246 Suicide (seven more)
An Yu sat on the bed, as if he was stupid, crying and laughing, and that look so pitiful.
But in Mao Ji's eyes, a pitiful person must have something hateful and not worthy of others' pity.
Regardless of whether he could understand it now, Mao Ji started his own story, "Shanshan found me and asked me to accompany him to act in a play, with the purpose of forcing you to force you to leave. Shanshan is a kind and stupid girl. Even if she forced you to leave, she had to think about your future path and use her blood relationship to help you find your biological parents, for fear that your adoptive parents would bully you. Only in this case will she dare to say the word "leave" to you."
These were also what Mao Ji only found out later. Some were said by Shanshan accidentally, and some were said by Huo Yu.
"In your eyes, Shanshan is an ordinary high school student. In fact, their fifth family makes a living by catching ghosts. When Shanshan was eighteen years old, she had already achieved some success. Each order is enough to make her live a carefree life for a year. If she is really greedy for money, it is better to rely on herself and say what she likes me. If she has a relationship with me, she just wants to force you away."
An Yu opened his chapped lips and asked hoarsely, "Why did she do this?"
"Shanshan has a family secret that she doesn't know. Every generation of the fifth family heirs will not live to be twenty-eight years old. When she learned about this, the first person she thought of was you."
Can you only live to the age of twenty-eight?
His heart suddenly hurt, and he gasped hard, and asked in disbelief, "Are you making up a story with me?" After all, this matter was too incredible, and I'm afraid no one would believe it.
Mao Ji said coldly, "I'm talking, don't interrupt, do you believe it or not? Today I'm here to tell you the whole story, not to ask you to question what I said."
An Yu opened his mouth and stopped talking.
Even though he was disgusted with Mao Ji, this was the only source of his knowledge of the story behind Shanshan.
"She broke up with you because your life is still long and you should not waste your best years on her."
"So, is she breaking up with me for this?"
An Yu never dreamed that Shanshan would have lived long after breaking up with him?
Seeing his appearance, Mao Ji was a little angry, "Shanshan just doesn't want to spend time with you. She is counting down every day. She doesn't want you to accompany her to experience the arrival of death. Do you understand her good intentions?"
An Yu roared, "I don't understand. Do you want her to count down alone and fear the arrival of death alone? In her eyes, is my love for her so superficial?" What should he do with this stupid woman?
After anger, he was helpless and had no end. His Shanshan died and could never smile at him again, and would never speak softly to her again.
He didn't know the truth before, but he could still blatantly hate her vanity, and wait until one day when he gets better, and then appear in front of her, making her regret for today's decision. But now he is the one who regrets it. He is so wrong that he easily believes that she doesn't love him.
"Do you remember when she was twenty-seven?"
An Yu looked at Mao Ji in shock, "How did you know?"
"She saw you."
Did she see him?
When he thought of the scene at that time, he felt so sad that he felt as if he was ashamed.
After so many years, he never forgot about the fifth Shanshan. There was a voice in his heart that kept reminding himself, go back and act like a break.
So he bought a plane ticket temporarily and flew back.
"Shanshan was holding me at that time, so excited that she cried."
I was nervous when I sat on the plane, thinking about what to do when I saw her? Or what should I say?
He just wanted to tell her that he came back this time to celebrate her 28th birthday, and he would not hate her anymore, and hope that both of them would be well.
Just a lot of words, when he saw her hugging Mao Ji, everything turned into ashes. He realized that he could not hate her, so he left in anger again and never returned to China.
"Do you know what Shanshan said? She said that she had started to blame the world because she missed you. She felt that God was too unfair to the women in their fifth family. But she didn't expect that one month before the countdown to her life, God would let her see you for the last time. Even if she died, she wouldn't have any regrets." Speaking of this, Mao Ji couldn't help but turn red and rub his sore eyes.
"When you left, Shanshan sat alone in the airport and cried for three days and three nights, and finally she was taken away by an ambulance. I was taking care of her in the hospital for a month, but the person she loved was still you, An Yu, what good are you? You don't even know whether Shanshan really loves you, you have the right to say that you love her too. She gave up on you because she hoped that you could forget her, and then find a good girl, get married and have children, and live a happy life like an ordinary person. But what about you? What the hell did you live your life? She even used Shanshan's dream to desire more time to live to hate her?" Mao Ji choked as he said.
But An Yu seemed to have died thousands of times, staring at Mao Ji in a daze, tears washed his cheeks over and over again.
He covered his chest and he was so painful that he lost even consciousness.
That girl who smiled beautifully that year, he lost her after all, with the girl he loved so much as he had done in his youth.
He had thought of hundreds of possibilities, but never thought of the eternal separation of yin and yang.
At this moment, he would rather No. 5 Shanshan than love himself, fall in love with others, and live a happy life, than such an ending.
Mao Ji wiped the tears from his face randomly, "An Yu, my story has been finished, I'm leaving." It's his selfishness. At this time, he just didn't want to tell An Yu that although the fifth Shanshan was dead, her soul was still there.
Although he might know it sooner or later, he still wanted to hide it from him for a while, just to take revenge on his stupidity!
Mao Ji left, leaving An Yu alone sitting on the bed, staring out the window in a daze, without saying a word, which made the old man of the An family and Mrs. An extremely uncomfortable. However, An Peiyi knelt in front of the bed. His father's decadence in the past few days was even more terrifying than before. He had hatred before, but now his eyes were filled with cold stagnant water, not even a trace of turmoil left.
"Dad, can you stop scaring me? It's really worrying that you make me and my grandparents look like this."
An Yu seemed to be unable to hear it, and there was only a blank space left in his world, without even an echo.
The old man of the An family held his wife's hand, and the two old men couldn't help sobbing softly. Why did the son they had finally found after finally getting back become like this?
"An Yu, don't scare Pei Yi. After all, you are a father. No matter how difficult it is, we must survive it, okay?"
"Yes, although parents don't know what happened to you back then, at least the living people should look forward, you have old age and young ones. Don't go on like this, otherwise how would you let me and your mother live?" At this point, the old man of the An family couldn't help but choke up. It was too difficult for this son to be retrieved. They had reached the age of Bai Cangcang and could no longer withstand any blows.
An Yu turned around, looked at his elderly parents and son, and said lightly, "I miss her so much."
"We know, you need a little time to get used to it."
An Peiyi held his father's hand, "Dad, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."
An Yu's mouth curled a very shallow smile, "It's okay, it's actually pretty good. At least I know the truth and know that she has always loved me, at least she will never live in vain in her life. Pei Yi, there is no burden. Dad doesn't blame you. If you want to blame, you can only blame your father for not being firm enough and not believing her. The person who was wrong is me." At this point, he shed tears of regret.
An Peiyi shook her head, "Dad, some things may not be so satisfactory, but can you think more about my grandparents and me, can we bear it together? "
An Yu touched An Peiyi's head, "Silly son, please send your grandparents back to rest! I will be fine, I just miss her too much."
That night, An Yu made a crazy move and committed suicide!
The eight major families were immediately alarmed, and An Peiyi went to the Min family to find Di Wu Nian and begged her to save her father!
Wu Nian slept a little confusedly, and didn't understand what Min Yuchen said to him. He stared at his mouth opening and closing. It took him a long time to realize what suicide means?
Why did Uncle Mao commit suicide by chatting? She crawled out of the bed quickly, and Min Yuchen immediately supported her, "Slow down."
"Take me back to my home right away, I'm going to pick up my aunt first."
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Chapter completed!