Xia Wanyu looked at the serious expression on my face and sighed again. She sat next to me and stretched out her hands to hold my hands. She murmured: "Zhang Cheng, do you think that in your eyes, others

Aren't all the things important anymore? Including me...and Xiaoyu?"

Hearing Xia Wanyu's words, I was stunned again, and then quickly replied: "How is that possible? You and Xiaoyu are the most important people in my life, how can I feel unimportant?"

"This is what you just said. Only those problems are the driving force for your survival." Xia Wanyu said quietly.

"Wanyu, don't worry about this." I said again.

"If there weren't these problems, I might just give up everything I'm doing and take you, my children, and my cousin to live in Fenghuang Village. In fact, I've long been tired of those power struggles. I can persist until

Now, it’s just because there are still many problems that I want to figure out, and it’s impossible for me to figure them out without the support of absolute strength. I don’t mean what you think, do you understand?”

Seeing me like this, Xia Wanyu burst out laughing, as beautiful as a hundred flowers blooming in an instant.

"Actually, I just wanted to divert your attention." Xia Wanyu said.

"By the way, let's take a look at my position in your heart. But judging from your nervous performance just now, I am still very satisfied."

Hearing Xia Wanyu's words, I breathed a sigh of relief.

I'm really worried that Xia Wanyu will remember what I just said.

"It's good that you don't think too much." I patted Xia Wanyu's little hand and said.

"I'm worried that you are overthinking," Xia Wanyu said.

"I know those issues are something you need to be clear about, but no matter what, don't fall into trouble because of these issues. Do you understand? If such a thing really happens, then there are too many people you are sorry for.

First of all, Aunt Tang definitely doesn't want to see you become like this because of her problems."

Hearing Xia Wanyu's consolation, I felt warm in my heart.

I nodded seriously to Xia Wanyu and said: "I understand. Although I know it is difficult to get answers to these questions, and I may not have the chance to know the answers to these questions in the future, I will not because of anything.

As for giving up on yourself, when have you ever seen yourself giving up on yourself?"

"How are you these days?" Xia Wanyu glanced at me and said.

"Because of Jiang Qingqing's incident, you have almost never thought about food or tea today. Isn't this self-destruction?"

There was blame in Xia Wanyu's tone, but the blame was not very strong. It was obvious that Xia Wanyu deliberately told herself not to show it, otherwise it would be bad for me if she irritated me.

I smiled bitterly and said to Xia Wanyu again: "Wanyu, you also know what kind of situation I will be in after what I have done. I have also thought about not thinking about it, but I

I can't do it. If I can do it, then I'm really not a human being. And I'm not giving up on myself, right? I just... just feel a little guilty about Jiang Qingqing."

"This is more than just a little bit." Xia Wanyu glanced at me.

"You feel very guilty about Jiang Qingqing in your heart. I'm afraid you won't be able to escape from this shadow in your life."

I smiled bitterly again. In fact, I understood this very well. What Xia Wanyu said could happen.

Maybe I really can't let go of the self-blame and guilt this incident has brought to me in this lifetime, but if I can really let go, then I must have lost my humanity, right?

I have done such a thing, and I can still let go and completely forget about it. This is simply not something that humans can do.

"No matter what, after I hand that thing over to Jiang Qingqing, I will feel better more or less." I said to Xia Wanyu again.

"Have you really decided?" Xia Wanyu asked.

"Decided." I nodded.

"Anyway, there's no use for me to bring it. It's not unacceptable to hand it over to Jiang Qingqing."

"Didn't I tell you a way to get the best of both worlds? You can try to use it." Xia Wanyu thought about it and said to me again.

"I don't know how to use it." I slowly shook my head at Xia Wanyu, with an apology in my eyes.

"If I do this, it will be no different from playing tricks on me. It is impossible for me to play tricks on Jiang Qingqing now. This is not the result I want."

"Okay." Xia Wanyu also smiled at me.

"How you decide is your business. As long as you can think about it in your heart, it is naturally the best. Jiang Qingqing's heart has changed a lot towards you now. It can be said that the Jiang Qingqing now is no longer the Jiang Qingqing before.

Qingqing, if you want to face Jiang Qingqing, you must be careful, otherwise... any result will probably happen."

I know what Xia Wanyu wants to say. Xia Wanyu just wants to say that Jiang Qingqing is very dangerous to me now. After all, I have hurt Jiang Qingqing. There is no guarantee when Jiang Qingqing will hurt me.

I smiled at Xia Wanyu again and said, "Don't worry Wanyu, I have my own sense of discretion regarding this matter, and I won't make fun of it."

In fact, I didn't tell Xia Wanyu that I even had the idea of ​​dying in front of Jiang Qingqing to atone for my sins. If Xia Wanyu knew about my thoughts, Xia Wanyu would definitely be very disappointed in me, right?

"Do you want to study this thing again?" Xia Wanyu asked, looking at the pen and paper in front of me.

"No." I shook my head.

"I can't find anything out. Let's study it later."

"Okay, then go to bed quickly, it's already getting very late." Xia Wanyu said to me.

Seeing me nodding, Xia Wanyu said hello to me again, then turned around and left my room.

"Wanyu." I suddenly called Xia Wanyu.

Xia Wanyu also stopped, turned her head and looked at me doubtfully and asked, "What's wrong? Is there anything else?"

"Um...can you just stay here?" I thought for a while and looked at Xia Wanyu rather embarrassedly and asked.

Right here?

Xia Wanyu didn't understand what I meant, so she asked again: "What do you mean?"

"Just...can you sleep in my room tonight?" I said again.
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