Chapter 1687: Can we go back?
"I don't want your life, what do I want your life?" Xia Chuchu said, standing up, moving towards the hospital bed, and step by step, "What I want may... I won't get it in my life."
She suddenly realized that she could not go back.
No matter whether it is his true relationship or relationship with her, he can't go back.
He and she are no longer young.
As soon as Xia Chuchu arrived at the bedside, Li Yanjin reached out his hand, headed straight for her hand, and held it tightly.
Only by holding it can he feel at ease.
Xia Chuchu let him hold on, but he just felt that how could he, a person who just woke up, have such great strength?
He clenched her so much that she hurt.
But Li Yanjin himself knew that he was too afraid of losing her.
"Chuchu." He clenched tightly and said hoarsely, "The moment I opened my eyes, my mind was already full of you. After I opened my eyes, I could see you at first sight. I just want to say that God actually... I am still treating me well."
"I thought about you before I woke up. After I woke up, I could see you immediately. How great, how good it was."
Xia Chuchu just looked at him and didn't say anything anymore.
At this moment, Li Yanjin's mind was extremely clear and his thinking was very smooth.
Even though he remembered everything, things were stored in his mind and could be called out at any time.
His fingertips rubbed the back of her hands again and again, unwilling to let go.
"In five years, more than a thousand days and nights, I actually forgot you... No wonder at that time, I always felt that there was something missing in my life, and there was also a piece in my heart. It turned out that I had lost a very important person."
"Did you really remember it?" Xia Chuchu looked at him and asked, "Uncle, why did you suddenly remember it again at this moment?"
The gap between her and him was getting bigger and bigger, and he couldn't be crossed. Even if my uncle remembered it... then, he couldn't go back.
"Do you still don't believe me?"
Xia Chuchu said carefully: "I am really afraid of disappointment."
"I remembered it all. The Li Yanjin in front of you is the complete Li Yanjin, not the Li Yanjin who lacks all the memories of you."
"But you remember, so what?" Xia Chuchu asked, "Is it possible for us... to do it?"
Xia Chuchu's words hit the key points of the two people.
Can you go back?
Is it still possible?
Can you continue to be together? As happy as before?
uncertain.
And this is not necessarily the case, the failure component accounts for the majority.
"...Nothing is impossible, especially when you and I are talking face to face like this now." Li Yanjin replied, "As long as you nod."
Xia Chuchu looked at him.
He said again: "Do you remember what I said when I held your hand in the car?"
"……I remember."
"Then, have you thought about how to answer me in the past few days?"
Xia Chuchu was silent.
Before Li Yanjin woke up, she was determined to tell him that she loved him and she still loved him.
But she never expected that her uncle would recover his memory.
This was completely beyond her expectations.
She had said something so convincingly, but now it was right to her mouth...but she couldn't say it.
Xia Chuchu hesitated.
"It seems you haven't thought about it yet..." Li Yanjin's tears passed through a hint of disappointment, "Chuchu, it's me that's bad, I'm sorry."
She sighed, "So what if I'm sorry..."
After all, I can't go back.
"I was the one who harmed you in this car accident. If I hadn't forced you to ask you, I had to give you an answer, and I still hold your wrist, there wouldn't be any trouble..."
As he was talking, Li Yanjin seemed to remember something and suddenly looked at her up and down: "Chuchu, where are you injured? Is it serious?"
She shook her head gently: "I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm not seriously injured."
"That's good." Li Yanjin breathed a sigh of relief and murmured to himself in a low voice, very small voice, "I just remember that I was protecting you at that time. If you had something to do, everything I did would be in vain."
Although his voice was small, Xia Chuchu heard it all.
"Yes," she suddenly laughed and replied, "In that case, you still come to protect me. Who do you think you are? King Kong? Is it iron-clad?"
"I... just want to protect you."
"Then are you satisfied with making yourself like this now? If you have any faults, do you want me to live in self-blame for you all my life?"
Li Yanjin didn't understand. It was so good that Xia Chuchu got angry.
But he still had to try his best to comfort her and give in to her.
"Even if I died in that car accident because I protected you, you don't have to blame yourself. I won't blame you, that's my own choice, I will bear it myself."
"That's true, but do you think I feel really good?"
"Silly Chuchu." Li Yanjin sighed, "As long as you are well, I can do anything. Protecting you at that time was out of instinct and hope that you could live until the end."
"Then do you think you are great, do you? Look at how you look now, with many fractures on your body, thick plaster, and you can't move. Are you satisfied?"
Xia Chuchu became more and more angry the more he spoke.
Li Yanjin didn't know what happened, but the corner of his mouth raised and a faint smile appeared: "At least I was the only one who was wearing plaster and didn't move, but you could still come to see me. This is enough, and this is also the reason why I saved you."
Xia Chuchu bit her lip, and she was moved, but angry.
It is really dangerous for him to ignore his life.
If one day he really... just went like this, she would be very sad.
"Just, when the explosion occurred, my first reaction was to save you and protect you."
Xia Chuchu said, "Yes, I saved me, hurt yourself, and then I forgot me. This forgetting lasted for five years."
Li Yanjin's tone was full of regret: "How many wrong things have I done to you in the past five years..."
"It's already wrong."
Li Yanjin asked: "Then... are you willing to forgive me?"
"I'm willing!" Xia Chuchu suddenly said generously, "If you do this, you won't owe you anymore. Although you did something wrong, if you save me, we will just write it off and equality."
In fact, Xia Chuchu now... just wants to escape.
Chapter completed!