Chapter 2036: I really love you, I can't live without you
"No, you hate me, you hate me for many years." Li Yanjin said, "You can easily forgive anyone who has hurt you, but you will never easily forgive me."
Xia Chuchu could not refute it.
Li Yanjin said again: "Until now, you still have some grudges towards me, right?"
Xia Chuchu wanted to admit it, but she felt that she didn't seem so harsh to Li Yanjin.
But if you think about it deeply, what Li Yanjin said makes sense.
She could forgive Gu Yanbin, mother, and even, if Qiao Jingwei whispered and apologized sincerely, perhaps, she could forgive her.
But for Li Yanjin
She couldn't let go easily.
"Chuchu, did I hit it?" Li Yanjin asked lightly, "Your requirements for me are always so strict."
silence.
silence.
After a long time, Xia Chuchu spoke gently.
"I admit you're right."
The bitter curve of Li Yanjin's mouth became bigger and bigger.
"But," Xia Chuchu said, "in fact, the more difficult I can forgive you, the more it means how important you are to me."
"Yeah?"
"Yes, because I love you so much." Xia Chuchu looked into his eyes, "So, you are not allowed to treat me at all."
Hearing her first half of words, Li Yanjin's heart trembled suddenly: "Do you love me too much?"
"Yes."
"Chuchu," he said a little pleaded in his tone, "Say it again, just do it again, is that okay?"
Xia Chuchu looked at him: "I used to love you very much."
Li Yanjin asked: "What about now?"
"Now I love, but I hate."
Love and hate are equal.
But, if we really want to compare, hate is a little less than love.
Most of the reasons for hating someone are based on love.
"So Chuchu," Li Yanjin said, "You mean, you love me, so you hate me. The deeper you love, the deeper you hate, the more you can't forgive me. Am I right?"
Xia Chuchu nodded.
"Then, you will never forgive me like you do for forgiveness to others."
"right."
"What should I do?" Li Yanjin asked, "Give me some clues and clues, okay?"
"What do you want to do? Come and ask me, how do I know?" Xia Chuchu said, "I don't know what I want you to do."
She didn't dare to approach Li Yanjin easily anymore.
It seems that approaching him, embracing him, and falling in love with him is the beginning of pain and misfortune.
She can't take this step any more.
It may take her countless courage to take this step.
And Xia Chuchu still doesn't have such courage at all.
"Chuchu"
A whisper of Chuchu contains, how much helplessness, how much sadness, how much sigh.
What should he do with her?
There is no way.
Only Xia Chuchu himself can make Xia Chuchu muster up the courage.
Li Yanjin thought that he had done everything he should do, and the rest was left to fate.
"Don't you understand what I mean yet?" Xia Chuchu asked, "Li Yanjin, it's actually because you are so important in my heart that I will treat you particularly differently."
"I know."
"I can forgive anyone, but I will not forgive you easily. Because you are different from them, and you are still unique to me."
Li Yanjin suddenly stepped forward, hugged her, and wrapped her tightly in his arms: "Okay, okay, don't say it anymore, Chuchu, I understand."
He understands.
The more difficult a person is, the harder it is to let go and forget.
He still has a little bit of gratitude, that in her heart, he is that unique person.
Li Yanjin's embrace is still as warm as ever.
Xia Chuchu was held by him and did not struggle.
In fact, she also wanted to rehabilitate with him and live a happy and happy life.
The friends around them were supporting them, and my mother was relieved, wishing them blessings, and even starting to match them together.
Mu Chi Yao and Yan Anxi are so happy now.
Chen Beicheng and Mu Yao have always been synonymous with happiness.
Only him and her are left
"Chuchu, I'm sorry." Li Yanjin turned his head and kissed her gently in her ear, with his thin lips slightly cool, "I really love you very much, I can't live without you."
"I know."
"In the past few years, I did so many things that hurt you and how many things I did, and I am sorry for you. I blame myself, I feel uncomfortable, I hate Qiao Jingwei, I even hate Sister Yan, I hate them."
"Then can't you forgive Sister Yan now?"
"No," Li Yanjin replied, "If it weren't for her, she had concealed the real relationship between us, how could we have been separated for so many years."
Xia Chuchu said softly: "But, it's not all her fault, nor can it blame Qiao Jingwei."
"I understand, I'm wrong too. After I saw that you and Gu Yanbin were together, I completely lost my mind. I was jealous of him and I was irritable, so I approached Qiao Jingwei and I promised to date her, all to anger you."
"Actually, I'm wrong, too." Xia Chuchu said, "I shouldn't be so close to Gu Yanbin." "No, Chuchu, you are not wrong, you are right. I have seen and kept you in my heart over the years. You brought summer to this world safely and raised her healthily. I am very happy.
Heart"
Li Yanjin will always remember when he knew Xia Tian was his daughter
That kind of joy, that kind of excitement, is a joy that he will never forget in his life.
He doesn't have to envy Mu Chi Yao, Chenbeicheng anymore, he has a daughter, and he is also a father.
"But" Xia Chuchu said, "Until now, Xia Tian still doesn't know who you are."
"I believe it will be soon."
"I can't think of a solution." Xia Chuchu said with self-blame in his tone, "I don't know how to speak to Xia Tian."
Li Yanjin's voice calmly and magnetically said: "Leave it to me."
"You? Do you know how to communicate with Xiatian? Especially, she has always called you from her uncle and uncle."
"No matter what, I have to give it a try." Li Yanjin said, "I dreamed that when will summer be able to call me dad."
Xia Chuchu sighed softly.
The scent of the nose lingers in Li Yanjin is the fragrance she has always been familiar with and has never changed.
Chapter completed!