Chu Ge felt that he was also introduced by the colonel to a chaotic world where good and evil were difficult to distinguish.

The three views shaped by the "Earth Invincible" game and the heroes have become dim and ambiguous, and the boundaries between light and darkness are gradually blurring.

"I know I have 'Post-War Trauma Syndrome' and no one can erase my spiritual guilt and pain. I can only force myself to forget the meaning of justice and evil. I told myself that war does not matter whether it is good or evil, and even the concept of 'justice and evil' does not exist in the first place. War itself is sacred and worth our struggle for the rest of our lives."

The colonel said, "I want to numb myself with killing again and again. Perhaps I want a hot bullet to lift my skull. I learn to use the height of bullets to forget those smiling faces and childhood memories. I told myself that if the undead really feel wronged, let them possess the enemy's bullets and daggers and end all this.

"Every time, surviving every arduous battle, my guilt is slightly relieved, and I will feel that I was not wrong at the beginning - otherwise those unjust souls should come to me for life.

"But soon, such self-deception will fail, and my heart is full of guilt.

"Until that 'Golden Pill Battle', when my brothers and I rushed into the field of the spiritual magnetic storm without hesitation, we thought that retribution had finally come and we would finally usher in eternal peace.

"I didn't expect that the wronged souls played a huge joke with me. Even death could not eliminate their hatred. They insisted that I live in the most unbearable way and torture my atrocities with long years.

"This is a punishment that I cannot accept. If I have to die, I would rather die in the world of cultivation and die on the road to building the "Shura Kingdom", in a more vigorous and neat way.

"So, I worked with the Tianren Organization and did all this - those who don't know may be surprised that I was so crazy, but they didn't know that as early as a mountain village in another world more than ten years ago, I had already broken through all the bottom line of human nature. No matter how much sin I committed today, it would not be even worse than that at that time. If that's the case, do I have anything to care about?

“Of course, I failed.

"You are right, little guy, I am such a waste who deceives myself, hides my ears and steals the bell, and is not completely ruined. I deserve to be betrayed - since my brothers and I have trampled on the bottom line of human nature with me in the other countryside, today, isn't it normal for them to have a few traitors?

"My failure did not stem from this action, nor was it the 'Golden Pill Battle' last year, but the sins of the other mountain villages were so great that I was destined to be doomed from that moment on and there was no cure to save me. Haha, hehe, hahahahaha!"

The colonel laughed.

It sounds worse than crying.

The black liquid that winds down from the fingers is not known as tears or blood.

"It would be great if I could be more thorough, like 'Blood Eagle' Wilson."

The colonel murmured, "He is different from me, and he is completely untouched by the 'post-war trauma syndrome'. Shortly after that operation, his 'Two-headed Eagle Mercenary Group' was adapted into the core special forces of the Earth Army. He also rose from the colonel of the Earth Army to the general. To this day, the 'Two-headed Eagle Legion' has become the main mobile force of the Earth Army.

"Unlike the regional defense forces like General Govosky in the Arctic War Zone, mobile forces are the essence of the Earth Army. They are waiting for the expeditionary forces that are ready to march into another world at any time, enjoy the best treatment, have the most advanced equipment, and the "Blood Eagle" Wilson has real power. He can speak in the Supreme Council and the General Staff. He is a real general!

"The most important point is that General Govosky and Director Belkin's behavior is a crime in theory, and there is still a 1% chance of overthrowing them. Everything that the "Blood Eagle" Wilson did is completely in line with the laws of the earth. In order to defend the interests of the earth, he is a "war hero" and there is no possibility of defeating him.

"'Blood Eagle' Wilson didn't know the entanglement in my heart, and he still appreciated me quite well. He invited me to join the Earth Army repeatedly, and the whole team was incorporated into the 'Two-Headed Eagle Legion' and played under his command.

"But when I see his face, I will think of everything in the past, and I feel that I live in a lie that is difficult to distinguish between good and evil, so I don't want to join the Earth Army. I just want to leave all this and go the farther the better. If I have to fight, I would rather devote myself to the purest, cleanest, without any interests and selfish desires, and in the most sacred war, I will fight against the real strong people in the cultivation world and the illusion and demon world, and eventually fall on such an open battlefield, rather than slaughtering the unarmed old, weak, women and children in the name of "defending the earth"!"

The colonel coughed violently.

The wound that had dried up in blood was torn apart again. This time, all that flowed out was a strong sadness, anger and despair.

"I failed. We will eventually fail with a trick like this."

The colonel murmured, "When a bad guy like me who is not thorough enough is slowly rotting in the dark, a man like Wilson, who is wearing straight military uniforms, waving burning battle flags, and shouting the slogan of "For the Earth", drives you ignorant young people like you to enter the battlefield like marching ants. When you become cannon fodder, sacrifice your precious lives, or become unrecognizable deformed monsters and return to your devastated hometown, his pocket will be filled with the benefits delivered by the large enterprises, and there will be shining medals on your chest.

"It's always like this, history is always like this, we always lose, they always win, you and I are all tricks, and will eventually be forgotten, but the "Blood Eagle" Wilson will laugh to the end as the "Hero of Earth" and be famous in history.

"I want to win once, I want to completely control my destiny, even if it's only once, I want to kick a guy like General Govosky, Director Belkin, and the Blood Eagle Wilson in the face, I want to..."

The colonel's voice became weaker and weaker.

"Col. Don't die!"

Chu Ge was anxious and saw that the colonel was not disguised, so he rushed over, "Why should I tell me this?"

"Because, I hate you." said the colonel.

"Hey?" Chu Ge was stunned. What's this dialogue?

"You jumped out for no reason and ruined all this. Shouldn't I hate you?"

The colonel said, "Do you know what I hate the most? It's not what you do, but the stupid look on your face who thinks it's just but actually foolish. I hate you, so I tell you everything, break your fantasy, and hope you are immersed in the same entanglement, struggle, and pain as me. This is the only revenge I can do."

"Okay, your revenge is very successful. I am indeed quite struggling now." Chu Ge said.

"Tell me, little guy, what would you do if you were me in a mountain village in another world?"

The colonel stared at Chu Ge, "Will you wash the mountain village blood?"

"It should be...no?"

Chu Ge thought about it and hesitated, "If the other party is a cultivator with a green face and fangs and a skull around his neck, I should be able to make up my mind, but if it is an unarmed woman, a cute little girl who smiles, or even a pregnant woman who is pregnant with Liujia, I probably can't do it. After all, this is still a world that looks at the face."

"Then you may kill everyone."

The colonel said, "You will become a traitor to the earth and a public enemy of all mankind."

“…It seems to be, I don’t know.”

Chu Ge sighed and scratched his head and said, "Now, it's vernacular, nothing is interesting to say. I can only say that if there really is one day when I have to face such a cruel choice, I will definitely remember your lesson today. In any case, I still want to be a good person and do good things. I don't want to become your appearance as if you are not human or ghost--the deep in human nature should always be something higher than the stars, right?"

The colonel was silent for a long time, his trembling became more and more intense, and his voice became extremely hoarse.

"If I had thought, like you today, and dared to give up everything to stop the 'Blood Eagle' Wilson, maybe everything would be different. Even if the Fierce Wind Commando no longer exists, at least my brothers would survive."

The colonel wailed, "It's a pity that it's too late, everything is too late!"

"It's not too late, as long as you want, it's not too late."

Chu Ge hurriedly said, "If you have conclusive evidence of crimes between General Govosky and Director Belkin, you can show them a testimony. If you think the crime of slaughtering the mountain villages was so great, you can also make it public, issue your confession, and let all the people on earth discuss this matter together - I think the current situation is not yet described in "The Unparalleled Earth". The scientific and technological civilization, the civilization of immortal cultivation and the magic civilization must die. If there is hope for peace, why can't we fight? No matter whether it succeeds or fails, it is at least worth trying. Even if a full-scale war is inevitable, at least all the citizens of the earth must understand why we fight, right?"

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I saw a friend discussing the issue of the automatic rifle's firing rate, and I thought it was too slow for 102 per minute.

Let me explain that the theoretical firing rate of automatic rifles in the early 21st century could reach more than five or six hundred, but considering the capacity of the magazine and drum, the actual firing rate is 20% to 30% of the theoretical firing rate.

On the other hand, the targets of automatic rifles in the early 21st century were often enemy soldiers who also held automatic rifles, and needed a certain amount of firepower to suppress them.

In a battlefield environment like "going deep behind enemy lines and facing cultivators holding swords", improving accuracy and saving ammunition is probably the first priority. The need for firepower suppression can be placed in the back row.

Of course, the 22nd century technology can definitely achieve a theoretical speed of firing of 700 or even higher, but it is very important to reimburse more than 20 magazines in one minute, and the target is likely to escape with a "ladder".
Chapter completed!