Lin Leyang felt that he had fallen in the dream for a long time, and it was still bright when he opened his eyes.

Li Chuan was leaning against the head of the bed and calling someone. When he saw him awake, he immediately said, "He is awake, I won't talk about it for now." After saying that, he hung up the phone and reached out to flick Lin Leyang's sweat-soaked forehead to the side, "Don't you sleep for a while?"

Lin Leyang looked at him blankly, and hadn't realized where he was. He slowly supported himself by instinct, feeling dizzy and weak in his limbs, but he didn't sleep for a long time as he thought he had.

He scanned the room and finally his eyes fell back to the boy.

"Do I never go back?"

Li Chuan failed to answer.

Lin Leyang actually understands it very well.

There is no time travel at all. I didn’t have eighteen years old and I came ten years later as soon as I opened my eyes.

He could never go back in the past to prevent his parents from dying.

He is always growing up along the way, constantly losing something...

The most difficult time was with Ji Wanke accompanying him, and Ji Wanke left him forever later.

He once had so many things, but he lost them one by one in the end.

By the way... Ji Wanke!

Lin Leyang raised his head and looked at Li Chuan again. This time he could no longer convince himself and could no longer numb himself.

They are so similar.

Nowadays, Li Chuan, the 19-year-old Li Chuan, is so like Ji Wanke who has grown up and matured.

Lin Leyang's memory gradually revived, and his dry and painful eyes were filled with tears.

He once loved someone so much that he forgot about him and fell in love with another boy who looked very much like him.

This perception made Lin Leyang’s chest painful.

He is a bad guy.

Li Chuan thought he cried because he thought of his parents again. Just as he was about to get close to comfort him, Lin Leyang came to his senses and pushed him away.

"Don't come over." His voice trembled, and tears fell in the blink of an eye.

"Brother?" Li Chuan asked softly, his expression full of worry, and he tried to get closer again.

He didn't want to stimulate Lin Leyang, for fear that he would have any stress reaction.

Lin Leyang shook his head vigorously and resisted: "I remembered it."

Li Chuan paused for a moment, "I know."

He knew it all, so he was so uneasy, so anxious, so scared.

He wanted to do nothing but couldn't do anything, so he could not bear the pain on behalf of Lin Leyang.

His lover was crying at this moment, but he couldn't hold him in his arms.

Lin Leyang said: "I once had a lover."

Li Chuan said: "I know."

“We are in love.”

"...I know." The boy paused and continued.

This pause alone made Lin Leyang's heart burn.

How could he be? How could he hurt the young man in front of him?

He is only nineteen years old, and his love is also his love, and his love is also the most sincere love. He takes this relationship so seriously.

Who did he like him? Lin Leyang couldn't tell him clearly, he couldn't tell him clearly.

"Later he died." He said, seeing Li Chuan's pupils shrink slightly, he quickly clenched his hands into fists.

"If he hadn't died, we would have been together forever." Lin Leyang had no time to take care of these. He felt that his breathing was painful and the oxygen that had been inhaled into his lungs was exhausted. "Can you understand what I mean?"

"I'm a very bad person," said Lin Leyang.

It's been since Ji Wanke left, but it's still the same now.

He couldn't tell whether the boy he fell in love with or the shadow of Ji Wanke who was still there on the boy.

Even though he didn't remember anything at that time.

But forgetting is also a sin.

"You are not, you can't say that." Li Chuan stretched out his hand and gently held his face, "How could it be wrong to love someone with all your heart?"

I don’t know when he had already approached quietly, and there was deep pain in his eyes. Lin Leyang thought this was what I brought to him. Isn’t it bad? He felt very distressed and wanted to say that you shouldn’t hurt anymore. I am really a bad person and I am not worthy of your liking like this.

He will feel distressed, does it mean that he likes Li Chuan?

But he couldn't love Ji Wanke and Li Chuan.

"My heart cannot be divided into two halves." Lin Leyang said helplessly.

Li Chuan said, "Don't divide it in half, just give it to me."

The weather was so hot and dazzling. In this burning light, the two of them were all left with each other.

"It's the same person from beginning to end, Li Chuan and Ji Wanke are the same person." The boy held his face and got closer and closer, and he was about to kiss him, "I love you, thank you for falling in love with me again."

##

May 19, 2026.

Ji Wanke woke up in severe pain, and his whole body was screaming and moaning in pain. His bones seemed to be broken, and his throat was even more thirsty as if he was torn.

His eyelids were shining with strong light, and he had no choice but to move his eyes, and suddenly he heard a low voice.

"Oh my God is still alive..."

Where is this?

He clearly remembered that he had just returned from a business trip and it suddenly started raining halfway. The wipers rubbed against the night sky on the car glass. A truck suddenly lost control and drove towards him in a skewed manner... Wait, the car was hitting him!

Is this a car accident?!

Ji Wanke was still guessing, but his body was so painful that the buzzing sound in his head made him unable to think.

After closing his eyes, he fell into darkness again.

"Who are you?" A hoarse voice rang in his ear.

In the darkness, he saw a teenager standing with his back bent.

"Are you me?" the man suddenly asked.

Perhaps it was Ji Wanke who made a puzzled expression, and the boy's lifeless eyes fell on his face, "You have the same appearance as me."

"Do you want to live?" the boy asked him.

Ji Wanke couldn't speak.

He couldn't make any sound.

"If I still wake up this time, I will jump from the top floor of this hospital." The boy's expression was unchanged, but he said terrifying words in his mouth.

There was death silence around.

"But before I die, I'm going to call that woman, and I want her to watch me jump with my own eyes." The boy's back was still bent, and he lowered his head and gently stroked his arm, "It was her who made me look like this, it's her fault."

Ji Wanke couldn't understand what he was talking about.

He could not leave this weird place either.

"Living is a very painful thing, don't you think?" The boy suddenly looked at him, revealing his dark eyes, his eyes were filled with tears, but his eyes were muddy, "Why can't I die?"

Ji Wanke frowned slightly.

"You seem to disagree." The boy stared at him, his eyes still flowing down.

His sorrow seemed to be separated from him.

"Then let's make a deal. As long as I think about waking up and dying again, I'll vomit." He said, lifting his finger and pointing at Ji Wanke, "Since you want to live so much, come and do it for me. Correspondingly, I will... I will repay you if I don't do anything. As long as I die, I won't call Li Limei, nor will I get the psychotics in the injury ward who scream."

"Is it very suitable?" The young man couldn't wait to say this, and before Ji Wanke could give any reply, he said, "Then the deal was completed."

...

Ji Wanke woke up suddenly.

In an unfamiliar ward.

He subconsciously looked at his arms, dark and thin, covered with scars.

……who is he?

There was no one in the ward except him. Ji Wanke pulled out the needle tube inserted on the back of his hand and staggered as he got out of bed.

This body is too weak.

who is he?

There was a buzzing sound in his head, and in a trance he saw some dark scenes.

The little boy in the picture kept asking: "Why did you divorce your father? Is our family not good?"

The woman cried while shook her head and hugged the boy, "Chuanchuan is sorry, but my mother can't stand it anymore. Will you live with your mother in the future? My mother promises to make you live a good life."

The boy tried desperately to break free from the woman's arms, but the woman hugged her too tightly, so he could only hit the woman's back with his fist, "I don't want it! I just want our family to be together! Mom, go and tell my dad, so he won't beat me up, mom, go and say, go and say!"

"Woo... Chuanchuan stop crying, mom won't separate from dad, mom stays."

Immediately afterwards, the boy grew up, looking thirteen or fourteen years old, and looked like a thin boy.

He was cutting his flesh, using a knife to slowly stagger the skin on his arms.

The woman's scream almost pierced Ji Wanke's eardrum.

He saw the boy's eyes pinned to the woman. The woman snatched the knife from his hand, and the sharp instrument also cut the woman's fingers.

The boy saw it, and his wrist was clearly hurting, but his heart felt an alternative feeling of comfort.

This is what you deserve.

Because you lied to me.

We kept saying that our family will be together forever.

You broke the appointment.

I also want to throw me to my dad.

...

Who is he?

Ji Wanke successfully shuttled through the dark corridor and slowed down at the stairs. There were all kinds of patients around him, and everyone was wearing the same medical clothes, and everything was like a nightmare.

"Lin Leyang forgot..."

Ji Wanke suddenly heard the name, his heart suddenly tightened, and his breathing became heavy, and he couldn't take any steps to go elsewhere.

He raised his head and saw two men and one woman standing outside the door of a ward.

Ji Wanke couldn't help but hold his breath and walked forward two steps, trying to get closer and closer...

That woman looks so familiar. Has he seen it?

He doesn't remember.

"Don't tell him nothing," said the woman, "or he will die again, I can't, I can't accept..."

"No one can accept it." The calm-graceeded man spoke, stepped forward and gently hugged the woman in his arms, patted her shoulder gently, "Don't tell him nothing now."

"Otherwise, don't say it forever." The woman suddenly said in silence, and tears flashed in her eyes when she looked up.

"It's nothing wrong with being eighteen years old. Forget good things and bad things. I'm a very selfish person. I just want him to live."

Ji Wanke suddenly felt ache when he heard this and his breathing became difficult.

"Li Chuan..."

"Li Chuan!"

Who is calling him?

Ji Wanke suddenly turned around and saw the little nurse wearing a nurse's hat looking for something anxiously. He subconsciously hid himself in the corner, and now he was closer to the three people.

No one paid attention to him, they were all thinking about something with a serious look.

After a while, I finally got to know the good words. The woman wiped the tears from her face, looked in the mirror and took a breath and pushed the door in.

"Li Chuan!"

Someone is calling him again.

Ji Wanke knew that he could not stay here for too long and would be discovered sooner or later, so he took the initiative to go back to the ward.

His memory is now chaotic and he can't go anywhere.

The little nurse is new, and the stone in her heart falls when she sees him back.

She was so anxious that she could not call the patient's name everywhere like this.

Fortunately, Li Chuan is back by himself.

"Can I ask a question?" Ji Wanke suddenly said while lying on the hospital bed.

The young nurse frowned and said dissatisfiedly: "What?" She was still angry about Li Chuan's private escape.

"What year is it now?" Ji Wanke said.

The little nurse looked back and forth at him and said strangely: "2026."

Shouldn't it be 2024? Ji Wanke frowned and subconsciously felt something was wrong.

But my mind was in chaos and I couldn't remember anything.

He was tied up, his limbs firmly at the head and end of the bed, but his expression was extremely calm, and he spoke again: "There is one more problem, the last problem."

The young nurse who had already planned to leave turned to look at him.

“…Is the patient living at No. 406 okay?”

Although he didn't know who the other party was, he still asked.

##

Who are you?

Ji Wanke once again unconsciously walked to the stairs, facing Ward No. 406.

Can the person inside give him an answer?

"Li Chuan." A nurse said with a bad look on her face, "What are you doing here again? I have always seen you wander around these days."

Ji Wanke remembers her.

It was the nurse who took care of him during the last time he was hospitalized.

He injured her.

It was intentional.

Why do you do that yourself?

Ji Wanke subconsciously made way out of the way, and the nurse was stunned for a moment.

He looked down at the scars on his arm, knowing that it was done by himself, but why did he do this... he didn't understand.

Is he really Li Chuan?

He had no deep hatred for Li Limei, and occasionally even thought that the origin of all this was his father who abused violence.

Why blame all the mistakes on women?

Ji Wanke had too many confusions.

The memories of Li Chuan are reviving little by little, and the more he thinks about it, the more he feels inconsistent.

One day later, he heard someone discussing 406, and they said that the people living there chose to commit suicide because they were hurt by love.

"Why are young people nowadays so fragile?"

"Hey, I heard others say this is not the first time. I seemed to have been to the hospital once at this time last year!"

"Yes, and I don't remember anything when I woke up this time. People looked fine, but they forgot a lot of things. Maybe they were stimulated. Tell me what this is..."

Ji Wanke frowned and subconsciously pressed his chest. There seemed to be a cloud of darkness in his chest, which could not be dissipated.

He held the wall and slowly waited for a while before continuing to walk. He stopped not far from the door again. He looked at the sign with the words 406 and imagined what kind of person lived inside.

"Lin Leyang."

That's his name.

Ji Wanke only heard it once and remembered it.

Until that day.

For the first time, he saw a young man walking out of Room 406. His brown hair grew to his neck and his body was slightly thin, and he was wearing the same blue sick clothes as he was wearing.

Ji Wanke was stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds, he remembered to hide himself in the shadow and secretly observe the other person.

The man walked around and seemed to be unable to find the way. Finally, he followed the nurse downstairs in grievance.

The moment the elevator door was closed, Ji Wanke didn't even think about running down the stairwell.

——He wants to see him.

In the spring, under the wet mist, he saw Lin Leyang's smile.

It was at that moment that Ji Wanke remembered.

He is not Li Chuan at all, and he was not born in 2007.

His name is Ji Wanke, and he was born on November 29, 1998.

Both his parents died.

His childhood was boring.

He met Lin Leyang in college and at first he only regarded him as one of his roommates.

The first time he was attracted to Lin Leyang was during military training. He remembered the boy with a bright smile.

He likes him.

He loves him.

I will continue to love you in the future.

Once again, his eyes were bewitched by his smile and his heart beat faster.

The moment Lin Leyang fell, Ji Wanke instantly reached out to support him.

"What makes you so happy?" he asked, remembering everything in that moment.

I love you.

Ji Wanke loves Lin Leyang.
Chapter completed!