Li Yanjin knew clearly that she could not give anything to Qiao Jingwei, love, marriage, and so could only give responsibility and bear the ups and downs and setbacks in her life.

Xia Chuchu replied word by word: "Because I had no choice at that time."

There was a sudden light in Li Yanjin's eyes, and then he asked, "So, Chuchu, you said that because you had no choice?"

"This is part of the reason."

"Part?"

Xia Chuchu replied: "In that case, I can only and have to do this. Li Yanjin... It's already that time. Don't you understand that in your life, no matter what, you can't get rid of Qiao Jingwei?"

Li Yanjin's expression was stunned.

Yes, indeed.

When Qiao Jingwei used his life to tie him up, it means that his bond and Qiao Jingwei would continue to exist.

Qiao Jingwei could not even want his life and come to fight him to death.

So... he was forced by Qiao Jingwei to have no way out.

He and Xia Chuchu...even if they get along with each other in a simple life, it is impossible.

Li Yanjin's simplest wish was shattered.

"You said, right, that's right." Li Yanjin replied, "But I..."

He stopped talking about this and did not continue.

But he had such a hope that Xia Chuchu would say a few words to him and to her at that time.

It is not to save Qiao Jingwei's life, but to take the overall situation into consideration.

Xia Chuchu is too sensible...

"Forget it." Li Yanjin said, "Xia Chuchu, you were not like this before."

"Before?" Her expression was stunned, "When was the past you said? How long ago?"

"It was when you were still living in the Li family. At that time... you were the real you, the one I hope to see."

Xia Chuchu smiled: "That's the past. Things that happened just passed like this. Why do you suddenly miss it?"

"Don't you miss you before?"

Xia Chuchu said, "I used to be... very ignorant."

There was a hint of sadness in Li Yanjin's expression.

At that time, Xia Chuchu was so happy and happy because of his protection, he was carefree and flamboyant, and he did everything based on his own preferences and feelings...

I am not afraid of anyone, so domineering and unscrupulous.

Even Xia Chuchu dared to make plans with Mu Chi Yao for Yan Anxi.

That was the real summer.

That was a woman who was favored by Li Yanjin and was spoiled by one's hands.

What about now?

Li Yanjin thought that the person in front of him was not his first...

His first and foremost will never come back.

Li Yanjin spoke almost to himself, and his voice was low: "You are now, you are the one who left me, you are immersed in the helplessness of life, you are the one who endured loneliness alone, you are the one who trained after being helpless..."

"Yes." Xia Chuchu nodded, "I can live a good life on my own, no longer relying on anyone, nor leaving anyone, and the world will be turned upside down."

"But Chuchu... what you are now is what I least want to see. Unexpectedly, reality still changes you."

He spoiled Xia Chuchu in order to make her live her own life and to make her unscrupulous.

But her water chestnut... has been smoothed out.

And...it can be said that it was polished by Li Yanjin himself.

silence.

A silence.

Xia Chuchu turned his head, looked out the window, then withdrew his gaze, and looked down at the white quilt.

"What's the point of saying this? It's just a bit sad." Xia Chuchu said, "I didn't blame you for Qiao Jingwei's affairs, nor did I have any unnecessary thoughts. I just didn't expect that you would turn around... blame me."

"I didn't blame you."

"Then what you said just now means."

"It's disappointment...yes, despair." Li Yanjin replied, "Chuchu, Qiao Jingwei survived. Do you know what this means?"

Xia Chuchu asked back: "Do you want her to die?"

"No."

"I know what it means to survive, and what it means if she really... dies."

Li Yanjin looked at her: "You are very calm."

"Yes, because I know that no matter what the result is, the best and the worst, I can bear it, so I don't have much impact."

Li Yanjin sighed...long.

He couldn't accept it.

He knew that his relationship with Xia Chuchu was basically impossible to go back to the past. However, there was still so much time in the future, and the rest of his life was still so long. He and her were just together, plain and unreachable without crossing that line. Many years later, there might always be a chance that he could resolve these grudges with Xia Chuchu.

It's a pity.

He can afford to wait.

He is willing to do this for the rest of his life.

However, now, Qiao Jingwei's jumping off the building has completely disrupted his ideas and plans.

Li Yanjin even had no chance to live in peace with Xia Chuchu...

What a terrible thing it is to be destroyed by a person's last glimmer of hope.

"You go." Xia Chuchu suddenly said, "You should go home and have a good rest. Whoever looks like now will feel distressed."

"Then, do you feel sorry for me?"

Xia Chuchu nodded, "I feel sorry...my uncle."

My uncle completely expressed her meaning.

Li Yanjin smiled bitterly, and the expression on his face looked so sad.

After a while, he said, "Then, I'll leave first."

"Okay, I won't send it. If Qiao Jingwei wakes up, you can tell her for me and wish her a speedy recovery."

Li Yanjin said "yes" and turned around and walked out.

Xia Chuchu looked at his back and suddenly felt sore.

But he is still here now, she cannot show any emotions, she can only be calm, calm...

Li Yanjin walked to the door and his hands were already on the door handle, but he stopped all his movements and said, "Chuchu. Maybe I shouldn't have come to see you today."

"I've come here, now I'm going to leave, and I'm still talking about these useless things."

"I hope you will meet someone who treats you sincerely in the future."

Who can understand that when Li Yanjin said this, he was like... thousands of arrows piercing his heart.
Chapter completed!