【175】Head of the bed and the foot of the bed(1/2)
He came with excitement and returned home with a bucket of ice water. On the way home, Fang Chang'an understood Shen Mo's mood a little.
My younger brother and sister are in school, my parents are working, and there is no one at home. Fang Chang'an opened a book called "Influence". The book was just published and sold in China. Chen Chengyan just bought it a few days ago, and only had the plastic seal removed.
After reading two pages, Fang Chang'an felt a little desolate, so he closed the book, went downstairs to turn on the TV, and lay alone watching TV. When the TV sounded louder, he felt better at first, but then he felt even more desolate.
After a while of confusion, he picked up the phone, paused for a while, and then put it down again.
The explanation of not meeting is like breaking up, and it is irresponsible. The latter is irresponsible to the other party, and the former is irresponsible to himself... Besides, what can I say on the phone?
"Mo Mo, you've read it wrong. Those two people are actually not me and Wang Ke, but Fang Changming and his classmates. I haven't seen each other for two years. He has grown up so old. Didn't you expect that hahahaha..."
Isn’t this questioning the fact that others have an IQ and their own way of retreat at the same time? Modern society emphasizes that “if the law is not prohibited”. Besides, Wang Ke is fifteen years old, even if he doesn’t violate the law, he just holds hands. What’s the point of being guilty about being honest?
The more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt, he first redefined "justice", and then simply lay on the sofa, thinking about how to redefine "feelingful and dedicated".
Fang Changan only regrets that he doesn’t have a smartphone. Otherwise, if you look at the news or scandals, you will immediately feel that you are not bad at all. If you know how to reflect, you can be called a saint. Gast searches.
The next morning, Fang Chang'an read a book at home, but he was still unable to calm down. He was about to go to Chen Chengyan's house to take a look when he suddenly heard the yard shouting: "Fang Chang'an!"
Fang Changan glanced outside and said lazily: "Come in."
Wang Yuwei walked into the living room wearing a knee-length floral skirt and a lilac T-shirt and said unhappily: "You are so big, you're still in, and you're like a big leader."
Fang Chang'an sat on the sofa and pointed at the two remaining oranges on the table, signaling her to take them casually, "I left them for you."
"Who are you lying to me? I left it for me?"
Wang Yuwei rolled her eyes, "It's almost the same to deceive Wang Ke, or Shen Mo probably can do it, I won't take this trick."
Fang Changan didn't talk to her and asked, "When did you come back?"
“Last night.”
"I finished the exam in the morning, and you will only come back in the evening?"
"I'll go out to celebrate with my classmates. I finally finished the high school entrance examination. Don't you allow it?"
This girl is too precocious and is likely to cast a wide net. Fang Chang'an is unwilling to talk to her too much. He is always very thick-skinned in front of the girls he likes, but that kind of shamelessness can easily make people misunderstand, so he changed the topic and said, "How are you doing in the exam?"
"It's definitely not as good as you, but the county No. 1 Middle School should be fine."
Wang Yuwei smiled and said, "After all, the art candidates only scored more than 400 points. Even if I am stupid, there will definitely be no problem with more than 500 points."
"That's good, your mom should be very happy."
"What about you? No. 1 Middle School?"
"Of course."
"What if Wang Ke can't pass the exam?"
"If you can't pass the exam, you can't pass the exam. I don't have the ability to get her to No. 1 Middle School in the city."
Wang Yuwei looked at him calmly for a while and laughed "Puchi" and said, "You are lying to the point of being so beautiful, she is so beautiful, and the more she grows, it would be strange if you are willing to let her go."
"How old are you? How do you speak?"
"I told the truth."
Wang Yuwei looked around and said, "Your parents are not at home, right? Let me tell you, the county is much more messy than our school. Some people sit together in the classroom, just like you and Wang Ke, but they dare to hold hands if they are open and upright. Do you dare?"
Fang Changan rolled his eyes, too lazy to pay attention to her.
Wang Yuwei said: "My mother promised me to be admitted to the No. 1 Middle School in the County, and if you get admitted to the No. 1 Middle School, will your parents buy it for you?"
"With your personality, buying a mobile phone will definitely delay learning. Just buy a Little Lingtong. The simpler the function, the better."
Fang Changan advised casually, Wang Yuwei seemed to be stunned for a moment, looked at him, and then curled her lips: "When did you start caring about me?"
"Speak casually."
Every time Wang Yuwei comes home from the county, she will come over to say hello and say a few words. Over the past two years, the two of them have some clarity about each other's temperament. Fang Chang'an doesn't care about any details and says whatever he thinks.
After Wang Yuwei left, Fang Chang'an continued to worry about how to "explain" Shen Mo. As he thought about it, he suddenly realized something was wrong.
His previous love history is quite chaotic, and he has experienced many women, but even when he first experienced it, he has never been "worrying" such as this. This is not a natural love. Fang Changan thinks that on the one hand, he may have too many inner thoughts when he was in a crush on the first time and consumed almost all his enthusiasm. The other main reason is probably that he was too busy: several are waiting to coax, and no matter which one ignores him, he will be a burden reduction. Unless he ignores all of them all at once, he will not have time to be happy and grateful, and he will not have time to think about anything else.
This is the first time that I am restless and suffering from living a life... If I pursue it carefully, I decided to find an opportunity to take Wang Ke's hand and there seemed to be a similar situation, but I was excited and expectant at that time.
This seems not to be a manifestation that a person with the rebirth of his soul in later generations should have.
Fang Chang'an was spread on the sofa and began to think about philosophical issues. He gradually found a self-consistent explanation, that is, after he was reborn, he would always fit a child of this age in many aspects to express his attitude and emotions in many ways due to objective and supervisory factors. Perhaps due to the influence of the environment, his mentality and emotions have undergone subtle changes.
This seems to explain why he saw Shen Mo and Wang Ke after he was reborn, two girls who had just entered junior high school would have the idea of "I want both of these girls". The powerful souls of later generations did not seem to have made his vision of the little brat change much. The girls he used to like still like them now.
After that, he did not show such a thing about Liang Jingyu, so he can still use "emotional saturation" to explain it, which also proves his feelings for Shen Mo and Wang Ke from another aspect.
Fang Changan gave his own explanation and immediately found that he was facing two choices, namely, the front and back of his previous life, and the benefits and disadvantages were equally obvious.
The advantage of the road in the previous life is that the road is visible to the naked eye and has rich experience, which can ensure that you will not be hurt no matter what the result is. The disadvantage is that there is basically no accident and will still end up in the previous life: when people approach middle age, occasionally want to have a warm harbor, they will be afraid of lack of security.
On the contrary, the advantage of the relationship and trust cultivated since childhood is that no matter how much money it is, it is difficult to replace. However, countless "martyrs" seem to prove that passing this path is easy to hurt others and oneself, especially if he is greedy and does not want to give up, it seems a bit ridiculous and conceivable road ahead is rugged.
Perhaps it was because of his fragility and his heart was far from strong enough, or after being reborn, he had already made a choice without realizing it. Fang Chang'an found that he did not have much on this seemingly difficult issue, and even without any hesitation and entanglement, so he made a choice.
Then he made a move that he knew the mistake but still insisted: call Shen Mo.
"Dou—Dou—Dou—"
The phone rang for a while, and then the gentle and pleasant female voice: "Hey, hello?"
"Hello, auntie, my name is Fang Chang'an, look for Shen Mo."
"Okay, wait."
The other party seemed not surprised, and then heard her voice shouting: "Mo Mo, your phone number, Fang Chang'an."
After waiting for two or three seconds, Fang Chang'an heard Shen Mo's voice. After two years, her voice and memory had changed a certain amount, but it seemed that it had not changed at all. It was soft and tender, and could be immediately identified:
"Tell him I'm not here."
Then there was no sound. Fang Changan guessed that Shu Mei should have covered the microphone, which proved that she didn't know that Shen Mo was angry with him.
The time on the phone display was beating forward in seconds, and Fang Chang'an's heart was also beating. After twelve seconds, he heard Shu Mei apologize, but at the same time he couldn't hide his smile: "Sorry, Mo Mo said she was not here, you can call him again after a while."
Obviously, Shu Mei also knew that Fang Chang'an heard what Shen Mo said, so he added the word "say" to his daughter's obvious excuse of being angry. So the meaning of the whole sentence and her own attitude towards it had undergone significant changes.
Fang Chang'an, on the one hand, secretly praised his future mother-in-law for being good at it, but on the other hand, he was a little ridiculous and smiled bitterly: "I understand, thank you aunt."
"You're welcome, goodbye."
"Goodbye Auntie."
Fang Changan hung up the phone and felt a little depressed, and even regretted the choice he had just made.
You see, it was just one person who was uncomfortable, but now it has become two people who are uncomfortable?
Fortunately, Mo Mo didn't answer the phone, and Ke Ke was there.
He called Wang Ke’s house again, and the one who answered the phone was still his brother-in-law: “Hey, Fang Chang’an, why are you looking for my sister again?”
"Nonsense, why am I looking for your sister? I'm looking for you."
"What are you looking for me?"
"Ask you, what grade are you in this year?"
"School starts sixth grade, what's wrong?"
Fang Changming is in the second grade of junior high school when he starts school. The next class begins to officially implement the sixth grade system of primary school. Wang Ke's younger brother is one level lower than Fang Changming, and just gets stuck, and then he becomes two levels lower.
"That's OK. My sister is about to start school in the fifth grade. If you don't hurry up, it will be too late."
"I don't want your sister to be my girlfriend."
"Hey, I remember this sentence. I want to wait for you to have a very pleasant sentence."
"What's really fragrant?"
"Is braised pork fragrant?"
“I haven’t eaten it.”
"Where is the meat?"
“Eated.”
"Does it smell?"
“Some are fragrant.”
"That's right."
"Ah? What does it mean?"
"It's okay, just remember it."
It is not realistic for Fang Chang'an to have an arrangement marriage, but it's okay for my brother-in-law to coax it. Now that the family situation has improved greatly, Fang Chang'an doesn't have to worry about the little bit of phone money. He chatted with his brother-in-law who doesn't know his name for a while. The little kid probably thought that this guy who is quite good, who is quite good, so he took the initiative to say, "Wait, I'll call you my sister for you."
"Okay, I'll wait."
After waiting for about twenty or thirty seconds, Wang Ke's voice sounded: "Hey?"
Fang Chang'an also imitated her: "Hey?"
To be continued...