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Chapter 15 Fear of Loneliness(1/2)

Lin Leyang did not sleep well this time. He did not sleep well in the hospital on the first night after returning home. He woke up many times in the night and always dreamed of some fine fragments. Sometimes it was elementary school and sometimes it was junior high school, including Wu Xu's dazzling blue hair after graduating from high school.

I don’t know how many times he woke up, but with the faint moonlight, he looked at the mottled silhouettes cast on the ceiling. He seemed to hear a slight sound outside while half asleep. His eyes trembled slightly under his nose, his head was chaotic, and then he fell asleep again. This time he dreamed of a cat.

He told Li Chuan about picking up cats.

The cat named "Wangcai" was the first cat Lin Leyang picked up.

The orange-colored kitten was picked up by Lin Leyang, who was still in elementary school on a rainy day.

The child hit the umbrella diagonally above his head, hugged the trembling kitten, and when he returned home, half of his body was wet, and he was still shouting excitedly into the room: "Look at what I brought back!"

He lost all his pocket money this week on his way to school. It seemed that in order to respond to his misery, the weather was gloomy all day. It started to rain immediately after school, and he actually picked up a cat halfway.

Lin Leyang, who is also a primary school student, summarizes: Luck and misfortune each account for half and half!

Lin Leyang's parents said that kittens can be kept but pocket money cannot be compensated.

The child lay on the sofa and looked at the kitten wrapped in a towel and was still shaking, saying, "Then I want to call him Wangcai."

My parents were laughing, and even my sister laughed at him.

"If the money is lost, it will be lost. Even if it is called 'Wangcai', it will not come back."

Lin Leyang was a little depressed, "I know, don't remind me of such sad things!"

He arched his body on the sofa and gently brought the kitten into his arms.

Lin Ruoluo asked when he saw this, "What are you doing?"

Lin Leyang smiled and said, "Distribute my body temperature to it to make it warmer."

That was the first cat he picked up. From ten to eighteen years old, the kitten turned into a fat cat and became the largest cat in the family.

Lin Leyang likes it the most, and it should also like Lin Leyang the most.

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Lin Leyang woke up on time at 8 o'clock in the morning and went out to find that Li Chuan actually got up earlier than him.

"What are you doing?" He got down from the upper floor and found that Li Chuan was actually cooking in the kitchen. He was stunned, "...Actually, are you here to be my nanny?"

Li Chuan replied seriously: "It's not impossible."

Lin Leyang quickly shook his head, "I'm kidding, don't take it seriously, you are a guest."

Li Chuan turned to look at him, "The 'guest' sounds unfamiliar."

"That's a friend, you're my friend." Lin Leyang walked into the kitchen, "You can still cook, so good."

Li Chuan made a step aside to make it easier for him to get closer, "Well, I rent a house by myself, of course I have to cook for myself."

Yesterday he packed out three or four instant noodles buckets at home, and now he is not ashamed to say these words at all.

"Have your mother left you down like this?" Lin Leyang looked up at him, as if he was the one who was left behind, "She doesn't care about you anymore?"

Li Chuan recalled, "Because I hurt her."

Lin Leyang was stunned.

Li Chuan continued: "Use a knife."

"My emotions were uncontrollable at that time, and now it's fine." Li Chuan said calmly, then looked at him, staring at him, "Don't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid." Lin Leyang imitated Li Chuan's previous holding the boy's wrist, and slightly solemnly, "Don't hurt yourself anymore."

Li Chuan put the plate aside, "Okay, then make an appointment, I will do it, you will do it too."

Lin Leyang didn't know why this kind of thing involved him, but he nodded, "I definitely won't, I'm quite afraid of pain."

Li Chuan's eyes fell down and fell on his wrist.

Lin Leyang noticed it and continued to pull Li Chuan and let go, it was too bright, "You don't seem to believe it."

"Don't do this anymore, no one is worthy of your doing this." Li Chuan suddenly told him very seriously.

"Everyone said it's not what I am now... I wouldn't do this at the age of 18. As for why I did this at the age of 28, I also want to ask him." Lin Leyang said while holding his hand over, "If you ask others, they will not tell me."

"Then don't ask, there is no need to know those." Li Chuan stopped staring at his wrist, looked up at Lin Leyang, his eyes falling down, "I'm very glad you forgot him."

He was ambiguous, and Lin Leyang didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

"...I haven't forgotten, I haven't met him at all." Lin Leyang said, "You don't believe that I am traveling through time. You are with them."

"I don't have the same gang as them, I will only listen to you." Li Chuan asked him back, "Don't you know the best?"

Lin Leyang held the chair behind him and wanted to bypass Li Chuan and leave the kitchen.

But Li Chuan said at this time: "You are indeed afraid."

Lin Leyang's escape immediately stopped.

Li Chuan looked at him and said seriously: "Didn't you agree not to be afraid of me, brother."

Lin Leyang was anxious to explain: "I'm not scared, but don't say strange things..."

"Is it strange to me? Which sentence is strange?" Li Chuan asked, and said, "I don't have friends and rarely communicate with my peers. If any sentence makes you feel uncomfortable, I won't say it if you ask."

He really didn't lie.

Li Chuan is just very withdrawn and unsociable.

Lin Leyang felt guilty in an instant, "Actually, there isn't. I'm sorry, I forgot this layer."

Li Chuan smiled slightly, as if he was happy with Lin Leyang's understanding.

He said, "It's okay, I forgive you."

Until half of breakfast, Lin Leyang was puzzled, why did he become himself in the end?

Aunt Chang came back at 9:30 and was still speaking Hainanese. Lin Leyang couldn't even insert it when he wanted to speak several times. It was not until Li Chuan said something that she slapped her head and began to communicate with the two in less fluent Mandarin.

"I'm so sorry. I saw a customer coming yesterday, so I probably couldn't use it before I went back. Xiao Zhao had called me."

"It's okay, there's nothing wrong here. You don't have to be so polite. Besides, I agree..." Lin Leyang tried hard to hear every word the woman said, and finally responded with difficulty.

But when he thought that Li Chuan was leaving in the afternoon, only the nanny and him were left at home, he felt unreasonable and panic. This kind of empty space could not be filled for a while, so he pulled Li Chuan to play games all morning.

"It's better not to keep slapping. Isn't your eyes tired?" Li Chuan asked in the end.

Lin Leyang hesitated and said, "It's really a little tired."

Li Chuan stopped the game without saying a word, "Close your eyes and take a rest."

Lin Leyang said: "You will be reported like this."

Li Chuan was calm: "Yeah, report it."

Lin Leyang: "...are your teammates too pitiful?"

"Pity." Li Chuan said without any emotion, "You should retreat too, otherwise they will be even more pitiful."

Lin Leyang: “…”

After lunch, Lin Leyang washed his hair briefly and found a curling rod to curl himself. He used his hands a little raw but failed several times, but Li Chuan came over and said, "I'll help you."

Lin Leyang said suspiciously: "Do you do?"

Li Chuan said: "I don't know much, but I can try it."

His speech makes people unable to tell whether it is a joke or serious one.

Lin Leyang generously treated his hair as a test piece. Li Chuan's nails were neatly cut, leaving a numbness and itchy every time he touched his scalp. After the roll was finished, he messed up and combed it smoothly, which looked unexpectedly good.

Lin Leyang gave him a thumbs up, Li Chuan smiled, and he was tilted with his cuffs, Lin Leyang noticed the headband on his wrist.

"Do you want to take this away?"

"No?"

Lin Leyang shook his head, "It was originally bought by you. When you have the chance, you can tie a ponytail to the girl you like..." He knew that he had said the wrong thing.

"Did you forget?" Li Chuan suddenly took off the headband on his wrist, held it with one hand, and then let go and bounced Lin Leyang's forehead, "I like men."

Lin Leyang nodded randomly while covering his forehead.

He knows more than just.

He now suspects that Li Chuan likes him.

But it shouldn't be. I'm twenty-eight years old now! The two of them are so different, so no matter how I think about it, Li Chuan should like talents of the same age.

Thinking of this, Lin Leyang felt that he was too worried. He calmed down and said, "By the way, you were only nine years old when I was eighteen, and you were still a primary school student."

Li Chuan's expression froze for a moment, and soon adjusted back. He knew that he had raised it on purpose, and pointed his finger on Lin Leyang's forehead, "Well, so he can still accompany you for a long time."

This time Lin Leyang: "???"

In the afternoon, the two of them gathered together to watch a movie again. Lin Leyang also found it very magical. Their personalities are so much different and their ages are much different. They get along unexpectedly harmoniously, and they don’t say anything but sit like this.

The hour hand pressed down little by little, and Lin Leyang felt a little uncomfortable after four o'clock.

Li Chuan asked him: "Don't want to see it anymore?"

"No." Lin Leyang said directly, "When will you leave?"
To be continued...
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