[191] Shameless
It is undoubtedly a very difficult choice to choose one of Shen Mo and Wang Ke.
However, to be honest, Fang Chang'an did not have a dilemma on this issue for too long, so when he found the answer, he once wondered if this was the most real idea in his heart.
However, as the military training slowly approached the end and constantly thinking and measuring while sweating every day, Fang Chang'an found that the answer in his heart was becoming clearer and clearer.
"If I had to give up one."
"I chose to be shameless."
This answer made him feel very embarrassed for a while, and he fell into self-doubt: Is my moral concept so weak, my moral level so low, and so shameless?
As a person who has read "Lu Xun" and "Selected Mao" repeatedly in junior high school for three years and has mature ideological experience, Fang Chang'an undoubtedly knew the importance of thought. He did not ignore his inexplicable ideological struggle, but instead conducted an in-depth self-analysis.
The result made him even more embarrassing.
Because he discovered that this so-called entanglement and struggle, in a sense, was actually the process of him making excuses for himself.
In other words, long before he went to troubleshoot this issue, he had actually had the choice of "shamelessness". He was just to go through the process, convince himself, and by the way, he could find any excuses that he did not have to be morally burdened.
The result was very successful: he did not have that high moral standard at all.
This naturally does not mean that he can do anything with confidence, but the burden on his mind is not as heavy as he imagined. After all, he doesn't want to see any face, and he admits this to himself. It is not easy to bear multiple ideological burdens.
After thinking about this and accepting the facts, Fang Chang'an suddenly realized that a very important place was that when he chose to be selfish, the right to choose this matter was actually not on him.
Because no matter how good he thinks, if others don’t agree, they can only say that they are wishful thinking.
In this regard, he is undoubtedly more sober and realistic than most "peers". Even if Wang Ke once had a promise that "I will definitely agree to it at that time", it can only represent her fifteen years old. Who can guarantee what will happen in three years?
As the saying goes, Qingmei is not as good as the sky, so you must not relax your vigilance!
The most urgent task at the moment is how to prevent them from worrying about causing rumors in different classes, and can get in and out of the question.
Of course, it is not a very strange thing for old classmates to interact frequently after entering high school. The atmosphere of No. 1 Middle School in the city is not so conservative, but you still have to be wary of quarrels and quarrels. If there is no legitimate opportunity to contact, no one will pay attention to you and it will be difficult to find an opportunity to explain.
As a national key high school, the No. 1 Middle School of the City undoubtedly does not lack some student organizations, and there are also many activities. In addition to the student events organized by the city, the school also carries out its own activities include sports meetings, football matches, basketball matches, English speech matches, welcome parties, and New Year's Day party. These undoubtedly require student organizations, usually the student union to assist in handling them.
However, as a veteran, Fang Chang'an knew very well how fucked this kind of student club is, and generally speaking, the more formal the more fucked. He didn't know that there was a student union in high school in his previous life, but he joined the student union in college. His purpose was also very clear, just to get to know girls, but he was so annoyed.
This kind of student organization, including club activities, naturally has its positive and positive significance. Even some fucking things can make people realize the current situation of this society as soon as possible. However, in high school, there is no doubt that everything must be concessions to the college entrance examination.
The role of these student clubs and activities in promoting learning may not be very obvious, or they can only add icing on the cake, but when it comes to trouble, or if something is not handled well, it will really directly affect learning.
Especially at this age, even a little bit of interpersonal relationship entanglement may lead to a long time of inability to calm down and study.
Therefore, Fang Chang'an directly eliminated the most likely fucking student union. After all, he could not follow Shen Mo and Wang Ke all the time. They might not tell him everything in detail. Once they entered, it was not easy for him to help with some things. For example, if a certain activity and a certain teacher assigned a task, they were always hard not to go.
Isn’t it good to have this time to spend with Brother Chang’an?
Since that's the case, it's better to have an identity that communicates with yourself.
After Fang Chang'an considered it, he aimed at the school radio room. First, he could use this name to openly ask Shen Mo and Wang Ke for an article. Second, the position of the radio station was clear, there were not many staff members, and there were not many interest disputes, so he could lose a lot of boring things that were bullshit.
However, there is an unbalanced point, because Wang Ke’s writing style is not very good, and full-score composition has a great advantage. At that time, her manuscript may be knocked back, and the three of them will talk about the matter together. He kept talking to Shen Mo and Wang Ke was left aside.
This obviously violates the principle of serving water equally.
So why would Wang Ke go for an interview with him? Or would all three of them go? Both of them have a good voice and are good-looking, so they should be able to choose.
All students are training in the playground, and each class has a square array, which is divided into class order. Class 11 and Class 23 are quite far away, so it is difficult to find spiritual support even when standing in a military posture.
Fang Chang'an was very depressed every time he stood in military posture. He didn't know which bastard was assigned to the class, so he separated himself from them so far.
He didn't care about it himself, mainly because he felt sorry for Shen Mo and Wang Ke. When they thought about themselves, they wanted to look here, but in the end, they couldn't see Brother Chang'an, how sad would it be?
As the saying goes, "How many daughters are in the middle of the army formation in the green shade field? Shen Mo looked at Chang'an, and there were more than ten classes. Wang Ke missed him too, but he couldn't see it. No. 1 Middle School is good, and the division of classes is too brainless!"
After finally reaching the disbandment of the military training, Fang Chang'an complained about his adaptation of "Bodhisattva Man" in his heart. While he was with Song Tang and Cheng Juan, he came to the square formation on the side of Class 11, and looked at Shen Mo and Wang Ke walking in the square formation together.
Wang Ke is now over 1.65 meters tall and tall among girls, so he ranks second to last. Shen Mo is slightly shorter than her, about 1.63 meters tall, with several girls separated by the middle.
Four days have passed in a total of seven days of military training, and the formation of the square formation is still far from being formed, but the basic qualities and consciousness are already available. Seeing Fang Chang'an and the others coming, the two girls just glanced at a glance and did not have any other unnecessary movements.
Fang Chang'an also stood beside him and watched honestly. When he first met three years ago, the two girls were both childish. In three years, Wang Ke could be regarded as the one he had grown up. Now he looks like a complete girl, wearing military green and heroic appearance.
After her body developed, she was always embarrassed to stand upright. Fang Chang'an hit her side several times and didn't work. Now, she is required to raise her chest and raise her head with a bunch of her waist. She is soft and thin, tight, and is in line with her back and legs. She stands straight, and her chest is erected with a large curve, with graceful curves, which is set against the side face of the sunset, which is more and more invented. It looks pleasing to the eye.
Shen Mo has not lost his childishness, but his delicate face is becoming more and more beautiful and refined. Even if his whole body is wrapped in military training clothes, his little face seems to be as white as it is to shine. The more it is in the crowd, the more amazing it looks.
How do you like Fang Chang'an? The more you look at Fang Chang'an, the more you like it, the more you like it, the more you feel that you are too wise. Such two beautiful girls are not much more cost-effective than being shameless?
The road ahead is difficult, but the matter is done by man.
The revolution has not yet succeeded, so we should strive for progress!
Class 11 and Class 12 disbanded almost at the same time. Shen Mo, Cheng Juan and Song Tang both went home to have dinner. Mao Shanshan was in Class 9 and had a good relationship with the two girls in the same dormitory in the class, so he did not eat with Wang Ke and Liu Bei.
Wang Ke has Shen Mo in the class, and Liu Bei is also in the dormitory next door. He also has a room in Chang'an in his heart. Instead, he is not familiar with his new classmates so quickly. He has been having dinner with Liu Bei these days.
Fang Chang'an sometimes comes with shamelessness.
During the military training, the gate facing the street of the playground was open. Six people came out of the playground and divided into two groups. Shen Mo, Cheng Juan and Song Tang went home by bus, Fang Chang'an and Wang Ke and Liu Bei walked into the school gate and went to the cafeteria to have dinner.
Since the report explained to Shen Mo that day, Shen Mo has not deliberately targeted Fang Chang'an again, but the two have not had many opportunities to contact and have not said much.
Because Wang Ke often had dinner with Fang Chang'an, but with Liu Bei, who followed him, and with the "agreement" after going to college, the girl was shy and embarrassed to say too much to Fang Chang'an.
Therefore, in the past few days, Fang Chang'an has been basically neglected by both ends.
He was engaged in ideological construction and didn't care about it. However, if something happens today, he would naturally not be as silent as before. When Wang Ke and Liu Bei's chat was interrupted, he said, "It seems that there are many clubs in the school. Do you have any interests or ideas?"
For Liu Bei and Wang Ke, they didn't know much about student clubs even in TV series, and they never thought about such things. They looked at each other after hearing this and shook their heads.
Fang Chang'an said: "The academic performance in the first year of high school should not be that heavy. Anyway, if you have time, you might as well find something to do. I asked someone yesterday. It seems that our school has quite a lot of clubs and the student union has the most people, and there are dance teams, football teams, basketball teams, choirs, and radio stations."
Wang Ke and Liu Bei looked at each other again, obviously confused because they both knew nothing.
Wang Ke whispered: "We can't do anything."
Fang Chang'an said: "I don't know, either, so I'm going to go to the radio station."
Wang Ke blinked: "Do they want you?"
"Your mouth is so sweet and you can speak."
Fang Changan glared at her angrily, "Don't worry, go and try it, and there must be many beautiful girls at the radio station."
Liu Bei smiled, looked at him, and then looked at Wang Ke. Wang Ke dragged the ending tone and said, "Oh~", "Then you go and see it."
"What about you?"
"I don't look at beautiful girls."
"But if you don't go, who will I see?"
Wang Ke didn't expect that he would say such things in front of Liu Bei. His face turned red and he glared fiercely, but he didn't know what to say, so he simply ignored him.
Liu Bei didn't expect Fang Chang'an to speak so boldly, but in junior high school there were premature love in the school. Now they are in high school and have known each other for several years. There must be some signs between Fang Chang'an and Wang Ke. She can confirm this, so it is not surprising. She smiled and advised Wang Ke, "You can also try it. Your voice is so nice, maybe you will be in."
When Wang Ke was in the first year of junior high school, he knew that Shen Mo had learned piano and danced. After school started, he heard that Shen Mo had performed at the New Year's Day party in the school, but he knew nothing. He was always remembering this in his heart. After Fang Chang'an said this, he really wanted to try it.
However, she already understood the other meaning of Fang Chang'an's suggestion, but instead felt embarrassed to agree directly, and hesitated and said, "I'll think about it again."
That was agreed, Fang Changan no longer advised her and continued to introduce: "It seems that in addition to radio, the radio station also needs to make a magazine. It should be a literary club. It probably has something to do with radio stations. Liu Bei, why don't you try it?"
Face is always needed.
Liu Bei shook his head and said, "I'm not writing well, so let's forget it."
Wang Ke smiled and said, "You can play basketball. Didn't the senior sister say she wanted you to go to the school basketball team?"
The school has a women's basketball team. Liu Bei is now 1.7 meters tall. Even in college, he can still go to the women's basketball team.
"I can't play basketball."
"Learn."
"Let's forget it."
Wang Ke has not had any experience in student clubs or organizations, and is somewhat afraid of going to the radio station for interviews. However, with Chang'an in the house, she is not very worried. More importantly, she wants to train or exercise, so she is still quite active in this matter.
If it were other times, she felt that even if Liu Bei was present, she should have agreed to Fang Chang'an directly, and at least she would give an answer that was more inclined to agree.
But at that time, she always felt that she had some "concerns" that made her dare not agree.
Until she returned to the dormitory after dinner, she didn't understand what she was worried about - in fact, she didn't realize it and didn't think about this problem.
It was not until she came to the classroom with Liu Bei, sat down in the seat, and looked at the empty seat next to her that she suddenly realized the reason.
“Broadcasting station?”
Shen Mo returned to the classroom and heard Wang Ke talk about the radio station. He asked back a little unexpectedly. Seeing Wang Ke nodding, she asked in a low voice: "Do you want to go?"
Wang Ke hesitated for a moment and nodded truthfully, "I want to try it, but I can't speak Mandarin well, so I'm a little scared."
When she was in the No. 2 Middle School of Town, she always spoke her hometown dialect even when she was teaching. Fang Chang'an sometimes asked her to speak Mandarin, but she was embarrassed and didn't speak much, so she shrank a little.
The No. 1 Middle School clearly requires the use of Mandarin in the classroom, but most of the people usually speak in the local accent. Even some teachers use their hometown dialect when they are not in the classroom, but the radio station must use Mandarin.
Shen Mo whispered, "It's okay, there's no big difference between our words here and Mandarin. Just pay attention to the pronunciation, and what you said is pretty good."
Wang Ke nodded and asked again: "Are you going?"
Shen Mo hesitated and didn't say anything. Wang Ke whispered: "Let's go together, and Fang Chang'an said that the radio station is also in charge of school magazines, and it is also considered a literary club. Don't you like writing things very much?"
Shen Mo looked at her, nodded and said, "Okay, then let's go together."
"Uh-huh."
Wang Ke then smiled and nodded vigorously, "Wait and ask Fang Chang'an when to go for an interview."
Shen Mo has been in No. 1 Middle School for two years and has heard of some things. He originally thought that it should have started after the military training, but hesitated for a moment and didn't say it.
It was still early to start evening self-study. The two girls were seated against the wall, and there was no one around them. After reaching a consensus, Wang Ke took out the book and prepared to continue previewing his homework. This was a habit taught by Fang Chang'an in junior high school.
Shen Mo also took out the book, but after opening it, he was a little bit serious. He always glanced at Wang Ke with an appropriate inappropriate attitude. Wang Ke quickly noticed it, turned to look at her, and blinked in confusion.
Shen Mo looked at her, with curious eyes in her bright eyes, and seemed to have a hint of shyness. Then she turned around and took out the paper and pen, and wrote something rustling, and handed it to Wang Ke quietly.
Wang Ke was confused by her strange reaction, and curiously took it over and looked at it, his face turned red.
Chapter completed!