Chapter 1 Li Hao thinking about philosophical issues

Where am I from? Where am I going? Who am I?

Li Hao spent the whole night thinking about these three philosophical issues.

The loud military horn sounded in through the glass, and the sunlight pierced the sky like a sharp sword and projected into the dormitory.

Li Hao lay on the bed of the army, showing the old monk's meditation. After a night and a morning, he finally woke up from his initial confusion and anxiety. He looked helplessly at the August 1st Army Emblem on the bedside table and was forced to accept the fact that time traveled.

Before this, Li Hao never thought that things that only appear in online novels would happen to him.

Veteran squad, the old tradition of the army.

When you leave the team for a week, the troops will organize the demobilized veterans together and form a veteran squad. This week, you don’t have to go out for exercises, stand guard, and do not have to perform various duties. Even when eating, the dishes on the table are two more meat dishes than other tables.

This is a preferential treatment for the soldiers who are about to be retired!

Li Hao looked at the wall on the bedside, and it was snow-white. He was not as good as the blood fist mark he had before, and he felt relieved.

According to the memory in my head, my first love Xu Dan broke up with me a few days before leaving the army. Originally, Li Hao wanted to take her home with her. After serving for three years of military service, she brought her home a beautiful daughter-in-law, and her mother's mouth would be slight.

In 1998, this was a year of floods. Li Hao's troops did not fight on the front line of flood fighting, but instead made a trick called "Big and Better to Better". In fact, to put it bluntly, they wanted to rely on the local methods of joining the army to fight against the high-tech equipment of the United States.

It is conceivable that what a group of young young people with low levels of education can do. The result is a waste of a lot of manpower, material resources and financial resources, and it will be left alone in the end.

For Li Hao, this is a solid good thing. Because the army has drawn many female soldiers as commentators, Li Hao met Xu Dan at this time, a female soldier who combines beauty and talent.

Xu Dan is very beautiful, with a melon-shaped face, big eyes, and a perky nose. When she smiles, she will reveal two small tiger teeth. When Li Hao first saw Xu Dan, he felt like he was caught in an arrow in his heart.

Later, I learned that Xu Dan and he were fellow villagers and his home was in the same city. The topics suddenly increased, and the troops prohibited falling in love. Strict regulations could not lock in two passionate hearts.

In fact, many people know about the two of them having sex. There is a strange phenomenon in collective life, which was later called an open secret. Everyone knows it, but no one says it. In fact, many people will deliberately help hide it. Li Hao understands all this as a good popularity he has worked hard to create over the past three years.

Both of them are third-year soldiers and will be discharged from the army together in a few days. Xu Dan returned to his original troops and waited for retirement. The distance was not far, and the straight line distance was less than three kilometers. During this period, Li Hao was the only person in the veteran squad who insisted on cross-country running for five kilometers a day.

Just the day before she was discharged from the army, she suddenly became accused of a sudden change. Xu Dan’s parents didn’t know what they had to do, so they insisted that Xu Dan stay in the team. Next year, she will be given a military academy’s recommended place.

Being recommended to the military academy means that she will be a cadre from now on. She belongs to the wave of people who eat imperial grain, and has a gap like a big-headed soldier like Li Hao.

Soldiers are not allowed to fall in love, which is a decree and discipline. The relationship between the two has become a major hidden danger. The only thing worthy of the relief of the two elders is... Li Hao is about to be demobilized and returned home.

On the day Xu Dan proposed to break up, Li Hao was very shocked. He was young and immature and believed that this first love that was secretly stolen was the only love in this life.

Li Hao still remembers that the warm sunny afternoon suddenly returned to the original temperature in winter.

The blood fist mark on the wall was the product of the afternoon when I came back. It was impulsive and violent, and also heart-wrenching sorrow, from the body to the soul!

Many years later, it was also a sunny afternoon. Li Hao remembered the impulse at that time, and a smile appeared on his face. He smiled for his ignorance and childishness!

Everyone thinks that passionate love is harder than diamonds, but they don’t know that the thing is actually brittle than glass. Sometimes, it only takes a piece of paper or a sentence from a big man with authority.

Life is a rush of burdens, and you need to make choices at every fork. Each choice will lead to a completely different path.

Since there is no bloody handprint, it proves that all this has not happened yet. Li Hao was wondering if he could save his crystal-like first love!

"You were so stupid yesterday? Why did you still have a mess all morning? Go for lunch. Do you think those animals will give you a bite? They can eat the plate." Fang Qiang came out of the crowd playing with tractors in the lower bunk and slapped Li Hao.

Only then did Li Hao notice that the whistle was blew. It was lunch time!

Seeing Fang Qiang's face, Li Hao smiled again. What a young face, without wrinkles or weight, who would have thought that this face would become greasy and middle-aged. The hair around him barely maintains a strong and unyielding side-dispersed hairstyle in the form of local support for the central government.

Everything became real, including this guy's swear words. It was loud! So good!

"Smile, I'm sleeping awkwardly. Come on, be stupid." Fang Qiang slapped Li Hao again, put on his military cap and walked out.

"I'm back! You're so handsome!" Li Hao put on his military cap, looked at the young face in the glass, and wanted to kneel down and knock one for himself.

When a group of veterans walked to the canteen, the troops had already finished singing the song and were walking into the canteen.

"Squad Leader Li, someone is looking for him." The duty officer shouted loudly, and then Li Hao saw Xu Dan's beautiful face. Then behind him, a group of animals shouted "ao" and "ao" and "ao" in the company commander's instructor. The soldiers in the kitchen team looked out against the glass, and their faces squeezed into big pancakes, which looked very hard.

"Okay! Needless to say, I'll bring you food." Fang Qiang patted Li Hao's shoulder with a wretched smile on his face.

Li Hao walked foolishly, as if he was the groom walking along with the wedding march. The sun shone on Xu Dan's face, and two shiny braids fell on his shoulders. He was dressed in military uniform and had a heroic beauty in his beauty.

"My parents are here, I want to see you." Xu Dan's face was flushed and was coaxed by those animals.

"Oh!" Li Hao stared at the face full of youth, which had never been seen again in twenty years.

I thought of a song by Zheng Zhihua for no reason:

Who untied the braid and who broke his promise?

I missed day and night, those innocent years.

Who untied the braids? Who always lives in my heart?

Your long scattered hair appears in your dream, turning your tears in your eyes!

Let the wind and rain blow the thread of marriage, and the sky changes and the earth changes the emotions...!

Yes! Twenty-one-year-old Li Hao is still as innocent as some children.

One distance from front to back, I arrived at the gate of the camp and turned a corner to the river. On the wooden sightseeing chair, two middle-aged men in their forties were sitting, huddling their necks by the river.

"Are you Li Hao?" Xu Dan's father was wearing a windbreaker that looked very fashionable in this era, with gold-edged and brown glasses, and hair spray on his head. A shiny chain was exposed at the waist. One end of the chain was hung on the nose, and the other end was connected to the Hanxian BB machine.

"Yeah! Hello Uncle! Hello Auntie!" A mouth is the habit of my hometown. It is obvious that the couple living together is like calling them two families!

Li Hao was a little confused. Last time, Xu Dan was alone. Why did he come to the group this time? Have you changed the script? Or... added the show?

"Our Dandan decided to stay in the team."

"One of his uncles has set up a military academy."

"So your affairs with Dandan."

“We don’t agree.”

"You're going to demobilize and go home."

"Don't talk nonsense these two days."

"Stop causing adverse effects on our Dandan."

"It has affected our Dandan's future."

"Not good for you!"

Xu Dan's parents talked, and after you finished speaking, he kept up with each other. The complete seamless connection sounded like a person talking. If it weren't for a couple who lived together for many years, they would never be so perfect and skillful in their cooperation.

Li Hao was sure that these two had cultivated to the highest level of collusion.

"What do you think?" Li Hao turned his head and looked at Xu Dan's youthful face.

"I... I listen to my parents." Xu Dan's voice became smaller, and he was a little timid. The words he said had a critical damage effect, which directly shattered Li Hao's heart.

This moment is heartbreaking!

"I agree!" Li Hao said lightly.

He noticed that Xu Dan suddenly raised his head and looked at Li Hao in surprise. Li Hao was convinced that if he could kill someone, he would have been covered in holes now.

"Okay, that's all." Xu Dan's father hurriedly grabbed Xu Dan, with an excited tone in his tone.

“The troops have regulations.”

"We're back now."

It's seamless connection again.

When Li Hao turned around, he heard the two of them persuading him.

"When you ask for it, you can't find any good ones."

"If you have been promoted and transferred, you are also a state cadre and a civil servant. Those who serve in the army are called demobilization, and you will be a worker for the rest of your life!"

"What a favor I have made at home."

"You have to hold on!"

"Don't worry mom."

Still seamless connection!

"Xu Dan, I want to ask you something." Li Hao suddenly turned around and looked at Xu Dan who was rubbing the corners of his clothes with both hands.

"explain!"

Xu Dan's mother and Xu Dan's father looked at Li Hao with a nervous look on his face.

"Will you regret it?"

"Our Dandan won't regret it. She will go to the government office to work as a civil servant in the future." Dandan's mother screamed, her voice like a cat with only her tail stepped on. Her paws were waving randomly, as if she was about to bite people.

The snow-white teeth bit their almost purple lips, as if they were about to drip. Xu Dan didn't say anything, looked at Li Hao with his eyes, and was pulled away by her parents.

That look was like a thorn, deeply rooted in Li Hao's heart.

In a trance, I felt like the picture was frozen, with white eyes and black eyes under my long eyelashes.

Full of love, or hatred.

Unreal, full of hallucinations.

Li Hao stood like a javelin in the cold wind in December. He expected Xu Dan to look back, looking forward to his heart. After all, this is his first love...!

Go away! Until the three figures disappeared from sight, no one turned around.

The cold wind took away the temperature, the ears were tingling, the fingers would not bend, the face was gone, and the person looked like a zombie.

Put it in front of my mouth and rub my hands. The hot air sprayed from my mouth brought a trace of temperature and covered my ears.

The ears are very cold, and the heart is cooler than the ears.
Chapter completed!