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Chapter 75 Self-suggestion (seeking a monthly ticket)

East Chestershire, inside the Hall family estate.

Audrey sat in front of the dressing table and lit a candle.

Then, through the slightly shaking firelight, she looked at herself in the mirror. Her blue eyes gradually became deeper, making people unable to move their eyes, as if even their souls wanted to indulge in.

"Audrey, stay awake in the dream tonight." She said to herself softly.

This is a simple "psychological hint".

The ancient song she heard at dusk inspired her, and she had the idea of ​​exploring her dreams to see if she could enter the subconscious sea and spiritual sky of all living beings.

This is an attempt that other "psychologists" have never thought of. At least there is no similar thing in the reference experience provided by the "Psychological Alchemy" that suggests yourself and explores your own dreams.

Maybe you can find traces of the spiritual dragon and even the "City of Miracle" Leviheed there... Audrey retracted her gaze, took off the "lie" that turned into a ruby ​​necklace, and put it in the jewelry box.

She was afraid that this magical object that could amplify emotions would affect herself in her dreams and cause unnecessary harm, so she handled it carefully in advance.

After doing all this, Audrey subconsciously looked at herself in her glasses and found that there were some small flaws in her appearance.

And when she was wearing a "lie", she felt that her beauty made her indulge in her.

"Wake up, Audrey, that's just a lie!" She raised her right palm and stroked her cheek gently.

At this time, she was particularly glad that she gave the name "lie" for the magical item, and she would always be alerted. Otherwise, one day she would rely entirely on it and refused to face her true self. Once she lost it, she would probably lose control directly.

"Those girls who look more ordinary, wear 'lie' and modify their appearance. After obtaining nearly perfect changes, they may never take it off again. They would rather die than keep it... This corresponding 'extraordinary' cannot have a similar mentality..." Audrey sighed and stood up.

She walked lightly and expectantly in the warm room like spring in a slippery silk nightgown, back to the soft, comfortable and elastic bed, and pulled a piece of rope at the head of the bed.

The close maid Anne opened the door and entered, gently extinguishing the lights.

It didn't take long before Audrey actually fell asleep.

In the hazy world, she suddenly shuddered and realized that she was dreaming.

She looked around with great interest and said silently:

“Is this the ‘lucid dream’ in psychology?

“In mysticism, there are similar concepts.

"It really works. I rely on simple self-'psychological suggestion' to successfully have a 'lucid dream'. Audrey, you are such a genius~ No, no, no, this is mainly an application of extraordinary abilities, you can't be proud."

At this time, Audrey had figured out what her current dream was.

She was walking on a gloomy and narrow road surrounded by dark forests and towering castles ahead.

The whimpering and elongated howls of wolves, the slow and horrifying gasps, and the shrill and intermittent screams came from all directions, creating a dangerous and depressing atmosphere.

I was still scared in the assassination of Duke Negan, afraid that one day, many extraordinary people came to attack my father, mother and brother... Audrey analyzed her dreams from the perspective of a "psychologist".

She walked slowly forward and walked towards the castle that was almost the same as the Hall family's ancestral home in this extremely real dream.

As he walked, a figure suddenly jumped out of the black forest. It was a giant dragon covered with golden scales, with light golden eyes and a thick tail swept across.

The facial features of this dragon are exactly the same as Audrey. With its body, it feels an indescribable awkward and thriller!

Audrey was startled and almost woke up from her dream. Fortunately, she, who had been an "audience", calmed her emotions in time.

This made her realize that she had never really forgotten what she almost lost control when taking the "psychologist" potion. The self-comfort and self-motivation and mood improvement were just the surface. The shadow was rooted in the depths of the subconscious and would occasionally illuminate into her dreams.

Fortunately, I discovered it today and I can try to treat it in my subconscious mind. I am a "psychologist"! If I keep ignoring this problem, when I am promoted to 6, I may lose control due to fear and... Audrey carefully examined herself.

As he went on and on, Audrey's dream changed less and more continuously. In terms of a story, this was unqualified.

Finally, she walked to the castle and saw a magic wand with an arm length sweeping through the air, sprinkling a little bit of brilliance like starlight.

The castle shrouded in light suddenly became grand, and all the gloomy and dimness disappeared completely.

The melody played by the band came from inside, and gas wall lights lit up.

"This is my first and most beautiful expectation of extraordinary power... It's a little girl's fantasy..." Audrey's mouth bent and her mood suddenly improved.

She did not stop, crossed the castle, and walked to the edge of this dream, regardless of how the scene behind it changed and how the story unfolded.

I don't know how long she walked, but she walked through the deserted wilderness and came to the top of the cliff.

Looking out, the gray and empty space spread, and the bottom was so deep that it seemed to have no bottom.

Audrey clearly realized that this was the boundary of her dreams. Once she left, she didn't know what would happen.

"And how should I leave? Jump down? Will I fall to death..." Audrey thought in embarrassment, not too brave to take risks.

After thinking for dozens of seconds, she slowly had an idea:

This is a dream, which originates from the spiritual world. As the master, I can open up a path for myself with my will!

With the idea of ​​trying, she tried to show what she was thinking in her heart like she was on the fog. The only difference was that the former needed to rely on the power of Mr. "Fool", and now she had to rely on herself.

Audrey stretched out her right hand and spread it downwards, aiming at the gray abyss.

In front of her, gray suddenly surged, revealing layers of stairs that spread down but could not see the end.

Audrey took a breath slowly, lifted her skirt slightly, took steps, and stepped onto the first step.

She went down step by step, and the surroundings became quieter and quieter, so quiet that people had hallucinations.

Apart from gray, there are also grays here, you can't see anything, lonely and unknown.

The howling wind blew in a changing direction at all times, causing Audrey to shake her body and her fear slowly deepened.

Before her emotions were out of control, a deep but gentle light flowed through her green eyes, as if she could see through people's hearts.

Audrey comforted herself with her ability of “psychoanalysis”!

She continued to lie down, and a few dozen seconds later, a spot of light suddenly appeared in the gray surroundings.

Audrey looked alert and saw that the light spot was just finished taking the potion and almost turned into a dragon monster. She was on the verge of losing control, and her emotions such as worry, panic, fear, and nervousness were beyond words.

"...This is my subconscious, this is my shadow?" Audrey vaguely understood where she had gone deeper after leaving the dream.

She was not in a hurry to solve this shadow and continued to go down step by step with anticipation.

According to the theory of the "Psychological Alchemy", the bottom of the subconscious is the collective subconscious sea of ​​all creatures in her destination!

During the process of exploring, Audrey saw herself who listened to her parents telling stories when she was a child, and saw herself who valued her image but was not so elegant behind her. She saw herself who participated in the Tarot Club. However, the light spots similar to the latter were all tightly wrapped in gray fog.

These are all things in my subconscious... affecting my personality and behavior? Audrey instinctively uses psychological knowledge to analyze it.

As different light spots flashed, she repeatedly was on the verge of emotional collapse due to this long exploration of loneliness and no goal, but she used her extraordinary abilities to "please" herself in time.

Just as she was about to lose her sense of the passage of time, she saw the last step.

In front of the steps is a solid, blurred, gray "ground", with light and shadow swaying above it. They are dense and overlapping, just like the illusory sea.

The collective subconscious ocean... Audrey took a few steps forward, looked up, and unexpectedly found that the "gray" no longer covered her sight, and it was clearly presented at a high altitude.

There are countless indescribable figures, seven different colors, and the bright light of endless knowledge.

Audrey pursed her lips and said happily:

"The sky of spirituality."

Then, she walked forward carefully and embarked on her own adventure.

The light and shadow that made up the sea flew past her from time to time, some containing ancient memories of burns by flames, while others carrying the ultimate pain encountered by looking directly at the unspeakable things...

In addition to the imprints from ancient times and from ancestors, Audrey also saw admiration and folk activities that worshiped the dragon.

As she walked, she found a gray-white mountain on the far left, which stretched upwards and drilled out of the ocean composed of light and shadow, with the top covered with mist and clear and blurry.

Is that the consciousness of another person? In the "ocean" is the subconscious, and beyond the sea is the normal consciousness? Well, he is dreaming... Audrey suddenly thought of a possible "psychologist" application technique, which is to move closer to the past, climb up, and directly affect the other person's subconscious thoughts, so that he can act naturally according to his own arrangements.

But this should be difficult and very dangerous... Audrey retracted her gaze and did not try rashly.

She clearly remembered that this time she came to find the traces of the spiritual dragon and the "City of Miracle" Levicid.

Audrey passed by dozens or hundreds of other people's consciousnesses, and gradually felt tired.

"It's time to go back." She instinctively looked up and looked into the distance, and made a rational decision.

She stood there, reluctant to leave for a long time.

When Audrey was about to turn around, a shadow suddenly appeared in the air.

Those are two huge, gray wings!

Below the wings, there is a tall lizard-like monster.

Its entire body is covered with large scales like gray stones and four thick and powerful legs. It seems to be bathed in the non-existent sunlight and shines like the afterglow of the sunset.

The monster flew over, his eyes were light golden, his pupils were vertical, cold and arrogant.

Its grand and epic figure quickly disappeared and disappeared into the subconscious ocean of all living things.

The dragon...the dragon of the soul! Audrey jumped on the spot and then looked around, afraid that someone would see her inelegance and unethical behavior.

She paced excitedly and walked around the place, very satisfied with her adventure.

Sure enough, the worship customs of dragons here are not without sources. A spiritual dragon lives in their subconscious ocean... Audrey resisted the urge to praise herself and decided to return immediately and wake up from her dream.

She had no urge to continue exploring because she was completely unprepared for this. She planned to ask Mr. "Fool" and Mr. "Hangered Man" and the others at the Tarot meeting next week, hoping to get some advice.

Audrey returned the same way and entered the "peak" formed by her own consciousness. Then, she awakened herself and successfully escaped from her dream.

…………

At this time, Danitz was also allowed to return to the room.

He glanced at German Sparo and smiled awkwardly:

"You certainly won't tell anyone what you saw just now, right?"
Chapter completed!
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