Chapter 40
Wu Xu told the other two people about Lin Leyang's memory restoration. Although he only remembered a little bit, it was still something that happened in college.
Zhao Ruixiao was very calm about this: "Otherwise, do you really expect him to never remember it for the rest of your life? Or do you really believe that he came from ten years ago?"
Wu Xu was stunned by Zhao Ruixiao's calmness.
At this point, they no longer know how many lies they have told. If they are sentenced to lie, it is very good. They are accomplices, so it is not a problem to go in and spend a few years together.
Wu Xu didn't dare to face the twenty-eight-year-old Lin Leyang. That ten years were not only the past, but also allowed a person to grow from a young boy to a steady young man.
Lin Leyang's personality has changed, and even his behavioral habits have undergone earth-shaking changes. Everything was not ten years ago, everything was broken, so when Lin Leyang woke up, he claimed that he was eighteen years old and spoke to him in an eighteen-year-old tone. It is no exaggeration to say that at a certain moment, Wu Xu's eyes were hot.
If only I could do it again.
He believed Lin Leyang thought so too.
Is love a relationship composed of intimacy and passionate kisses all the time?
Lin Leyang couldn't help but think of this. The young man was too energetic and he had to touch himself whenever he had time and opportunity. At first, Lin Leyang was gentle and didn't know how to refuse. There was no way. This was a matter of mutual affection. While the other party was comfortable, he was also comfortable.
Li Chuan did not give him room to refuse, and he never thought about rejecting it.
But it's too frequent.
Almost every day, I have to go to the bathroom more than twice, as if I have to consume all the calories in summer on two beds.
Two pictures, his and Li Chuan's.
Lin Leyang found that he could sleep more peacefully in the humid and stuffy rental house. Next to Li Chuan, in the crowded bed, he slept until dawn - of course, it was also possible that he was too tired, so he slept very heavily. As for why he was tired, it was Li Chuan's fault, and there was no doubt that the mentally strong boy's fault.
Now Lin Leyang faced Li Chuan's sleeping face and looked at the green blood vessels under his thin eyelids. At such a close distance, his eyelashes were clearly displayed in front of him. He reached out and poked his hand in the air, and he felt unspeakable excitement in his heart and the corners of his lips curled up.
They once again shared a bed with pillow.
Lin Ruolu no longer restricted him. He could freely go in and out of that home, take people back or be taken out.
Women all turn a blind eye.
This would never happen before. She would not allow it at this time ten years ago, but now ten years later, she allowed Lin Leyang, who was "eighteen years old", to stay away at night, and allowed him to like a boy who was much younger than him, and also allowed them to be together.
She no longer cares about who loves more. There is no fairness in love. Love is everything. When I like you and you like me, the other party takes everything and you take everything out. That's enough.
Lin Ruoluo only realized this later, and now he is willing to let this love go freely.
She was actually far from hating Ji Wanke as she described herself, and Ji Wanke didn't hate him that much.
But they all needed Lin Leyang so much, and they unconsciously competed for favor and opposed it. No one could like anyone to see it. They made Lin Leyang feel embarrassed between the two of them, and asked him to choose one from the bottom of it. Who is the most important.
They used to make things difficult for Lin Leyang, but now they think about it so naive.
Lin Ruolu completely accepted Ji Wanke from that incident.
She never said it, nor did Ji Wanke say it. They still quarreled, but they tacitly stopped letting Lin Leyang make a choice.
This is their growth, and Lin Leyang's growth will be further improved.
She used to blame her younger brother for never growing up and being innocent forever, but now she only hopes that Lin Leyang will never growing up and being innocent forever.
Li Chuan was still asleep, breathing evenly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his brows frowned unconsciously, and then suddenly woke up.
Lin Leyang looked at him and stroked his cheeks that were sweating due to nightmares, gentle and gentle. He seemed to be a ripe fruit, now full of the charm of an adult, and such fruits are destined to be picked.
Li Chuan held his wrist and pressed half of his cheek against the palm of his hand, asking him to touch himself.
But it's only me.
He silently recited in his heart, but Lin Leyang could only be his.
"Brother." He called him, and leaned over to kiss his forehead, and in the dull summer, the sunshine of the morning, kissed the only sweet dew.
Lin Leyang responded to him.
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Zhao Ruixiao met Li Chuan again, but was still in the Lin family. This time the person who opened the door was not even the owner of this family or Aunt Chang.
Li Chuan stood at the entrance, and he stood outside the door, not knowing what expression should be done for a moment.
He revealed so much the last time he met.
This shouldn't be. Telling something about a 19-year-old boy who is not yet mature in his mind is really different from his personality.
But he said that and got the expression he expected - the expression belonging to Ji Wanke.
He was not sure if it was the case when people loved another person. He had no object to refer to, so he could only bring out his former friends and imagine what he would look like when he heard these words. Li Chuan perfectly reproduced everything.
This made Zhao Ruixiao feel ridiculous and had terrifying thoughts.
It would be great if Li Chuan was Ji Wanke, and everything could be solved easily.
He had this idea and immediately denied it.
This is rude to the teenagers around you.
He said sorry in his heart and treated him as another person without authorization.
A person who has disappeared for a long time and will not come back.
"Good afternoon." Zhao Ruixiao greeted him.
Li Chuan nodded at him and said casually: "Lin Ruolu let you come again?"
Zhao Ruixiao's smile on his face became stiff for a moment and soon recovered.
Li Chuan did not hide anything, did not treat himself as an outsider, nor did he treat him as an outsider.
Zhao Ruixiao said: "I want to come this time."
Li Chuan obviously didn't believe it, so he made a clear way, "Okay, come to see Brother Leyang?"
But Zhao Ruixiao said to him: "Come to find you."
Li Chuan looked at him, "Do you think I should believe it?"
"Believe it or not." Zhao Ruixiao showed the smile he was good at, kind and unpredictable, "Do you want to go out for a walk and chat?"
Li Chuan turned around and looked upstairs, "No."
"What is Leyang doing?"
"sleep."
Zhao Ruixiao looked at him, and Li Chuan looked calm.
"Ruo Liu didn't take him so seriously." Zhao Ruixiaoyi pointed at him.
Li Chuan raised his eyelids lazily, "So you called her that in private?"
Zhao Ruixiao: “…”
Li Chuan: “…”
Both sides were silent.
"Don't you want to know more? About Le Yang." Zhao Ruixiao threw out a bait.
Li Chuan was unmoved, "I don't really want to do it now."
"Now?"
This time Li Chuan did not look back and still looked at him, "Because there is something more important now."
What is the important thing? Zhao Ruixiao didn't ask, he knew the answer.
"I want to stay with him."
The kind smile on Zhao Ruixiao's mouth disappeared, turning into a more complicated expression and staring at the boy opposite him.
This is offensive.
He once again reminded himself that he should not treat the teenager as another person.
"Uncle." Li Chuan said, "Can you come in? The air conditioner is on, and the air conditioner is running out."
Zhao Ruixiao came to his senses, nodded, and stepped into the cool room.
Ji Wanke won't appear here.
The person in front of him is not him.
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Lin Leyang's memory decline was probably at this time a year ago. No, it was cooler than this time and the climate was pleasant at the end of April.
At first, Ji Wanke would be mentioned at the dinner table. When everyone arrived, Lin Leyang suddenly said: "Wait a minute, Ji Wanke hasn't arrived yet."
As a result, everyone on the table calmed down.
Then Lin Leyang apologized and said very sincerely: "I'm sorry, I forgot."
Lin Ruolu was very worried about his mental condition and suggested going to the hospital for a look.
Lin Leyang felt inexplicably: "I am not sick, why should I go to the hospital?"
No one dares to answer.
But this matter is far from being so simple. Many times afterwards, Lin Leyang frequently mentioned Ji Wanke.
Lin Ruolu began to be scared, but Lin Leyang comforted her, "Sister, don't worry, I can take good care of myself."
Lin Ruolu believed it.
In the end, the hospital received a phone call, and the doctor notified the family that the patient had serious anorexia and tried to swallow a whole bottle of sleeping pills.
When Wu Xu and Zhao Ruixiao arrived, Lin Leyang was about to remove the needle and escape.
Wu Xu asked him why he did this. Lin Leyang sat on the hospital bed. He was already very thin at that time, with such innocent expressions, but his tone was calm: "I just can't sleep, my consciousness is very dazed, I can't concentrate, and I won't be able to concentrate again. So when will I be discharged from the hospital? I don't want to stay in the hospital."
He hates hospitals, where disinfectant water and alcohol are mixed together, and howling and blood are mixed together.
He does have a good reason to hate hospitals.
The last few people compromised and asked Lin Leyang to go home to recuperate, but different people visited him every day. Lin Leyang didn't like them entering and leaving his home, so he simply went back to work in the company. He hadn't come for a long time, and the employees in the company were a little afraid of him because this little boss who didn't come to work often had a bad temper and was always in a turbulent mood.
It was obviously not like this before.
But no one dares to mention the past.
The weather in May became warmer, and the fragrance of flowers was wrapped in the breath of grass and then it was raining.
Zhao Ruixiao will always remember this day, or they will never miss it.
After the rain, the air was extremely fresh. On the stone roads that were flooded by rain in the mountains, the puddles of varying depths reflected Lin Leyang's shadow and the shadow of a gray-white umbrella.
It was not until Lin Ruolu behind him that he had put away his umbrella, but suddenly raised his head and showed a confused and helpless expression to Lin Ruolu.
This is very different from him.
He has grown up, twenty-seven years old, and should not seek shelter from his family.
But family members are always family members.
He finally peeled off the hard shell and said to Lin Ruoluo: "Sister, I regret it a little."
Wu Xu, who was walking in front, stopped, and Zhao Ruixiao also stopped.
The rain is no longer falling.
But there was a heavy rain in everyone's hearts. They were waiting for it to fall, waiting for the rain to bury the valley - now it is this moment.
Lin Leyang's eyes were filled with tears. He said regretful, his voice trembling slightly.
He never regrets it.
Does he regret meeting Ji Wanke?
Then he must be lying.
So Lin Ruoluo said, "What stupid things are you saying?"
But Lin Leyang's next words silenced everyone.
He really regrets it.
Lin Leyang said: "I would have been braver. On the first day we met, I said I liked him so that we could be together for two more years. Recently, my memory has become bad, I will forget many things, I don't remember some things I'm with him, and I often have to think about it for a long time before I can remember it. It would have been great if I could do it again. This time I said I like him earlier, and he will like me sooner or later."
He and Ji Wanke met in the summer of 18 years old. In the first year, they were only in roommates and did not get together until their junior year.
His tears finally fell, like falling rain, rinsing the hearts of everyone present.
It turns out that language can also cut pain.
"I regret it. I would have liked him earlier."
If Ji Wanke saw this scene, he might be able to blame everyone present.
Zhao Ruixiao guessed that he would definitely say, "That's how you take care of Lin Leyang?! Not as many as I was when I was there, are you trash?"
When the man was alive, he kept silent: "Lin Leyang, Lin Xiaoque, you confessed to me first before you promised you. If you dare to change your mind, you will be dead."
In fact, he feels extremely insecure. He has to act spoiled with Lin Leyang, who is only half a year older than him, and ask him to care more about himself until he graduates, become reliable and calm, and learn to speak out his love to comfort Lin Leyang, who was fragile and helpless back then.
Zhao Ruixiao used to envy such feelings and knew that if that accident didn't happen, these two people would be together for the rest of their lives.
After Ji Wanke's death, he often wondered why it would be a blessing to not have such a relationship.
They supported each other for the seventh year.
Chapter completed!