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Chapter 1198 Her love, his original sin.

"But, this is missing, there is no loss to me."

Bo Yan stared at Tang Wei's dark pupils, as if facing the entire universe, "I have been losing my whole life, so I don't care about this anymore."

After saying this, Bo Yan was surprisingly calm, as calm as an outsider.

Whether it is to say she is hypocritical or hypocritical, at least she has not let her hypocrisy hurt others, right?

It would be enough if this world didn't hurt her.

Bo Yan looked at Tang Wei's face, "From childhood to adulthood, all I accept is malice. Tang Wei, do you understand what I mean? Apart from the insults and sarcasm that my biological mother gave me, the biggest part of the pain I accept is from you."

It comes from Tang Wei, whom she once loved deeply.

So, over time, she showed weakness, she gave in, and she endured. She was used to playing the role of herself as being able to accept everything completely, but in fact it was the most silent resistance. She enjoyed love and liked to suffer for Tang Wei, making herself numb and selfless. It seemed that this way she could feel that she was alive. If this heart, which had long been hurt, could still detect the pain for someone, it means that she was not dead yet, right?

A boring life, everything that is used as a chess piece when you are born is not over yet, isn’t it?

Since that's the case - if you can't make An Mi chess, you will be Tang Wei's hostage.

It is impossible to say that the love, hate and affection of the previous generation has no effect. Those past and memories are deeply rooted in their minds. Whether it is Bo Yan or Tang Wei, there is always a sense of madness and sin in their hearts, which grow slowly under the cover of the peaceful years. The days of fighting and fighting against each other have long passed, and everyone has returned to the normal track of life. Adults have long had independent and perfect personality and thoughts, know how to heal and let go, but forget their generation, how to stop this generation, who are watered by love and hate.

They still miss those bloody days.

Just like the song Bo Yan likes to listen to, it is perfect now.

Is it a blindly great maniac, or is it a victim, accused, accused, or absurd—being abused as a maniac.

Can endure it for you and then enjoy it.

Then, what's wrong?

So Bo Yan fell in love with this feeling. She fell in love with the feeling of being disgusted and hated by Tang Wei. It was as if she fell in love with the incompetent and cowardly self, and found a true sense of belonging and identity. She slowly moved herself into Tang Wei's life and cooperated with him to trample on everything she had. When she left her one day, he was the one who was destroyed the most thoroughly.

Tang Wei didn't say anything, his eyes were as deep as a black hole. It took him a long time to slowly withdraw his gaze. He said, "But Bo Yan, you forgot. You are just an outsider in my heart. Even if I can see through you, I am too lazy to expose you. What is your pain here for me?"

What does your so-called love but not getting it has to do with me?

Bo Yan looked at Tang Wei blankly, his face pale.

"If I'm not even bothered to hurt you." Tang Wei smiled cruelly, his smile mixed with endless ridicule, "Boyan, what should you do in your life?"

Under the moonlight, his face was cold and fair. Bo Yan felt the blood in his heart constantly surging and searching. Her lips trembled and looked at Tang Wei, "Do you think that if I leave you, you will die?"
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