Chapter 38 Devil Bride

She couldn't wait,

Decided to buy a wedding dress

Bayouwen, this is a nickname.

Fat and black, lazy and greedy, stupid and stupid, dirty and smelly.

This sentence is what others say about her. For example, her mother always says that she is lazy, greedy, stupid and stupid, and her classmates have an impression of her as fat, black, dirty and smelly. She is not ashamed but proud, and happily accepts the nickname with a spirit of self-deprecating.

That winter, on a cold and cold night, the street lights were dim and it was snowing.

Bayouwen was in the first grade of junior high school. The girl was in a depressed mood for some reason. She squatted on the street, wearing a thick black down jacket, a wool hat, and scratched the snow on the ground with her fingers. A song came gently from the milk tea shop on the corner of the street. The lyrics were simply written for her, hitting her heart one by one.

That song was Xue Yihan's famous work. She ran a single for a long time, and since then, she has an idol.

It is undeniable that worshiping idols has positive meanings. Fans can absorb the positive energy brought by stars, so that they can work hard and strive to pursue future success.

There was a man who vowed when he was a teenager: either become Chateaubrion or accomplish nothing. This man later became a world-renowned writer, whose name was Hugo, and his achievements far exceeded those of the idol he admired when he was a teenager.

There is another person who admires Jordan and takes Jordan as his role model and goal. Later, this person joined NBA, whose name is Kobe.

If you worship and obsess with a person crazy just because he is handsome, then this behavior is superficial and the brains of such fans are incomplete.

Bayouwen is such a "brainless fan". She looked at the photos on Xue Yihan's Weibo and said no exaggeration that she opened her mouth wide and couldn't help but drool. The wallpaper on her mobile phone was replaced by Xue Yihan's photos, and the bedside of her bedroom was covered with Xue Yihan's posters. When she became a fan of Xue Yihan, Xue Yihan was experiencing a scandal, and public opinion tended to blame him.

Bayouwen posted several Weibo posts in succession, supporting her idol, excerpts as follows:

No matter if you are the attention of everyone or the criticism of thousands of people, I am determined to love you and have a heart for you.

I have never come to you at your peak, nor will I leave you at your trough. The whole world likes you, you are my sea of ​​stars, you are my king, you are a man like Qin Huang and Han Wu. I will spend my whole life with my hair until I grow old.

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Like many fans, Bayouwen browses his idol's Weibo every day, forwards comments and likes, goes to Xue Yihan's post bar every day, and later becomes a little bar owner. Bayouwen collects photos of Xue Yihan and collects them for several years. She prints all his photos into a thick album and puts them beside her pillow. Her Weibo and WeChat are also full of photos of Xue Yihan's reposted.

Every Christmas, Spring Festival, and birthday, she makes a wish: Santa Claus, Guanyin Bodhisattva in the South China Sea, and Jesus appeared. Please, let me go to a concert.

When Bayouwen begged,

He knelt on the bed very devoutly and kowtowed three times in a serious manner.

From the first year of junior high school to the first year of the year, from the beginning of love to the longing of marriage, she set a lifelong goal for herself - to marry Xue Yihan. At first, she did not dare to have the idea of ​​marrying him. This happiness was too great, just like an ant encountering a mountain and it was difficult to possess. She felt that having such thoughts in her heart was a kind of disrespect. Her idol was a god and a being like faith. How could she marry a mortal?

Later, Jay Chou married Kun Ling, and she suddenly realized that idols can really marry fans.

Her QQ signature was updated as: What kind of fans who don’t want to marry their idol are fans?

Bayouwen was admitted to a junior college and when she applied for her major, she was wandering between business administration and accounting. She thought: Which one is better? After studying business administration, you can be an agent for Xue Yihan in the future, and after studying accounting, you can do finance in his company. In that way, you can see him and get close to him, even if you don’t pay your salary, because what a great honor.

She began to consciously search for some posts: Teaching fans how to knock down their idols, marrying a male god is not a dream.

She began to call her husband in Xue Yihan’s Weibo comments, and was jealous with other “brainless fans” who called her husband.

When I was in my sophomore year, a male classmate actually pursued her. The last word of the boy's name was Tao. It was no exaggeration to call him Si Youtao - poor, ugly, short and thin. The boy's purpose was impure. He just out of boredom and wanted to find a girl to play with. Ba Youwen refused him without hesitation.

Bayouwen [31     Update Quickly] said: "I'm sorry, thank you, I have a boyfriend."

Si Youtao said: "I haven't heard you have a partner."

Bayouwen said: "Xue Yihan is my boyfriend, and I will marry him in the future."

Si Youtao said: "Who is Xue Yihan?"

Bayouwen said: "A star, a big star."

Bayouwen missed the only chance to fall in love in her life.

During college, her living expenses were limited, so she saved money and had to buy peripheral products endorsed by her idol. Some things were not suitable for her at all, such as facial masks, hats, keyboards, etc.

She doesn't have a computer, so she just buys a keyboard to take a look at the sender's name on the express delivery order, and feels very close to her idol.

She wore a hat and disheveled hair, and ran like a female bandit.

She put on the mask and said to her roommate in a nagging manner: "This is the mask of my male god."

Roommate A said: "At least you take a shower. A girl's house is so dirty that she doesn't wash her body and just wears a facial mask. What's the use?"

When she was in her sophomore year, Bayouwen was expelled from school. The cause of the incident was that Xue Yihan released a new album. She played Xue Yihan's new songs all day and night. Her roommate was very annoyed, and she went from a quarrel to an idol who attacked her.

Five roommates spoke coldly, accusing her idol.

Roommate A said: "Xue Yihan is just a scumbag and cheats on him."

Bayouwen said: "If you haven't understood you, you are not qualified to say it!"

Roommate B

He said: "He has no musical talent at all, and his new songs are as ugly as it is."

Bayouwen said: "Why are you talking about my idol? Are you qualified? Do you want to become famous?"

Roommate C said: "I never thought he was very popular. He was famous all by hype. Do you dare say he had never hyped?"

Bayouwen said: "Do you know that Xue Yihan works so hard? Do you know? I support Xue Yihan to the end!"

The roommates were slandering and took turns to siege.

Bayouwen was mentally broken and stomped her feet and covered her ears and said, "I won't listen. Please don't blame my brother anymore. I'll kneel down for you. Can you scold me, don't scold my brother."

Bayouwen lost her mind because she maintained her idol. She scratched five roommates, scolded her teacher, and was expelled from the school.

After returning home, Bayouwen was locked in the room by her mother, and gradually became depressed, and the room looked like a garbage dump.

Her father is mentally ill, lost for many years and has been missing.

Mom pointed to the poster on the wall and asked, "What do you like about him?"

Bayouwen said: "I like others' handsome, beautiful, long legs, can't you? Do you know how hard he works?"

Mom said: "What does it have to do with you whether he works hard or not? You two will never have any intersection in your life."

Bayouwen said: "Okay, okay, don't say it. Anyway, I won't marry him."

Mom said, "Wake up, stop dreaming, people should be self-aware, and you don't look in the mirror."

Bayouwen's uncle was in charge of a logistics distribution center in Shanghai, and her mother sent her to her uncle to work.

The work location is not far from the airport. Finally one day, she met Xue Yihan at the airport.

Through the crowd, Xue Yihan appeared, wearing a mask, and the bodyguards and staff around him pulled up the walls to maintain order.

Bayouwen stood with a group of fans who picked up the plane. She used all her strength and shouted loudly: "Husband, husband--"

The female fans around her rolled their eyes at her and then started screaming.

Bayouwen shouted so hard that her throat was hoarse and her tears blurred her vision. She rushed up to ask for an autograph. The bodyguard pushed her to the ground and said viciously that she should not block the way.

Since then, picking up and dropping off the plane has almost become the most important thing in her life. She is rainy and rain just to look at her idol.

Later, Bayouwen had Xue Yihan's signature photo, became the little bar owner of Xue Yihan's post bar, and was also the administrator of multiple fan support groups. She knew Xue Yihan's trends more than anyone else. She upgraded from a "brainless fan" to a "private fan", followed the photo at the airport, squatting in the hotel, constantly trying to intervene in the life of her idol.

In Bayouwen's eyes, idols are ranked first, stray cats are ranked second, mothers are ranked last, and she hates her mother.

When she was twenty-two years old, her mother fell into the river and drowned unfortunately. When she heard the news of her mother's accidental death, she was just sad for a while, cried for a while, and then burst into tears and laughed. She thought: No one is opposed to my marriage with Xue Yihan.
Chapter completed!