Chapter forty-eight
At that meal, the little carpenter didn't know how much wine he drank. Later, he didn't even remember what he said to Qu Menghu. He only remembered that he poured beans on the bamboo tube and said a lot of things while holding Qu Menghu, and many of them were all things...
He has never lost his composure in his life. In addition to the reason why he feels that Qu Menghu is absolutely trustworthy, there is another reason.
That is his heart, which has reached its limit.
If he doesn't ask someone to tell him about it, he's just afraid he's going crazy...
There are many things he can't tell others.
For example, my master...
For example, my own girl...
For example, the past...
For example... Gu Baiguo...
Speaking of the latter, when there was nothing to say, the little carpenter grabbed Qu Menghu and drank wildly. The formation king who claimed that he was in his territory was absolutely no one who could defeat him, but he grabbed the little carpenter's neck and poured wine into his throat, and was so scared that he called me...
This scene made Joanna and others who were delivering wine wanted to rush up and beat people, but Qu Menghu drove them away with a gesture.
Others don’t understand why the little carpenter drank like this dead dog, but Qu Menghu understands.
Not only because they are brothers, but also because they all have an unbearable memory and past...
No one is born a strong man.
Everyone is fucking hard to survive in suffering.
He Qu Menghu survived, and the little carpenter only after crossing this hurdle and seeing through many things in this world can he truly get out of his spiritual cage and eventually escape from the predicament...
The little carpenter is rare to be crazy. He sings when he drinks too much and sings whatever he thinks. For example, when he is a child, he sees a few operas and tunes on the stage of a countryside, and like the shouting of a mountain song in the Miaojiang Dong Village - especially the shouting of a mountain song. This thing is a duet of love songs between men and women on March 3 and June 6 in the southwest ethnic minority areas. The rhythm is beautiful and graceful, while the lyrics are simple and straightforward, most of them are catchy, and there is a spirit of going straight to the next three routes. It is very simple folk customs, which makes Qu Menghu laugh...
Gan Shisan is ten times more cute than when she was awake...
This is the self he wants to be the most in his heart, right?
Unfortunately, he was only able to show his true feelings in front of a close friend like Qu Menghu.
The two of them had no idea how much wine they had. In the end, the little carpenter stopped arguing, no longer making noise, and no longer singing. He sat on the chair, staring at the darkness behind Qu Menghu with his eyes blankly.
His eyes were straight and he didn't go crazy, just staring at it.
Qu Menghu was also a little excited at this moment. He was so uncomfortable that he was stared at by the little carpenter. He stood up suddenly, walked to the little carpenter, held his shoulders, and stood up, and then asked, "Thirteen, let's talk about it, which one is the most boring thing for you?"
At this moment, the little carpenter's consciousness has entered a state of almost "etheless". Many thoughts pass by, but follow their instinct and say: "What is the meaning of life?"
Qu Menghu laughed and said, "I don't know the fuck."
The little carpenter asked again: "How can I be as casual as you?"
Qu Menghu said, "I am free and easy? I just love to show off. Have you ever been free and easy? The way you see me is just what you see in your eyes. How can you know how much trouble I have suffered behind my back?"
Although Qu Menghu was born in a family since childhood, he was slaughtered by others when he was young. Later, he was wandered to Southeast Asia and served as a servant. I don’t know how much suffering he suffered.
But even so, he could grow towards the sun, against the wind, and become Qu Menghu at this moment.
What he relies on is not only the little foundation he was when he was a child and his always intelligent mind, but more of the hard work that no one knows about.
In order to learn multiple languages and be able to do errands under the priest, he practiced day and night, saying that he was bald and said he was shameless to communicate with the drunkards, soldiers and dancers. I don’t know how many times he was given a look and beaten...
In order to learn his skills, he squeezed his rest time as much as possible. In the years under the priest, he had not slept well...
In order to specialize in the magic array, he didn't sleep for several days and nights, which is common...
Others say he is a genius, but he is Qu Menghu knows that he has only paid ten times or a hundred times hard work than others...
However, few people know about all this.
The ultimate hard work and hard work have brought about his arrogance and arrogance today, which made him look down on and look down on anyone in this world.
The little carpenter grabbed him and asked again: "A monk told me that when facing helpless difficulties, I should be calm, light and unobstructed, be able to do everything, be well-informed, pick up everything at will, and be able to be free at the moment... But I have tried countless times, and finally I am bound by myself and it is difficult to transcend - Lao Ba, why did I teach me?"
When Qu Menghu heard this, he laughed while burping, saying, "Those stinky monks always love to play the game, and they complicated the simplest words. As I said, if you want to be selfless, you have to be selfish first, you have to be selfish first, only by having it can you understand loss, learn to let go, learn to be free and easy, and learn to be at ease... When you let go of everything, including yourself, maybe at the end of the road, you can find a way out..."
Hearing this, the little carpenter Chaos's head suddenly blew up and suddenly shook.
Immediately afterwards, his eyes were in chaos, but his face showed ecstasy, and he laughed wildly: "If you want to have no self, you have self first; if you want to be selfless, you have self first; if you have lost it after possession, you have free and easy things after letting go... Let go of everything, including yourself..."
He jumped up like a child.
He jumped and shouted loudly: "I understand, I understand..."
Seeing the little carpenter like a child, Qu Menghu felt it was indifferent at first, but later, he gradually felt something was wrong.
Then he woke up and woke up from the wine in fear.
Damn...
Gan Shisan's aura began to become stronger and stronger, just like the active volcano that was about to erupt. It seemed that there was some terrible power in his body, and it was about to explode at any time.
The moment Qu Menghu saw it, he subconsciously wanted to go over and gave the brother a hand knife on the back of his neck, which made him faint.
Because only this is the safest way...
However, he squinted his eyes and looked at it again, but gave up on this method.
Because he could feel that the little carpenter had entered an enlightenment because of his lies after drinking.
But the question is, what did he just say?
Not only the little carpenter, but he was also a little drunk and excited.
Everyone knows that once a person drinks high, he will say something. Although he has a little impression, his impression is limited.
So Qu Menghu, who was so scared that he woke up from the alcohol, was a little confused.
Seeing the energy accumulated on the little carpenter's body getting heavier and heavier, just like the active volcano that was about to erupt, Qu Menghu knew that it was too late to knock the other person out at this time.
So, send him outside?
No, no, if this guy leaves the magic circle and explodes directly outside, such a power fluctuation will definitely be able to be sensed by all practitioners in Shanghai. And he will definitely come here tomorrow. How could he, Qu Menghu, make a fortune in silence?
And if you release the little carpenter, the risk is uncontrollable?
But even the power of the Mobius Star Formation may not be able to hold him up.
unless……
Qu Menghu subconsciously turned his gaze to the wheel of destiny in the air.
That old guy originally planned to stay as a bargaining chip, after all, he was not easy to practice, and he could tell at a glance that he was an important figure in the Tarot Society.
However, the situation is urgent now, and he has no choice.
Thinking of this, Qu Menghu couldn't help but apologize to the white-robed wizard in the air and said, "Old man, it's not that I want to make things difficult for you, it's really that you are too unlucky, sorry..."
After saying that, he raised his hand and lifted the crazy little carpenter into the air, then strode his hands, flying like a butterfly...
A few seconds later, a terrifying sonic boom appeared in the air...
Under the extreme force, the tumultuous rush of light and heat, the little carpenter at the core stretched out his limbs, as if he had lost all consciousness.
At this moment, his eyes closed suddenly opened, and then a strange smile appeared on the corner of his mouth...
It feels so wonderful to understand the self.
It's like being in a fairyland...
*******
Two days later, in the evening, the sun sets westward, and Wang Fengtian of Beiping came outside the main building of the manor. He carefully looked at the building under the sunset. He always felt that this thing was as if it was alive, which made him feel scared and dared not approach it.
However, he came here with the mission, so he had to bite the bullet and go forward, knock on the door, and then bowed and shouted: "I'm Wang Fengtian, please invite the master to show up."
He cried several times, but there was no response inside, just like two days ago.
Wang Fengtian shook his head and sighed.
He subconsciously turned around and was about to leave, and at this time a tired-looking round-faced boy appeared at the door.
The man asked impatiently, "Who are you looking for?"
Hearing this, Wang Fengtian immediately came to his senses, looked at the other party, and said carefully: "May I ask, Mr. Gan Mogan, is he here?"
The man's tone was a little better, but his face was still ugly: "Here, but he is lying down and can't get up. What's the matter?"
Chapter completed!