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Chapter forty-ninth reassurance

In the western suburbs of Foshan, in the direction of the "Fifth Heaven" at the entrance of Shahe Gang Hall, the flames reflected half of the sky in Foshan red. At this time, Huang Shaohong had returned to his bedroom, sat cross-legged, and practiced the "Lotus Book"!

At this time, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and various disturbing sounds continued to emerge in his mind. This situation suddenly appeared when he returned to Baozhilin and sorted out the spoils. After the excitement caused by adrenaline subsided, the sequelae of killing finally began to appear.

The voices in my mind are mainly divided into two camps, and one advocates, "Those who follow me live, those who go against me die. Since they are traveling through time, all those who are not good for me can be killed, and those who are good for me can also be killed, without mercy."

On the other side, it advocates that "do not kill too much, otherwise you will kill at will and do whatever you want without any scruples. What's the difference with the demon!"

Huang Shaohong remembers that when he was a child, the protagonist's good and evil in it was often expressed by two villains representing angels and demons. Angels represent kindness, demons represent evil, and two villains quarreled in the protagonist's mind.

他感觉自己现在就是这种情况,前者来自于他前二十多年受到的教育,源于听到,看到的都是说要与人为善,是道德和光明一面.

The latter comes from the previous killing, the kind of pleasure of being as you please, the kind of comfort without any scruples, the kind of life that can be easily taken away by just punching, kicking, or pulling the trigger simply, and the joy of life and death.

The former is a constraint, while the latter is unscrupulous. These two concepts are now entangled in his mind, making him explode.

Huang Shaohong knew that he might have been affected by the unscrupulous killing when he completed his mission before, or that this behavior was a strong impact on his human nature and morality.

In other words, you may have mental problems now, and simply put it, you will be crazy.

So when Huang Shaohong couldn't stand it and asked the system for help but failed, he put all his hope on the "Lotus Book" that can improve his mind and strengthen his will.

Sitting cross-legged on the bed, Huang Shaohong closed his eyes and thought, emptying his body and mind, allowing the tense muscles and nerves on his body to slowly relax. After a while, his body finally relaxed, but the messy thoughts in his mind did not improve at all.

After his body relaxed, Huang Shaohong hit all his energy and visualized the blurry dark green color in his mind.

Unlike usual, the flower buds that were able to be visualized before seemed particularly difficult this time, but in the end, I had the experience of successfully visualizing them. Even if it was difficult, the green touch was slowly taking shape.

From blur to clear, gradually becoming clear, gradually taking shape in those chaotic thoughts. The difference is that this time it is clearer than what has happened before. The color gradually changes from dark green to emerald green, and the buds even swell up, as if they are about to burst at any time.

I don’t know how long it took, with a slight "pop" sound, and the emerald green on the buds cracked a gap, revealing a touch of pink inside.

Just as the pink appeared, the messy thoughts in Huang Shaohong's mind seemed to have found a hole in venting, or were passively attracted, and were all absorbed by the pink, but the pink became more and more bright.

Without those many chaotic distractions, Huang Shaohong's mind was instantly cleared, and his body and mind were extremely comfortable. When he opened his eyes, he realized that it was already bright outside. Aunt Thirteen and Lin Yunkai were looking at him worriedly in front of their bed.

"Feihong, are you okay?" Aunt Thirteen woke up and suddenly showed joy on her face.

Huang Shaohong shook his head: "Why are you here in my room?"

Aunt Thirteen complained: "It's because of you, Yun Kai called you for dinner in the morning. After calling for a long time, you didn't respond. I thought you were sleeping heavily and didn't dare to shout again, but it's already noon now. I'm worried that you have something to do before coming in to see what are you doing?"

Huang Shaohong probably guessed what happened through her words, and he was shocked. He thought it was just dawn, but noon was already there.

Seeing that the other party looked at him with concern and complaint, he immediately smiled and said, "It's nothing. I've been interested in the theories of the Taoist and Buddha schools recently, just study them a little!"

Aunt Thirteen was surprised and said, "You won't want to become a monk, right?"

Huang Shaohong smiled and said, "What are you thinking about? My family is a single family. Besides, I have not gotten married yet. How can I find a beautiful girl with big eyes and good figure to be her master's wife for Yun Kai and the others!"

After hearing him, Aunt Thirteen suddenly turned red and turned her head and said, "Feihong, what are you talking about? I...I'll go wash your clothes..."

After saying that, he grabbed the dirty clothes that Huang Shaohong had changed yesterday and left the bedroom as if he ran away.

Huang Shaohong suddenly realized that his words might have caused some misunderstandings, and quickly explained: "Shaojun, don't get it wrong, I'm not talking about you!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw that the clothes that had been taken away by Aunt Thirteen had been thrown into the door and landed on the ground. Then a slightly crazy voice came: "You wash yourself, I have something to do!"

"Hey, what's wrong with her?" Huang Shaohong, who had just woken up from visualization, was still a little confused about the current situation. Lin Yunkai, who was standing beside him, covered his mouth and laughed secretly. When he saw the master asking, he quickly found an excuse to hide.

After lunch, Huang Shaohong practiced his fists and weapons for a while, then returned to his room, brewed a pot of tea and savored it slowly. Thinking of the distracting thoughts that were disturbing to himself in his mind yesterday, he couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.

In the end, I was just an otaku who had traveled through two worlds. If it weren't for the visualization method, I would never have been able to break free from this mental problem so quickly.

At this time, I have the help of the "Lotus Book" to hold my mind and pinch my mind. I also have a very clear view of the problem. Now I think about it, what does killing have to do with good or evil?

As long as you keep your heart's bottom line, as long as you are a person who can be killed, you will have a clear conscience to kill millions of people, that is the best answer.

For example, Hong Qigong in the Legend of the Condor Heroes is the best example. When Qiu Qianren asked the heroes present who were worthy of killing him, only the former leader of the Beggars' Sect dared to tell the other party calmly, "I have killed 231 people in my life, and everyone should be punished for their crimes."

Why did Hong Qi kill so many people but not the problem of being so mediocre? That is because he has his own bottom line. Everyone can kill him if he passes this line, and he will not regret it. He even has the potential idea that killing evil people is to do good.

And what about me? I will definitely have countless worlds to travel in the future. If I have been so indecisive, I might not have to go crazy if I encounter danger. So where is the bottom line of my heart?

Should those people from the Shahe Gang kill even if there is no system-released task? The answer is yes!

Huang Shaohong slowly clenched his fists, and his joints made a 'cry' sound: "Anyone who has the ability to kill him, can be killed!"
Chapter completed!
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