have already regarded him as dead.

My aunt no longer recognizes Song Yunzhe!"

Xue Bing froze again, realizing that this problem was a minefield that Xu Leyan could not touch.

She took a breath, because she wanted to make the conversation between the two people sound more relaxed, so she added: "Forget it, don't talk about these unhappy things, tell me how you have lived these years? You have always been there.

City a?"

Xu Leyan shook his head and said: "No! He only came back in a month or two. Xu Huayang owes so much money. After all, he is still my father. I can't abandon him like that woman Xiaoqian. In the past two years

I went to city B for a kidney transplant, but later the rejection became very serious. Now I still rely on medication to survive and undergo dialysis two to three times a week..."

Xue Bing suddenly understood that there was a patient at home, and she must be under a lot of pressure.

That's why I have no choice but to appear in a place like a nightclub...

"Yanyan, do you need money very much now? If you need it, you can tell me, and I will definitely help you, so you don't have to go to... that kind of place every day."

Xu Leyan remained silent.

After a moment of silence, she took out a box of exquisite women's cigarettes from her bag, took two puffs and snuffed them out, then smiled suddenly and said: "I know you mean well, but no need, then.

There's nothing wrong with farming... Really, I just want to be a dancer, sometimes drinking with guests and taking advantage without killing anyone..."

Yes! All this is no big deal to her.

No matter how deep the pain was, it couldn't be compared to that night when men one after another pounced on her tender body, causing heart-wrenching pain all night long. After experiencing that pain, she was not afraid of any pain from now on.

Love, future, innocence, all are gone.

That year, at the age of eighteen, she experienced the most unbearable pain in her life. She finally realized that the reality of this society was terrible. When she was most helpless, no matter how she shouted or struggled, it was of no use at all.

The beauty I once imagined no longer exists.

It's all a lie!

Xu Huayang lied, and Song Yunzhe also lied, saying that he would definitely come back and give her a lifetime of happiness. But, he broke the promise, why did she still wait so hard?

Happiness has nothing to do with her from now on!

She closed her eyes and hugged herself tightly. She still didn't have the courage to show the most painful and ugliest side to Xue Bing. She also knew that she was despised by others, but what could be done?

She just wants to live, that's all!

She didn't want to admit that she was dirty, but she had to use those dirty facts to remind herself that she could not forget that painful night, and that no matter how much she cried at that time, her brother Yunzhe who had always been hidden in her heart was also

He didn't come to save her. She hated those men, so she wanted to get back the little bit she lost from the men.

Only material satisfaction can fill her spiritual shortcomings.

She didn't dare to think about it, she just didn't want to admit that she was really falling...

So, he hurriedly changed the topic, "Stop talking about me, we finally met again... tell me how are you? Are you married to Qin Feng?"

Xue Bing was stunned for a moment. He followed her gaze and saw the ring on his hand, and then realized why she asked.

Looking at the ring now, she felt sour in her heart and shook her head helplessly.

Xu Leyan was even more puzzled, "What do you mean by shaking your head? You didn't marry him, you married someone else? Who? Senior? That's pretty good..."

"No, where did you want to go?"

"Huh? What other men do I don't know about? You can do it!"

Xu Leyan has an exaggerated expression. No matter how she changes, some personalities cannot change. For example, she still has this blaring look and gets excited when she talks about gossip.

"It's not what you think..."

Xue Bing really had nothing to do with her, so she had to briefly tell the story of how she left Qin Feng and gave birth to a child. Even though Xu Leyan had been mentally prepared for it, she still sighed after hearing what she said.

Endless.

Especially when I heard that Xue Bing even scratched his own face... I felt really sad.

She couldn't help but look at her cheeks carefully and sighed: "Yes, this courage... seems like something you would do!"

Xue Bing rolled his eyes and couldn't help but said anxiously to her, "You also think it's outrageous, and I'm very unreasonable, don't you?"

"No...no, what did you say just now..." Xu Leyan ignored her question. She always felt that she had heard some exciting news just now, but it was so exciting that she couldn't remember it for a while.

.

Xue Bing stared at her in confusion. After a while, he saw her shouting, "You said you gave birth to a daughter? Are you already a mother? Where is your child? Why don't you bring it out to show off?"

When it comes to this, Xue Bing feels miserable.

She is the child's mother, but she really doesn't want to say that...

"I've only met her once?"

"That won't work! You have to see me a few more times, let me see it some time, my god... why does it sound so dramatic? When I read romance novels in the past, wasn't it always the case that Cinderella was pregnant with the CEO's child, and then secretly dribbled the ball?

Run, it took many years for the family to reunite? It would be better if you gave birth to a child and just left it with the child’s father. Hey! I’m really curious about this child. I’ll take her out to play with her tomorrow!”

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and Xue Bing became completely anxious with her.

"I'm not familiar with her yet, so I don't know whether she will play with me or not! And... oh! That's not the issue I want to tell you now. The point is Qin Feng, he..."

Xu Leyan saw through her little thoughts at a glance, coughed twice, regained her composure, and asked, "You still want to be with him, right?"

Xue Bing lowered his head and acquiesced, feeling embarrassed.

Xu Leyan said again: "Didn't you say...he said you could come back to him at any time? Can't you just pack your things and go back? What are you still struggling with here?"

Xue Bing's head was spinning.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems so! It is such a simple question, but when I think about it more deeply, I still feel that it is not simple. What does it mean to ask her to pack her things and go back alone? This is very shameless, okay?

So, does it mean that she still wants Qin Feng to coax her back with nice words?

However, she can't always demand so much! He has already made it so clear that she really doesn't know how to break through that layer of window paper.

Xu Leyan really couldn't bear to see her like this. Happiness was clearly right in front of her, so what was there to hesitate about?

"Okay, okay, to be honest... you can just have fun when you meet such a great man like Qin Feng! It's not a big deal, so just do it! You want to save face and suffer the consequences!"

"I...then don't you think it would be weird if I just went back by myself?"

"Where is the blame? You will die if you show the courage you had when you single-mindedly and shamelessly tried to pounce on him? Aren't you very brave back then? You dared to seduce him into bed, but now you are so shy and pretentious.

…”

"I...who is being hypocritical?"

"Okay, let's just pretend... let's do it! I know what you are thinking now. Qin Feng just threw a sentence to you and then said nothing. Aren't you just unable to pass the test in your heart? I'm afraid that you are too proactive.

That’s not appropriate, you’re stupid! Then can’t you just start with the child?”

"How...to start?"

"I say you are stupid, but you are really stupid. You have coaxed your child to be docile, and the child is close to you. Then isn't it natural that you want to get closer to Qin Feng? Don't forget that you are children respectively.

Mom and dad..."

Xue Bing paused for a long time, and then finally understood.

That's right!! Why didn't she even think of this? Isn't being with her daughter equivalent to being with Qin Feng? This is the most normal thing, and she doesn't even need to find a reason, because she gave birth to her daughter.

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