212: I love you very much, do you know? Without him, what’s the point of her living?

Yes! She was so stubborn and extreme at that time. In fact, there was no way out, but she gave up everything. In her world, there was only that man named Qin Feng, so she kept digging into the corner.

Qin Feng didn't love her. She thought this face was not important and destroyed it without hesitation.

Qin Feng doesn't love her, and she feels that her life is not important. Living is really not as good as dying.

Her love used to be so strong and desperate, so even after she woke up, facing this desperate situation, she still didn't have the slightest desire to live.

Later, she attempted suicide but failed.

Everyone around her was frightened. The most angry person was Qi Tianlei. He wanted to slap her twice. Why are you so stubborn? Is that man really that great? Why can't you take a look? In fact, there are many more around him.

People are caring about her and everyone is working hard. If she died, many people would be sad for her...

Xue Bing couldn't listen to this at all.

Everyone also understood that her illness was in her heart, so after she recovered, not only did she have people follow her 24 hours a day, but she also hired a psychiatrist to help her. Then she slowly accepted some reality.

From now on, there will be no Qin Feng, but she has a family, and God will treat her well after all.

It is really not easy to get out of the haze. At least, Xue Bing has been working hard for this goal since waking up.

She felt that what Qi Tianlei said was right. Besides Qin Feng, there were other people in her life.

So, she told herself, forget it! Forget him!

She also worked very hard to do this, and gradually learned to relax, not to blame, not to complain, or to hate, but to think about him! He had given her enough, and he was just doing what was important.

At this critical moment, I suddenly realized that the person I loved most was not her!

It's not her he loves most, and it's not his fault.

It's not that she hasn't experienced love before, and it's not that she doesn't understand it. Sometimes, it comes and goes completely out of control. Maybe she falls in love in a daze, or maybe she never falls in love for the rest of her life.

It's a coincidence that I will come back this time.

After Xue Bing woke up, Li Huairen learned from her what had happened to their mother and daughter in the past ten years. He was heartbroken and immediately decided to come back to City A to pay homage to Xue Ruolin.

Who could have known that a farewell that year would actually be a farewell forever?

Xue Bing's condition improved a lot at that time, so she came back with her father. She really had no feelings for her father before. For a man who abandoned their mother and daughter, no matter what mentality she used to face it, it was a waste of expressions.

, until we understand the cause and effect of the whole thing.

She actually began to envy her once crazy mother...

Even though my mother has been wandering and helpless for half her life, she still has what every woman desires, and that is the most complete love from a man.

Sometimes, she would wonder what prompted her mother to spend half her life looking for a man? Or, during that process, her mother always believed that the man would not change her heart, right? Just because of such a belief,

So even if I spend my whole life, I have no regrets or regrets.

Li Huairen has difficulty moving, and Xue Bing's condition is really worrying. The most important thing is...

When you return to City A, there will be Qin Feng!

John Li was worried, so he accompanied the father and daughter. Even though other people in the family were extremely indifferent to Li Huairen, John Li still respected his uncle very much.

As a child of a wealthy family, he naturally understands that there is a lot of helplessness behind this halo.

When they arrived in City A, they naturally went to Xue Ruolin's hometown to worship her first. Li Huairen was very sad. At the same time, because he couldn't adapt to the weather in City A, the old disease in his legs recurred, so he went to the hospital.

It was expected that Lei Zhen's son was also born at this time and was still in the same hospital, so that morning, Qin Feng and Xue Bing had an unexpected encounter at the entrance of the hospital.

There are so many coincidences. I wonder if they can be regarded as a kind of fate?

Xue Bing decided to bravely step out of the shadow of the past and start over, starting a life without Qin Feng, so she had long been mentally prepared, knowing that she would most likely run into Qin Feng when she returned to City A.

Damn it, when they actually met, she simply pretended not to know him.

She often thinks that if she had a choice, she really wished she had never known him.

Don't let her see hope, so she won't despair so completely; don't let her feel warmth, so she won't feel that cold is so cold...

However, when they really met, she realized that there were so many things that she didn't know about, especially Hai Yu!

Yes! They don’t know...

Qin Feng was the same. He didn't know if he would have continued to think according to his own ideas if John Li hadn't reminded him. He even blamed her, thinking that she abandoned him and his daughter.

But it turns out, it’s not!

Wrong! He was so wrong that he couldn't even forgive himself...

His thoughts were still immersed in the facts spoken by Li Huairen and Li John, as if a curse was tightly entwining him, unable to find a way out or around.

If she had never met him, would she have lived a better life?

………………

He hugged her, rested his chin on the top of her hair, and sighed softly in his heart.

Maybe, we should really be fair to her and give her a chance to choose for herself, but she always feels reluctant to give up. What if...she really doesn't choose him?

Xue Bing ate well and leaned in his arms to feel warm. She almost fell asleep when he didn't speak for so long.

"Xue Bing..."

Just when she was about to dream about Duke Zhou, he suddenly called her in her ear again. She was startled and woke up instantly. She pouted and muttered: "What are you doing?"

"You were ignorant when you were seventeen, but what about now?"

"What?" She was confused and didn't quite understand.

Qin Feng said again: "If it were now, and I asked you to choose again, would you still love me?"

Xue Bing was stunned, with goosebumps all over her body. She wondered if he had taken the wrong medicine today. She didn't think that he would have said such disgusting words.

Do you still love me...

If you just think about this issue...

Her sleepiness was driven away and her mind became clear, but she fell silent.

There is a difference, right? When she was seventeen, because she was young, she loved boldly. She dared to express her love to him without reservation, but now, she has actually learned to be timid.

Does loving once mean getting hurt once?

She doesn't dare anymore!

All of Qin Feng's confidence collapsed in her silence. Is this the legendary karma? In the past, when she said how much she loved him so often, he would avoid or refuse, but now he is here

She begged hard, but she would never say those words again.

Anyway, the reason why Li Huairen and Li John were so opposed to him being with Xue Bing was not unreasonable.

He also has a daughter himself...

If someone in the future caused his daughter to become so desperate that she wanted to give up her life, then he would not agree to it under any circumstances. Since Li Huairen cherished his daughter, he would naturally not take any more risks.

Forget it, if she really wants to leave, then let her go! As long as she can live a good life; if there are things she no longer wants to say, then let him tell her!

"Xue Bing..." or something.

"What on earth are you going to do? You keep calling people but don't say anything..."

"Have I ever told you that I love you very much?" He spoke this time, and before she finished speaking, he had already spoken and couldn't wait to tell her...

He loves her, very much!

When Xue Bing heard his words, it was as if she had received an electric shock. She shivered suddenly and then froze. She even suspected that this was an auditory hallucination she had experienced, but it was wrong. His voice was clearly so clear.

The ground is next to your ears.

She turned back slowly and looked at him.

When Qin Feng saw her reaction, he knew it in his heart.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said: "It seems that I really haven't told you..." As he said, he suddenly reached out to cover her eyes, and sighed leisurely, "Don't look at her with such suspicion.

Look at me, I always thought you knew even if you didn’t tell me!"

I just didn’t expect that you didn’t know!

"I……"

Xue Bing opened her mouth, but could not continue after saying only one word. Her heart was beating so violently that it had never been so violent. She wanted to take away his hand covering her eyes, and wanted to see him.

But he wouldn't let it.

"Don't look at me, listen to me..."

He wanted to tell her all the things he had not said before, or things he thought were unnecessary to say before. If she really didn't want to be with him from now on, now would be her last chance.

"I know you women like to hear this, but I always felt that it was too awkward to say these words on my lips. Action is more important than words, but... you still seem to think that I don't love you..."

"When you first saw me, you said I didn't react, but I didn't let you see it when I almost got a nosebleed. Then you took off your clothes and ran into my room, and finally I scolded you and pushed you away.

, but even in my dreams, I still dream of being intimate with you, but you don’t know it... You don’t know that I deliberately avoided you at that time, because I was afraid that I would lose control... If I really love you

What should I do if I fall in love with you? Yes, I did consider your aunt's relationship at that time. I was also afraid that the three of us would be embarrassed relative to each other in the future. However, what I was more afraid of was your whim... You were still young at that time, and I was afraid

You mistook your dependence on me for love. You will regret it when you grow up and become sensible. When you grow up, I will be an old man in your eyes. What will I do if you regret it..."

After hearing what he said, Xue Bing's eyelashes trembled a few times, brushing against the palm of his hand, and she suddenly burst into tears.
Chapter completed!