Chapter 160 You Coward
"How can I cry when I eat instant noodles? Is it too unpalatable?" Gu Ao noticed that Mina's mood fluctuations were a bit violent, and helped her comfort her.
"No, I'm excited. Brother, you are so awesome. I admire you so much." Mina couldn't help but say such shameful words.
She just saw that she was eating instant noodles, but her thoughts were already closing the door of "whether to sacrifice yourself" to the big trouble.
In order to cover up her embarrassment, she hurriedly wiped the corners of her eyes with her long middle-parted hair without any trace, quickly changing the topic:
"By the way, are you back during the winter and summer vacations? Otherwise, even if you have a break from school in the middle, wouldn't you still have to separate from Sister Sui for 20 months? You have just had a year of love, so how can you let go?"
This is the way to get rid of Jiangdong. Mina transferred the embarrassment to the other party at once.
Not only did it raise a sensitive topic, it also seemed to be trying to make friends with all their hearts and really care about seniors and has no self-interest.
However, Gu Ao didn't seem to care too much about his children's relationship, and answered fairly and calmly: "It shouldn't be said that he would return to China. However, since everyone is still a college student, living in the two places is a test that should be patient.
Although Suizi and I were sincere, the opportunity at the beginning was indeed unexpected. Now, if I were in a calm environment, I might have waited for myself to graduate to ensure that everyone can live in a city and break through that relationship.”
Mina's eyes flashed, and she secretly observed Gu Ao's expression.
Originally, she expected Gu Ao to show some dissatisfaction.
As a result, Gu Ao was so upright that he completely dispelled Mina's courage to downgrade herself.
"Since you don't care, it's best. I wish you all the best." Mina gave a sour blessing, and finally added, "By the way, you must take good care of yourself. If you feel that your mental pressure is too great and no one is talking to you, go to the embassy to run more and find Sister Ye to talk to you. Oh, isn't she just acting as the third secretary?"
Mina's words are very sour and sensitive, but she has a good grasp of the standards and only talks about "friendship", which makes Gu Ao unable to deny.
Gu Ao laughed at himself for two seconds, took the opportunity to organize his words and clarified without any trace: "Sister Ye, how dare I bet on her heart? Who made me a person always be a traitor? Do you believe it or not? If it were her sitting in front of me today, and I told her that I want to treason, she would definitely report it to me. And if it were you, would you report it to me? Are you standing on my side or on the side of the country?"
Mina's face turned red, and she was actually very happy inside. Gu Ao's words obviously meant that she had a very high level of trust in her.
However, the girl still pretends to be stern and despises on the surface: "Bah! This kind of reactionary joke can be made! I... If you are really that kind of person, of course I will kill my relatives for justice!"
After eating instant noodles, I roughly talked about my future arrangements and talked to the past until nine o'clock. Gu Ao drove Mina back to school very gentlemanly.
When we were about to arrive at school, because the students from the School of Diplomacy were generally late, they could see the dormitory building and study room from afar, and the library was brightly lit.
Everyone looked very familiar with Gu Ao's Volga, so in order not to be exposed, he parked the road several hundred meters in advance.
He has graduated, and his relationship with Mina in the "Project Group" naturally ended.
The classmates all knew that he had a girlfriend in a long-distance relationship. In this case, he sent the girl back to school at around 9 o'clock in the evening and drove to the girls' dormitory downstairs, which hurt Mina's reputation too much.
Gu Ao is a person who cares about beauty, how can he let his good sister be hurt?
"You walk back in the last few hundred meters, so I won't go to school anymore, otherwise I will be watched by others. Don't worry, I'll watch you enter the school gate in the car."
"Well, then see you in a few days." Mina took a deep breath and prepared to open the door.
However, the moment she put her hand on the door handle, she hesitated, thought of a question, and turned around to ask:
"You officially accept Kissinger's invitation. If any classmates ask, can you tell me at school? As far as I know, Principal Liu has not announced it yet.
Also, since I heard that after you graduated, those girls and friends at Peking Normal University who didn’t know where you were going, so I came to the school to find me and wanted your new contact information. Can I tell these outsiders that you are going to study abroad?"
When Mina asked this question, she could see that she was very careful and considerate and thought about Gu Ao.
Gu Ao didn't think so much about it.
So he pinched the steering wheel and thought for a moment: "It's okay, as long as you don't publicly and spread it privately. However, it's only limited to letting ordinary people know that 'I want to study abroad'. As for 'I plan to take a break from school and hand over the work', these plans that have not yet happened, you must keep your mouth shut. It's better to have less than more."
After all, taking advantage of national policies is not a glorious thing. It is best to report good news or bad news.
Mina was slightly moved again, and she tried to cling to others: "You can't even say Xu Mengrou and Ren Yuqin? Well, Xu Mengrou has a big mouth, so forget it, Ren Yuqin is also very careful. Tell her that she won't betray you, right?"
This question is actually a bit stupid, but Mina just couldn't help but act coquettishly. This is a subtle feeling.
It's like to detect "what I am in that man's heart is trustworthy", this is a kind of curiosity that can drive a confidante, and women are so sensitive and entangled.
Gu Ao said seriously: "Mina! Of course I can't say it - you should know that the less people you know, the better, the less you know.
Why did I let Kissinger know? Because he was holding the power to approve it. Why did I let the director and the principal know? Because they were holding the power to return to my original unit to work during the break from school.
Except for these three people, no one in the world has value in this issue! The fewer people know, the better - I won't even tell my father, my sister, and Suizi in advance. They will only know this before I finish my first school season in May next year and prepare to return home. They will think I made a decision with the 'temporary intention' rather than 'planning for a long time'!"
Only then did Mina truly realize the severity of the problem.
Previously, she just knew that this matter was very confidential, and Senior Gu told her that she must keep her mouth shut.
But the IQ of a woman she admires will inevitably decrease slightly. Tonight she never thought about "how high this level of confidentiality is."
Now that Gu Ao has analyzed the principle, she realized that "the confidentiality level of this matter is so high that Senior Gu did not even inform his own father, sister, or wife in advance."
This made her feel as if she was in the clouds, feeling shrouded in a huge sense of happiness and trust.
"Then why...why did you tell me? You can actually not tell me."
How can Gu Ao answer?
"I don't want to tell you either! But when I got home just now, I saw your determined and heroic eyes, the beautiful dress that would scatter if I changed my laces, and the black stockings that were not trousers. I was so dressed like this to see me off. I was afraid that I would not tell you that I would come back from school halfway, so you would sacrifice yourself tonight!"
This is Gu Ao’s true thought, but he couldn’t say it.
In fact, when he went home and opened the door just now, he saw Mina's deliberate and meticulous dressing, and he moved in a sensible way and realized the girl's determination.
"I just believe in you." At this point, Gu Ao could only insist on this.
Gu Ao's hesitation and embarrassment finally made Mina's IQ redirect.
"You lied to me," Mina pointed at Gu Ao in a trembling voice, "You...you...you are afraid that I will confess my love to you tonight, so you blocked my mouth with 'I'll come back' and didn't give me a chance to speak, right?"
The case has been solved!
"No, I don't, I don't want to hurt you-" Now, Gu Ao can't completely deny it, "Mina, I understand your thoughts, we have been sharing the joys and sorrows for two years. But you are still young and immature. When the two are destined to be separated for a few years, a hasty decision on the eve of their separation will only harm the woman. It's better to calm down and think about what they want..."
"I hate you!" Mina suddenly said resolutely, tears bursting out from her eyes.
Gu Ao was stunned. He didn't expect this kind of reaction.
"What's wrong with you? Reaping hatred because of love?"
"No! You coward!" Mina shook tears, "I always thought that you really didn't want to betray Sister Sui, and you couldn't share your love with other girls at all, so I kept my distance from me. I recognized it, and I still think you are a good man.
It turns out that you are not meaningless to me at all. You are not brave enough! You also say you can't bear to hurt me! How do you know what I think in my heart? How do you know if it's a kind of harm in my heart, "dedicating everything to you"?
Have you asked me? Have you asked me if I would like to know that I have no status in my life? I didn’t think this is a kind of harm, so you made arbitrarily decisions for me, and you didn’t respect the real me in your heart.”
Gu Ao was deeply shocked.
"I never mean that way, Mina, you know that I love you the most and respect you the most." Gu Ao murmured a little incoherently.
Mina didn't respond, just stared at him in a daze, her chest was panting due to violent complaints, and she didn't know what to say later.
Gu Ao realized that he could not wait for Mina to take the initiative, as that would only humiliate the girl's self-esteem.
So he took the initiative to kiss and took possession.
"I'm sincere, Mina, I will love you for the rest of my life, and you'll give you everything."
"Go... the back seat." Mina whispered softly.
Gu Ao was shocked: "The back seat? Otherwise... go home, it's only a few minutes."
Mina: "What do you think? I just want to be held by you. Let me talk about my thoughts first. I don't want to wait anymore, I'm too soft to walk."
Gu Ao had no choice but to open the rear door and hugged Mina to the rear seat.
At the beginning, Mina just asked for a kiss while pulling open the strap of her dress, pressing Gu Ao on her body, and then unconsciously confides.
But soon everything was out of control.
"Mina, don't do this. It's too narrow and not clean. There is no towel and hot water yet." Gu Ao dissuaded with mercy.
However, Mina quickly proved that narrowness was not a problem with her actions. (I like the two authorized chapters, which can only be written in 150 words and 300 words in each chapter)
Chapter completed!