1774 Her grievance 3
She leaned against a tree, her voice trembled slightly: "Di Fuyi, do you know, after I heard this, I felt that the sky was about to collapse!"
Di Fuyi pressed one hand on her shoulder, her pretty face was still pale, she stood there with her little mouth pursed, looking very strong, but he still read fragility and fear from her eyes. He sighed lowly: "Xijiu, I understand you..."
He could understand her mood at that time.
Gu Xijiu shook her head and stared at him with a fire in her eyes: "No, you don't understand! Di Fuyi, I know you did that for my own good. I don't want me to be heartbroken after you fall. I would rather betray me and make me hate you... But you still don't understand me... I'm almost crazy! At that time, I only had one idea, I want to see you! If I can't see you before you become a feather, I..."
Her voice couldn't help but be sharp, remembering the madness at that time. If she couldn't come out to see him in time, she would be completely crazy! She even planned to see him out of time, if she couldn't see him, she would be possessed! She threatened that voice more than once, saying that if she couldn't see him in time, she would rather be possessed!
Perhaps it was her madness that made the owner of the voice finally scared, afraid that a crazy saint would come to this continent, so the voice taught her how to quickly condense the body.
"Since I knew that method, I worked hard to practice crazily and never sleep..." Her eyes turned red: "That method is not ordinary pain. Every day, it is like disassembling the bones and reinstalling them. Every moment, it is like dancing on the tip of a knife. I want to roll around, but I never thought of giving up. Compared to being able to see you again, I can endure those pains. I have to cheer myself up every day, counting the days every moment, so painful and tormenting, but I feel that time passes too fast, and I am afraid that I can't catch up... Every day when I see the sun rise, I don't want it to set... I know that once it falls means that your life is one day less, and I will lose one day less hope..."
Her voice choked slightly: "Di Fuyi, I'm afraid! I'm both painful and scared every day... I'm afraid I won't see you... I'm not easy to condense and run out and was plotted by Long Moyan... Long Moyan said he wanted to lock me up until three months later, just to prevent me from seeing you...Di Fuyi, I'm actually very tired. I've been sleeping for more than a month, so I can't let him lock me up. I don't want to lose all my efforts, so no matter how tired I'm, I have to break the barrier..."
Di Fuyi looked at her pale face and felt like a knife: "Xijiu--" His heart was like boiling water rolling. His Xijiu really fought for him!
He raised his arms and hugged her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and could no longer bear to let go.
Gu Xijiu finally re-entered this embrace, and the grievances in her heart surged up. She cried and began to push him: "I worked so hard for so long to come out, but what did you tell me? You don't want me anymore! You just want to teach me kung fu... Di Fuyi, if I just love you, the Saint Lord Kung fu, why do I have to work so hard? Anyway, someone will teach me decades later..."
She had been trapped in that barrier for so many days, living in pain and fear every day. If she had not had strong resilience, she would have collapsed long ago!
Although she had survived the hardship, she felt more and more grievances in her heart, and she urgently needed someone to hold her and comfort her.
Chapter completed!