139: My favorite in this life! She couldn't even open her mouth to tell him. In fact, she had been submissive to Qin Ming all these years. The reason for the dispute was because of him...

The helpless separation at the beginning made her heart die.

Marrying Qin Ming was not her intention. To her, this marriage was just a gorgeous cage that locked her body, but could not stop the bright moon hidden deep in her heart.

Qin Feng, she had known him since she was eighteen years old, and fell in love with him when she was twenty.

Perhaps it was destined from that moment that he was the love she loved most in her life, and she never forgot it for a moment.

When she was still in college, her family situation was not good. Her father passed away early and her sister was missing. At that time, her mother was still alive, so she and her sick mother were the only ones dependent on each other.

She studied very hard and worked several part-time jobs in her spare time. The school librarian was also one of her part-time jobs at the time. The person who accompanied her in this job was Qin Feng.

Qin Feng is different from her. At least before he fell out with his family, in the eyes of others, he was a rich man born with a silver spoon in his mouth. There was no way he would be reduced to a part-time job. She knew that he was

For her!

The love at that time was very pure and beautiful! It was right for him.

At that time, she really felt inferior in front of Qin Feng, but she worked really hard. She fantasized about being able to hold hands with him all the time until the end.

Unexpectedly, things are unpredictable...

After marrying Qin Ming, she knew that her fantasy was shattered, and everything between her and Qin Feng would also end. No one knew how brave she needed to be to accept this fact. When she first saw

When Qin Feng was in pain and haggard for her, she spent so much effort to persuade him to forget her...

She really didn't want to delay him, he was the person she loved most, and she hoped he would have another chance to be happy, sincerely.

Later, she slowly accepted the fact that she was a woman. Later, Qin Feng also slowly cheered up. Later, their contact became less and less, which seemed to confirm the eternal truth: no one is necessary for the other.

!The earth will still rotate the same without anyone.

She was determined to cut off all memories related to him.

However, after so many years, she only left one thing behind, which was the work ID card from when she and Qin Feng worked part-time in the university library. To be more precise, it was the two-inch ID card on Qin Feng's work ID card.

photos!.

She just couldn't forget him!

She can’t forget the youthful look when he was wearing a white shirt and tie. She can’t forget the way he occasionally turned around and gave her a gentle smile when they were sorting books in the library...

That memory is warm and painful.

She has always been stubborn and refused to forget it. Just like that photo, she has never been willing to throw it away, so she kept it with her for many years. She was careful not to let Qin Ming find it, but after all, paper could not cover the fire.

Qin Ming still found out, when she was more than two months pregnant...

What she said to Qin Feng was indeed true. It was such a coincidence that Qin Ming had raised a woman outside and she was pregnant at this time. However, they divorced. The most important thing was that Qin Ming found out that she was still hiding something.

Qin Feng’s photo.

After being married for so many years, even though she never loved Qin Ming, she still understood his temper to some extent.

When he is in a good mood, he is quite nice to her. He will give her a lot of things and dress her up beautifully. His wife must not lose her face. However, if he is in a bad mood, he will simply not treat her well.

She treated her like a human being, deliberately neglected her, and humiliated her with words. He would also hit people...

Xue Ruotong understood that Qin Feng was a taboo between them.

At the beginning, whenever Qin Ming saw her depressed look, he would hold her chin with a serious expression on his face and say: Don't show in front of me that you are still thinking about him, figure it out and I am the one who

Your husband, the person you should love is me! Then tell Qin Feng that you have fallen in love with me...

He looked like a bloodthirsty devil.

Later, Xue Ruotong also learned wisely. In order to avoid suffering, she never dared to mention Qin Feng. There were even many times when she called Qin Feng just because of Xue Bing's affairs, but when Qin Ming came back, she kept saying goodbye.

He hung up before he even had a chance to say anything.

She was really scared of that kind of torture, but she couldn't get rid of it and was powerless to resist.

One can imagine what happened to her after Qin Ming discovered that she was hiding Qin Feng's photos. He didn't even care that she was pregnant. He raised his hand and slapped her in the face, and took her directly from the second floor.

Hit the stairs.

The child is gone, there is nothing left.

Then, to her surprise, Qin Ming actually wanted to divorce her. She couldn't ask for it. After she signed her name, she didn't want anything. She didn't even care that her body had just had a miscarriage. She just saw a light in front of her.

Trying desperately to catch it.

So she used the remaining money she had to buy a plane ticket and came back.

However, everything here is still not what she imagined, not even Qin Feng... nor is it!

Therefore, at this moment, no matter how much unwillingness and grievance she felt in her heart, she could not express it in front of him. She could not express it.

It's not that she doesn't understand that after six years of separation, there aren't that many love-struck people in this world, and no one will wait in place forever, letting her leave whenever she wants and come back whenever she wants.

So, she asked him to stop asking, stop asking...

She simply has no way to open her eyes and face him and herself now. Can she, at least at this moment, not let her face the bloody helplessness, pain, and even... her unbearableness!

Qin Feng calmed down and asked no more questions.

He was just as afraid to face it as she was, so she didn't let him ask, but instead she let him breathe a sigh of relief.

He even thought that maybe she understood what he meant. He remembered that when he first came to the hospital to see her, she told him so weakly that she would come back to him even if she had to crawl...

However, she never said such words again in the past two days.

It's okay not to say it. He really doesn't want to hurt her because of this. It would be best if she could let go of the past. He tried to correct his mentality and tried to stand only as a friend.

Give her a few words of comfort.

"Okay, if you don't want to say it, I won't ask. Since...since Qin Ming treats you like this, then I think it might be a good thing to leave him. Don't be too pessimistic..."

As he talked, he still felt heavy.

From what Xue Ruotong said just now, he could tell that she really wanted a child, but if she knew that she would never be able to have children again...

Should I tell her or not? What will happen if she finds out?

However, this kind of thing could be hidden for a while, but not forever. She would have to know sooner or later. He was thinking about how to speak, but Xue Ruotong had already changed the topic.

"By the way, I never asked you, how is Xue Bing doing now?"

Qin Feng's heart skipped a beat. Compared to the thing he was struggling with just now, this matter was even more difficult for him to talk about. His right hand was inserted into his trouser pocket and his nails dug hard into his palm.

The slight pain reminded him that this matter must be handled properly and the damage must be minimized.

He hesitated for a moment and said: "She... is very good! She has been clamoring for me to bring her to see you before, but she has to take an exam in the past two days, so after she finishes the exam..."

Xue Ruotong nodded, "That's fine! I'm afraid she'll be frightened when she sees me like this! I've troubled you for so long. I went abroad at that time because it was inconvenient to take her with me... I will take her back when I settle down."

, I promised my sister before she died that I would take good care of her..."

Qin Feng's fingers suddenly tightened, and he felt that his scalp was numb. There was a voice in his mind that kept urging him: Qin Feng, if you are still a man, then don't run away.

say……

So, he really said, "Actually, Xue Bing..."

I know that Xue Bing is your niece, and I know that you regard taking care of her as your responsibility, but...but I want her, and I have to have her! Give her to me!

Actually, that's what he wanted to say.

If his phone call hadn't suddenly occurred to him at this moment, he would have said this, but he couldn't finish his words and answered the phone.

Lei Zhen called, the company has something to do, please call back soon!

Seeing the way he answered the phone, Xue Ruotong could guess that it was about work, so after he hung up the phone, she immediately said: "If you have anything to do, go first! I've delayed you enough these days

, it’s okay now, I can take care of myself, you can go about your business, I can walk by myself!”

Qin Feng said anxiously: "How can that be done? You... do this now! I'll ask my secretary to stay here and then take you to my hotel. You settle down first. If you need anything, just tell the hotel manager.

, I will say hello in advance."

"But……"

"Don't say but! Tongtong... No matter in the past, now, or even in the future, I hope you can live well, so you don't have to be polite to me. If you live well, I will also feel better...

"

These were the last words he said before leaving!

The last half of the sentence was spoken in a very deep and low voice, but it still fell into her ears very clearly.

She could tell that he said this because he had always felt guilty about her, right? So, besides guilt? Is there anything else?

Once, she was sure that she was the place closest to his heart.

But where is it now? She seems to have lost sight of it.

Over the years, Qin Feng has always had other women around him, and she knew it! She married someone else, and she didn't want him to have a hopeless relationship, so she wouldn't be surprised no matter who was around him.

, she never imagined that that person was actually Xue Bing!

Moreover, it was she who personally sent Xue Bing to him!

ps: I expected some mistakes. I thought it would cover the meeting between the three of them, but I will definitely cover it in the next chapter!
Chapter completed!