159: That rainy night six years ago
159: Six years ago, on that rainy night, she opened her eyes and saw the tall figure standing by the window, which strengthened her decision. So, she softly called him: "Wind..."
Qin Feng's figure froze, and then slowly turned around.
He felt that she was indeed a responsibility that he could not shirk, but facing her was such a difficult thing. He forced out a smile and said: "You're awake..."
"How could I..."
Xue Ruotong stroked her head, then struggled to sit up. Qin Feng hurriedly came over to help her up, and set up a pillow for her to lean on. Then he replied: "You may be a little excited and your body has not fully recovered, so you fainted."
But the doctor said it's nothing serious and you can leave when you wake up. You sit down and have a rest. If nothing happens, I will take you back to the hotel."
After hearing what he said, Xue Ruotong's consciousness gradually returned.
It seems that something like this happened. When she went to the hospital for a review, she met Qin Ming, and then...
However, now that she opens her eyes, the first thing she sees is him. Does this mean that he is still nervous about her and cares about her?
She found it unimaginable that she had fallen into this situation. If she could only face the desolation in the room when she woke up, what else could she expect in her future life?
But fortunately, he is still there!
She didn't say anything else. She didn't want to stay in a place like the hospital for a moment longer. It would only remind her over and over again of the fact that she was already so miserable.
Qin Fengdu supported her, and they left the hospital together.
On the way back to the hotel, the originally bright and sunny sky suddenly turned cloudy, with flashes of lightning flashing from time to time. The sky in June really changes at a moment's notice. Xue Ruotong also noticed it keenly. When the heavy rain fell densely,
The ground fell from the sky. Instead of slowing down because of the bad weather, Qin Feng drove faster.
He was restless all the way and didn't even say a word to her.
When they arrived at the Dihao Hotel, he kindly sent her to the door of the room she was staying in. Xue Ruotong took out the room card and opened the door. She thought that he would at least stay with her, but she hadn't taken a step forward yet.
As soon as I stepped into the room, I heard him say: "You should rest early! Take good care of yourself, I'm leaving first!"
His voice was calm and without any emotion.
However, to Xue Ruotong, it sounded like he was going to do something urgent and urgent, and he was obviously so impatient.
She felt a knot in her heart, then she opened her mouth and reminded in a dull voice: "It's raining, it's raining so hard, how about you..."
Wait! In fact, her original intention is that simple. It’s thundering and raining outside, so no matter what you do, don’t be in a hurry. It’s not too late to leave after the rain stops!
The anxiety on Qin Feng's face finally showed, so he blurted out without thinking, "No, I want to go back. Xue Bing is most afraid of thunder!"
As soon as the words came out, and seeing Xue Ruotong's stiff expression, he wanted to bite off his tongue.
When he came out of the hospital, he saw black clouds rolling in the sky, and he had been anxious. He remembered that when Xue Bing first came to him, she was like a wounded little animal in thunderous weather, huddled in the quilt alone.
The hysterical screams from the corner of the bed, the frightened and helpless look, can still tear his heart apart to this day.
Over the past year, whenever there were violent storms, thunder and lightning, he would be by her side.
Today, they were supposed to be together, but he came to the hospital unexpectedly, and Xue Bing also said that he would not go home so soon, so he has been worried about whether she has gone home now? Where will she be now? Will she be there now?
Fear?
However, in front of Xue Ruotong, it was inconvenient for him to call Xue Bing in a hurry.
He knew that even if it was a fact that he and Xue Bing were together, if it could be avoided, it was better not to mention it in front of Xue Ruotong, so as not to irritate her, but just now he was anxious and blurted it out unknowingly.
Xue Ruotong looked at him steadily, her eyes watery, and she felt as if her heart had been frozen into ice by the words he just subconsciously said.
Is it because of Xue Bing that he can't wait to leave her?
Qin Feng looked at her like this. Although he understood her pain, he still couldn't stop him from leaving. His debt and guilt towards her could no longer be repaid with emotion.
He looked at her deeply and finally turned around...
"don't want!"
The moment he just took steps forward, Xue Ruotong suddenly rushed over and hugged his waist tightly from behind. Her face was pressed against his back. In an instant, she burst into tears.
"Don't go... I never told you because I thought I could survive alone as long as I saw you happy. But today I realized that I am not that strong and I don't know how to spend the future."
Do you know that days when there is no hope... Xue Bing is not the only one who is afraid, I am also afraid! As you said, I can come back to you... Feng, I am back, don't leave me behind...
"
Qin Feng stood there stiffly and suddenly felt his heart being pulled.
He knows all her suffering!
But, what can he do? He promised her that as long as she wanted to come back, she could come back to him. He didn't lie to her, and his feelings at that time were not fake.
However, he didn't know before that feelings have a shelf life. He stands firm.
Some promises should just be abandoned innocently in the passing time. He doesn't know whether it is the years or himself that are ruthless?
He raised his head, took a deep breath, and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry..."
"No, I don't want to hear I'm sorry... Feng, I have nothing, I only have you! I know that I am not worthy of begging for your mercy now that I am so broken. I don't even dare to compare with Xue Bing, and her
I feel inferior when we stand together. She is pure, young, and beautiful, but I... So you dislike me, right? But, didn't we also have good times? I don't believe you have forgotten them all, and I will never forget them.
No, it rained that night just like now..."
Qin Feng clenched his fist, and he wanted to break her hand away cruelly.
Even when he heard the first half of her words, he tried his best to refute. He wanted to say that he had never compared her with Xue Bing, and he had no so-called dislike for her.
He is not this kind of person, never has been!
He doesn't mind that she married Qin Ming, nor does he care that she can't have children. If he really loves someone, not only will he not mind, but he will give her more tolerance and love. He has suffered a lot for her over the years, and he knows
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However, love alone cannot be compromised.
She can blame him for being heartless and scold him for betraying his promise, but don't say that to him. He is really not a hateful man. If their fate is not too weak, if fate does not force them to take this bifurcated road, if they have always been
We have always been together, even if ten or one hundred Xue Bings appeared in his life later, he would not even look at them again.
When it comes to feelings, single-mindedness is inevitable, and he understands.
But, what can be done? They just separated, and he met Xue Bing when they were separated. He fell in love with her, hopelessly, and couldn't look back.
However, because of the second half of her sentence, all his words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say a word.
Yes! They did have good times, and even though he no longer thought of that rainy night, he didn't forget it either.
That time was also in June! Six years ago from now...
Maybe no one would believe it, but his first love was really when he was twenty years old, with a girl who had been his classmate for two years, Xue Ruotong.
A rich and noble man like him with a superior family background would not wander around among flowers all day long and change his girlfriends every day. But he is different from those playboys. Firstly, it is because he has never met any girl who makes him particularly attracted. Secondly, he is different from those playboys.
He came because before he knew that Qin Boxiong had a family outside his home, he had been studying hard and wanted to be favored by his father.
Back then, Xue Ruotong was beautiful, independent, and strong. He really liked her. Xue Ruotong probably also thought that he was different from those young masters from rich families. The two of them were attracted to each other, and it was natural for them to get together.
Love on campus at that time was very simple and innocent.
They were not casual people, so they followed the rules and never crossed the line, except for that night...
In June of that year, they were seniors and faced graduation. It was also the time when the relationship between Qin Feng and his family was most tense. On the eve of graduation, the whole class went to the mountains for barbecue and camping.
However, God was unfavorable. At midnight, when the carnival atmosphere reached its highest point, it suddenly started to rain heavily. Everyone set up tents one after another. They were also an open couple in the class, so they naturally crowded into the same tent.
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During that time, Qin Feng had been depressed, and just now he drank a lot with his classmates.
Then, the sound of rain outside was accompanied by thunder, which became louder and louder. Xue Ruotong covered her ears and threw herself into his arms, and he hugged her. At that time, he really felt this way, as if he had been sleeping overnight
There was nothing left but her, so the two hugged each other and talked a lot. He could only confide his worries to her.
In the small tent, the temperature was rising and it suddenly became crowded.
A man and a woman alone, let alone two people in love, some things just happen so naturally...
Qin Feng closed his eyes weakly. Even though he originally wanted to push her away, he couldn't do it at this moment. He didn't want to deny that it was indeed a wonderful time. It was their first time with each other.
However, now that he thinks about it, he feels completely powerless.
ps: The current situation is also one of a man and a woman. Do you think it is very dangerous? Huh! If you don’t give me a monthly ticket or a reward, I will show you the whole story and put Qin Feng
Chapter completed!