Chapter 1967: How I want to indulge, just like that night
Xia Chuchu, Xia Chuchu, do you understand what he means?
It has reached this point, do you still have to say it thoroughly before you understand?
Li Yanjin didn't want to force her, really didn't want to, so she could only keep asking her and exploring her thoughts.
"But I care." Xia Chuchu said, "I care. I still have summer. Is there any? I don't want to destroy the peace now because of my actions."
Li Yanjin asked, "What do you think the family is peaceful now?"
Xia Chuchu didn't dare or wanted to say anything more to him: "You go first, I hate me, we should all rest."
"Chuchu..."
"I'm tired."
"Xia Chuchu!" Li Yanjin shouted her name, "How long will you hide from me?"
She shook her head and held the hair in her ear: "I don't know."
"I can afford to wait. However, there are some things that you don't do, time will push you to complete. I'm afraid that by then, it will not be what you think. Now, you can still take the initiative yourself."
"Li Yanjin..." Xia Chuchu closed her eyes, "You still have to force me to face reality and don't allow me to escape at all, right?"
"Escape is not the solution!"
"But at least now, I want to calm down alone and wait until the limelight comes over. Can't it be?" Xia Chuchu asked back, "Is there any mistake in my thinking?"
"How long will it take?"
"What's the meaning?"
Li Yanjin said, "I'll ask you how long it will take."
"I have no idea."
"You still want to delay."
"Why..." Xia Chuchu looked at him and collapsed a little, "Why do you have to force me and push me?"
"Chuchu!" Li Yanjin took a step forward and walked to her, "Do you think this will solve the problem? Do you think Sister Yan will understand you? Do you think Xia Tian will never ask who your father is?"
"I know, I know..."
"Everyone knows, then you can do it!"
Xia Chuchu replied: "But what should I do? I want to make a big fuss with my mother. Do I want to hate her and anger her. Will the argument with her turn upside down?"
"Arguing is not the only way to solve the problem."
"But you have seen it before, we can't communicate with her, Li Yanjin." Xia Chuchu said, "She has never felt that she was wrong. She even said that if she did it again, she would still do that. You said, what should I do?"
That's her mother.
The mother who gave birth to her and raised her.
This matter was indeed Li Yan's mistake, from beginning to end, and Li Yan also ruined her life's happiness.
My dear mother, it will destroy her like this, hinder her, and make her suffer.
But what can she do?
"Tell her with practical actions," Li Yanjin looked into her eyes, "Tell her that you will be happy when you are with me, and you will be happier than anyone else!"
Xia Chuchu didn't answer.
"Before Sister Yan discovered our affairs, weren't you always so happy? It turns out that we can still go back to that time."
"Are we... together again?"
"right."
"What about Xia Tian?" Xia Chuchu asked, "What should Xia Tian do?"
Li Yanjin answered without hesitation: "Tell her the truth."
"If Xia Tian asked why my uncle suddenly became a father, how would I answer?"
"She will naturally understand when she grows up."
Xia Chuchu asked: "Is this the best way?"
Li Yanjin shook his head.
"That's right!" Xia Chuchu said, "No matter what, it is impossible to solve perfectly!"
"Then..." Li Yanjin paused, "You don't want to be with me anymore."
Judging from the current situation, there are only two methods.
One is that the two people are as reconciled as before.
First, two people continue to maintain their current life as if nothing had happened.
Of course, Li Yanjin prefers the former.
He wants to stay with Xia Chuchu forever, and he can't live without her.
"I..." Xia Chuchu said, "You should go and deal with Qiao Jingwei's affairs."
"Are you still blaming me?" Li Yanjin asked, "You are blaming me. I trust Qiao Jingwei so much that I hurt you again and again."
"It's fake to say that I don't care at all. But for me, I don't care that much."
"Then I'll still have a thorn in my heart."
Xia Chuchu bit her lip: "I didn't expect that you and her... had never had any relationship."
She originally thought that Li Yanjin and Qiao Jingwei had been together for so many years, and had already done everything.
Thinking about it now, it is wrong.
He actually...*.
After getting drunk, he did not touch Qiao Jingwei.
She knew that the person in his heart was still her, and she was always her from beginning to end.
But... things change.
These four words are enough to summarize the current situation.
"I remember, I told you that I only have responsibility to her. But now, this responsibility does not exist at all, and it was even what she imposed on me to kidnap me. So, she and I were naturally fine!"
"Because of a so-called responsibility, Li Yanjin, we have been separated for so many years..."
Hearing Xia Chuchu's words, Li Yanjin couldn't help but hug her: "Chuchu..."
She was in his arms and closed her eyes.
"Come back." Li Yanjin hugged her tightly, lowered her head, and said in her ear, "Chuchu, come back and come back to me, okay?"
She didn't speak, her nose was a little sore, and tears slowly gathered in her eyes.
"I will be fine, using everything I have to love you, and Xia Tian. If you want, we can also add a younger brother or sister to Xia Tian."
"Chuchu, although we have missed so many years, there are still a long life. Let's not waste our time, okay?"
"I love you." Li Yanjin said, "I really love you."
Xia Chuchu's tears finally slowly fell down.
She wanted to stop crying.
But...she couldn't help it.
Her hand slowly raised, wanting to hug Li Yanjin.
But she didn't have the courage.
He hugged himself so tightly and so hard, as if she would run away.
So, Xia Chuchu thought, should she also hold him back and just hold him up.
Xia Chuchu wanted to indulge in such a way that night.
How joyful the process of indulgence is.
However, the consequence is that you will become addicted, fascinated, and sink into despair.
Xia Chuchu wouldn't help but want to indulge again and again.
no……
Xia Chuchu slowly put down his hand.
Chapter completed!