Chapter 69(2/2)
Song Yancheng was stunned and looked down at her, "You should confess to me, at least, I can help you."
"But after I met you and got to know you, I gave up."
"Why?"
"Afraid of the truth." Li Zhi said honestly: "Afraid of cruelty, sadness, fear of not knowing how to deal with it, fear of not being able to accept it mentally, fear of not being able to overcome this level of his own."
Song Yancheng understood in an instant and silently said, "You are afraid to be like me."
"Well." Li Zhi simply confessed to him to the end. It was a resonance of the same illness and a resonance of the pain. They were all children who were abandoned by their dearest people. Destiny was like a tunnel of time and space. Two people in different lives intersected at a certain point in time.
Li Zhi's speech speed became slower, "I'm afraid that after finding my parents, the truth I learned must be unbearable. I'm afraid that my mentality is not good enough, not strong enough, not free and easy enough to face it, resolve it, and forgive me. I'm afraid that I will go to extremes and get stuck in a stubborn way. I'm afraid that my life will expand my hatred for them in a distorted manner. But I don't want to be such a person, so when I'm still rational, I make a decision for myself - don't look for it anymore, I want to live a good life."
Word by word, like a cotton cone, which is both sharp and soft, and it takes great pains to hit his heart.
Song Yancheng could understand that Li Zhi was speaking with his own words and was persuading him.
"I know your life is very difficult. You can't choose your birth, your father is not what you want, and this family is not your willingness. I know that you love your mother and are also worried about her death. Although the person in the old house is called family, it is called home. However, it discriminates against you and hurts you. You should hate you."
Li Zhi spoke softly and softly, neither deliberately preaching nor the advice of the Virgin Mary. She always distinguished right and wrong very clearly.
Song Yancheng never thought that at the age of twenty-seven, he was strong and arrogant enough, and hard and indifferent enough. However, in such an early morning and late night, he was made by a woman so much that he wanted to shed tears.
If there is any spiritual perception, Li Zhi stopped at the right time and then held his hand back hard.
"Song Yancheng." She called his name softly, solemn and sincerely, and she said hoarsely: "But I hope you will be happy for the rest of your life and live for yourself."
In the silence and darkness, the tears at the corners of Song Yancheng's eyes finally quietly slid past.
He didn't respond, and did not agree with a word. He just let go of Li Zhi, then pierced into her arms, pressed against her chest, and quietly closed his eyes.
A good night's sleep.
Li Zhi was woken up by Mao Feiyu's phone call the next day. Brother Mao was cold and ruthless and gave her a death order: "Get back tomorrow and start work! If I'm going to kill you for another day, do you believe it?"
The tone was so fierce that Li Zhi didn't dare to respond for a long time.
When she woke up, Song Yancheng snatched the phone directly from her and said unhappily: "If you say something to her, try it."
"Oh." Mao Feiyu heard his voice, and was not afraid at all. He angered him, "Who am I going to be? It turns out that he is a man who has no house in Binjiang Garden."
Song Yancheng woke up from sleepiness and sat up all of a sudden, and was very angry.
Mao Feiyu was so annoyed that he was so annoyed, "You were just officially announced. What's wrong with you? You are quite good at stealing the limelight. Do you know that you have all the extra words - [Brother-in-law 101]."
Song Yancheng: "..."
Mao Feiyu said angrily: "I finally knew what she had done when she disappeared for ten minutes at that birthday party! - You don't have to be too much in front of me in the future. Men should be stronger and go to treat them if they are sick. Do you really want her to post small advertisements in the future - famous actresses who pay a lot of money to pray for a child?!"
Song Yancheng was speechless.
Li Zhi covered her head in the quilt and laughed hard.
He pulled her quilt and almost killed someone. He lowered his voice and was about to go crazy: "I'm very strong, tell him I'm very strong!"
Chapter completed!