Forgiveness is too easy, and it will only make people even more unaware of it.

It’s good to give each other some time and space, settle down your relationship, think about your future path, and then talk about whether to love or not, and whether to be together again.

Ni Huan thought so, turned her head and looked at Chen Zhiyan, she shook her hand and said, "I am grateful to you about the fact that you saved me. Your injuries are all because of me, so I will not go anywhere until you heal."

After she finished speaking, the man's eyes flashed slightly, "Are you leaving?"

Ni Huan was stunned for a moment and simply followed Chen Zhiyan's words. Since he felt that she was leaving Jiangcheng, let him feel so.

"Um."

Ni Huan nodded: "At least, I won't leave for a short period of time."

Hearing this, Chen Zhiyan's expression relaxed a little and stared at Ni Huan for a moment. Perhaps he felt that his current posture was not convenient to talk to Ni Huan. He wanted to press the caller and call the nursing staff to help him shake the back of the hospital bed.

Ni Huan looked at it and couldn't help frowning: "I told you not to move, don't you understand human words, right?"

In the past two years, she has become famous by Fu Yu.

The personality has changed a lot in some aspects.

The way of speaking is not as gentle as before.

But Ni Huan thinks this is good.

At least you don't have to be bullied by others.

The woman's sudden scolding made Chen Zhiyan's arm froze in the air. She grew so big that no one dared to talk to him like this except He Lian and his parents.

However, looking at the vivid person in front of him, he was not only unhappy, but also more glad that he did not part with Ni Huan after so many things happened.

After pausing, Chen Zhiyan put down his arm, looked at Ni Huan and asked, "Huanhuan, do you have anything you want to tell me?"

They haven't communicated for too long.

Although they met many times after Ni Huan returned to China, Ni Huan's memory was incomplete at that time, and he could not get an answer for many things.

The man's slightly nervous expression fell into Ni Huan's eyes. She thought a little in her heart, probably able to guess what Chen Zhiyan wanted to ask.

But she didn't really want to mention the past, so she pretended to be stupid and said, "What are you saying? Thank you for saving me?"

Chen Zhiyan saw that Ni Huan was just pretending not to understand, because he knew that with her sensitive mind, the misunderstandings and injuries that were separated by them, even if he didn't mention them, Ni Huan would slowly think about it in his heart.

Instead of letting Ni Huandong guess and guess, it would be better for him to mention these matters and explain them as soon as possible to avoid deeper misunderstandings between him and Ni Huan.

Thinking of this, Chen Zhiyan was silent for a moment, adjusted his words slightly, and continued, "I thought you would hate me more than before after you recovered your memory."

Before, she didn't know about the past and had no resentment towards him, so she could speak to him calmly and accept his approach to her.

But as soon as Ni Huan recovered her memory, Chen Zhiyan was really not sure.

He knew that Ni Huan hated him.

He is not afraid of Ni Huan hating him.

He was afraid that Ni Huan would leave again without saying a word.

The man's eyes didn't look at Ni Huan, and there was unpredictable anxiety and tension in his eyebrows.

That kind of emotion that would never appear on Shen Zhiyan's face.

Ni Huan suddenly felt a little moved. She stepped forward and came to the edge of the hospital bed, bent down slightly and shook the high bed board.

Then, under the man's slightly surprised gaze, Shi Shiran sat by the bed and looked at him up close.

I have to admit that Chen Zhiyan's words did evoke many unpleasant memories in her heart.

When she woke up three days ago, she knew that Chen Zhiyan's life and death were unknown, so she had no intention of thinking about other things, just hoped that he would be fine.

When she heard Chen Zhiyan wake up this morning, she was even more eager to see him.

But the memories of two different periods filled her mind, making her unable to tell what attitude she should use to face Chen Zhiyan.

In the past, Chen Zhiyan was like a monster without emotions. In front of him, she was on the weak side. He listened to his words and accepted his cold and hot treatment. She had no capital to resist.

And now, in just two years, Chen Zhiyan seems to have completely changed his personality.

No, to be precise, it seems like a completely different person in front of her.

It was like a snow lotus on a snowy mountain that was pulled into the mortal world by her, with love, hate, anger, and desire.

She could reach him with her hand.

Without even reaching out, he would come to her in her direction.

When she was sure that she had indeed fallen in love with Chen Zhiyan, Ni Huan thought that she would never get a hot response from Chen Zhiyan in her life.

After all, in her impression, Chen Zhiyan is not the one whom he will easily say he loves.

A person who never reveals his feelings easily will be rubbed by the world to look so cautious now.

After the two people got closer, Ni Huan could see the uneasiness in Chen Zhiyan's eyes more clearly.

Looking at the man who had restrained all his sharpness in front of him, it was really difficult for Ni Huan to overlap with the cruel and ruthless heir of the Shen family two years ago.

She suddenly became a little dazed and couldn't help but raise her hand and touched the eyelashes of Shen Zhiyan.

The man's eyelashes trembled, leaving a slight numbness on her fingertips.

"sorry."

When Ni Huan was about to withdraw his hand, Chen Zhiyan suddenly said.

Ni Huan paused and asked, "I'm sorry?"

Because the bed board was shaken, Chen Zhiyan could easily get close to Ni Huan.

The anesthetic force had passed. He reached out and held Ni Huan's hand and held it in his palm, as if he was afraid that Ni Huan would leave without a trace.

Ni Huan's hands were clenched red. She narrowed her eyes and wanted to pull her back, but she also thought that Chen Zhiyan had an injury on her body. She might even tear her wounds open again.

Just as she was stunned, Chen Zhiyan said, "I'm not good to you enough, I don't even know if you... are sick."

When Ni Huan heard this, she was stunned again, blinked and asked him: "Do you think you have depression?"

Perhaps he didn't expect Ni Huan to talk about this with such a relaxed attitude. Chen Zhiyan pursed his lower lips slightly and responded heavily: "Huanhuan, you should have told me that I can still..."

"What's the point of telling you?"

Ni Huan interrupted him, looked at her and Shen Zhiyan's handshake, and remembered the relationship between her and Shen Zhiyan at that time.

At the beginning, he didn't give her enough sense of security, and she didn't dare to reveal her heart to him easily.

Later, he said he loved her, but she believed it and thought that when Ye Yinyin returned to China, he would see what choice he made.

If he can choose her unwaveringly, she will tell him everything, rely on him wholeheartedly and trust him.

But later...

The series of sudden events caught her off guard.

Hearing Ni Huan's words, Chen Zhiyan also realized the things he did wrong during that period.

He held Ni Huan's hand tighter and said slowly: "Huanhuan, let's stop being separated, okay? I'll..."

"Aren't you still very rational just now?"

Ni Huan didn't want to listen to him, she just wanted to live every minute and every second of the moment.

"Don't it be too late to say this?"

"I'm sorry, Huanhuan, I..."

Chen Zhiyan wanted to explain, but Ni Huan didn't give him this opportunity.

"Chen Zhiyan, I don't want to hear the three words 'sorry' from you anymore."

Ni Huan looked at him: "And, I remember that I said this before."

Suddenly, Chen Zhiyan felt a sense of powerlessness: "Then what do I want to do to avoid leaving me?"

Ni Huan smiled when she heard this: "Chen Zhiyan, on that snowy night more than a year ago, didn't you abandon me too?"

She hooked her lips and pretended to be relaxed: "Fortunately, I'm lucky I'm very lucky and I'm not dead."

"Stop talking."

Before she finished speaking, she was suddenly pulled into a gentle embrace.

Chen Zhiyan hugged her, rested her chin on her shoulders, and sucked hard on her body.

Ni Huan felt the temperature from the neck, lowered her eyes slightly, and reminded:

"Chen Zhiyan, I remember I told you not to move around. If you don't care about your body so much, I will leave now and I will never care about you."

"Huanhuan..."

Chen Zhiyan hugged him tighter, his thin lips were printed on Ni Huan's neck, and in a moment, he asked hoarsely: "At that time, was it because of me or Sheng Yan?"

This is his long-standing doubt and his heart.

The man's lips were extremely hot, Ni Huan turned his head slightly and avoided it. After filtering down Zhi Yan, she looked cold and asked in a turbulent tone: "What do you mean?"

Hearing Ni Huan's displeasure, Chen Zhiyan raised his head and looked at her, met her eyes, and asked frankly: "Is it because you heard that Ye Yinyin is going to get engaged to me, or because... Sheng Yan passed away?"

As he said that, he continued without waiting for Ni Huan to answer.

"If it's because of me, I will use my whole life to atone for my sins, if it's because of Sheng Yan..."

Chen Zhiyan's eyes dimmed, but they quickly returned to normal.

He said: "I can't guarantee anything else, but at least when you are sad in the future, no matter where I am, no matter what your relationship is with me, I will come to you as soon as possible."

Ni Huan looked into his eyes, as if judging whether his words were true or false.

"Yeah?"

She narrowed her eyes: "But you still can't feel the pain I have endured."

"Huanhuan, you are too humble."

Chen Zhiyan held her shoulders, slowly leaned forward and pressed against her forehead, and whispered: "Your words can make me go through fire and water, and can also make me fall into the purgatory of the world."

Ni Huan closed her eyes and asked, "Do you love me?"

"I love you."

The man answered without any hesitation.

Ni Huan smiled: "Then do you want to marry me?"

"May I?"

Chen Zhiyan was stunned for a moment, then Ni Huan was a little farther away, staring at her eyes and asked, the hot eyes seemed to melt the person in front of him.

"Of course not."

Ni Huan stopped hiding and let him lock his shoulders.

Looking at the man's face with a look of obvious disappointment, Ni Huan lowered her eyebrows and suddenly remembered something, and said deliberately: "By the way, I forgot to tell you something, I have been taking drugs to treat mental illnesses, and it has never stopped for more than a year."

Chen Zhiyan thought Ni Huan's illness had been cured. Now that he heard Ni Huan's words, he was slightly stunned and thought about how to help Ni Huan cure it.

When he raised his eyes, he found that Ni Huan was looking at him with a look he couldn't understand.

"Don't understand?"

Ni Huan raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Then I'll put it bluntly, that is, in a legal sense, people like me are not allowed to get married."

Ni Huan's posture was so relaxed that it was like talking about a trivial matter that was irrelevant.

She slowly raised her hand, held Chen Zhiyan's face, and said softly in a gentle tone: "Chen Zhiyan, look forward. The road ahead is flat and wide, and there is only black and white in my world. Don't accidentally enter, I have to expel you from it."

Although she was smiling, there was no warmth in her eyes.

The moment Ni Huan's hand touched Chen Zhiyan's cheek, Chen Zhiyan turned his head and kissed her palm.

"Are you finished?"

His eyes looked at Ni Huan without any fluctuation and said, "You know, I love you."

"You know, I can't let you go."

"If these words can vent your unwilling grievances, then I'll listen and say whatever you want."

No matter what he said, he could no longer let him leave Ni Huan.

Ni Huan said these words without any intention, just to let Chen Zhiyan know that even if she has recovered her memory, she is still a patient.

It wasn't him that dragged her down, but that she had implicated him.

He has a better choice.

There is no need to waste time on her all the time.

Ni Huan thought that if she saw any retreating and hesitation on Chen Zhiyan's face at that moment, she would leave here without any nostalgia.

"Chen Zhiyan, I still want to remind you that I am really dark and selfish. In order to achieve my goal, I will do whatever it takes to revenge on those who have hurt me."

Ni Huan thought of something and said thoughtfully: "Have you seen it all?"

She was referring to Yu Wenshu's incident.

When Chen Zhiyan mentioned Yu Wenshu, he lowered his head slightly.

Because of intentional murder, Yu Wenshu's body is still in the police station.

During these three days, Su Jingming and Ji Xin were helping with everything.

Ni Huan couldn't tell whether Chen Zhiyan loved or hated Wenshu more, but she knew that Yu Wenshu was dead. Even if Chen Zhiyan was indifferent on the surface, he would definitely be sad in his heart.

She took a deep breath, pursed her lips slightly, and called him.

"Chen Zhiyan, there is one thing that I think you need to know."

Ni Huan hesitated for a moment, held the hand that Chen Zhiyan placed on her shoulder, and said slowly: "It's about you and Xu Muzhi..."

——

Outside the ward

Su Jingming and Ji Xin were holding a pancake in their hands.

They stayed in the hospital for nearly three days, and now they can finally breathe a sigh of relief.

Su Jingming had almost eaten half of the pancakes. When he went to see Ji Xin in a blink of an eye, he found that he didn't even move.

A pair of clear eyes looked at the ward door without blinking, not knowing what they were thinking.

When Su Jingming was about to scold Ji Xin for wasting food, he unexpectedly remembered that Ji Xin had expressed his love for Ni Huan before.

No.

Ji Xin is so infatuated?

If you think about it carefully, it seems that Ji Xin has really not found a girlfriend in the past two years.

No, if he remembers correctly, Ji Xindu has been single for more than 20 years.

Su Jingming paused when chewing, thought for a while, raised his leg and kicked Ji Xin's calf, and asked, "Why, are you jealous?"

Ji Xin looked at the shoe prints on his clothes helplessly and sighed: "Where do I get the right to be jealous?"

He turned his head to the end of the corridor and looked at it, "I just felt that it must be very painful to have someone."

"who?"

Su Jingming asked.
Chapter completed!