I don’t know if this is love, but I just can’t stop missing you and being close to you.

Sometimes I wonder why I divorced my ex-husband. Is it really because he has a mistress?

Actually no, because I never loved him in the first place, so even if he had a mistress, I actually didn't have much atmosphere or feelings.

In fact, I have known about his mistress for a long time, but before, I always turned a blind eye and never cared about him.

If it wasn't for my attitude, how could he have a mistress?

It was my deliberate connivance, or in other words, I didn't care about him at all, that made him have someone else outside.

In fact, we have not cared about each other for a long time. The original marriage was also because of our parents. I actually hate him, and even the children I had with him are a bit disgusting, so I never take care of the children.

Our two families are just a combination of well-matched interests. Neither he nor I can refuse our parents' wishes, and we have to rely on our parents' strength, so we got married. But neither I nor he actually despise each other.

Therefore, the reason why I suddenly ran over to make trouble with him before was that I actually did it on purpose. I wanted to put the matter on the table and then take the opportunity to get rid of him.

The purpose of my doing this is just to get back to being single, so that I can be with you better and so that you don't have any knots in your heart.

Also, I, I thought that as long as I got divorced, I could marry you, but, I also know that you don't seem to have that intention.

I know I'm overthinking it. A woman like me is actually not worthy of you.

Although your family background is not as good as mine, your talents and abilities are far above mine.

Even if you don't have my help, you can still create a world by yourself.

Compared with you, my ex-husband surnamed Chen is simply a loser. He can do nothing but rely on his parents!"

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen took a deep breath, wiped her tears again, and then sobbed. Then she gently let go of Cao Zhiqiang, raised her head, looked at his face at close range, and said dreamily:

"Zhiqiang, I've thought about it. Although I really want to marry you and become your wife, if you don't want to, I won't force you.

I also thought about whether I should just leave you so that I wouldn't have to worry about you all the time.

But later I discovered that even though my reason told me that I should leave you and end this bad relationship, my feelings did not allow me to do so.

Without you by my side, I can't eat well, sleep well, and feel depressed all over.

That's why I asked a group of sisters to come and play with me. I wanted to use this method to relieve the uncomfortable feeling of missing you.

I'm like that person whose addiction is so severe that it is hopeless.

You are my life-saving medicine. Without you, I simply cannot survive.

For you, I don’t want fame or fortune, I don’t want family or shame, I don’t want anything, as long as I have you!

In short, I am serious, as long as you don't leave me, I will accept it no matter what you do!

After all, compared with the pain of losing you, not being able to marry you or having other women seems to be nothing."

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen smiled self-deprecatingly, lowered her head and said, "When I say this, do you think it's fake? Do you think I'm cheap?"

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Sister..."

"Stop talking." Hao Shuwen suddenly raised her head and covered Cao Zhiqiang's mouth with her hand, "Don't make me feel embarrassed anymore. Just let me, let me continue to be by your side and be your good sister and good mistress.

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Chapter completed!