"Cousin?" My cousin stretched out her hand and waved it in front of me.

Only then did I react, smiled at my cousin and said, "It's okay, I'll be fine."

Naturally, my cousin wouldn't believe what I said. I looked obviously full of worries now.

However, my cousin didn't say much. She just sighed in her heart and said to me again: "Take your time and don't blame yourself too much."

"I understand." I nodded.

"Then let's go back. Linlin, you will also go back with us to have a meal." My cousin walked up to Zhao Lin and took Zhao Lin's little hand affectionately.

Zhao Lin originally didn't want to go with me. She was almost confused by my behavior. Now Zhao Lin can't hide the blame for me in her heart. If we stay together again, there is no guarantee that we can still be together.

Get into a fight.

However, it was hard to resist her cousin's kindness, so Zhao Lin had no choice but to nod slowly.

I sighed slightly in my heart. My previous actions had hurt more than just Jiang Qingqing.

When we were about to leave, we suddenly heard footsteps behind us.

I turned around and looked, and it turned out that Huang Shang, one of the three mountains of the Jiang family, was walking towards us.

Huang Shang came to us, raised his head and glanced at me, and I could feel the anger in Huang Sang's eyes.

"Is there something...?" I looked at Huang Shang and asked. Huang Shang was obviously coming after me. Could it be that he wanted to settle a score with me?

"Of course there is something." Huang Shang glanced at me and said.

"What happened?" I asked.

Huang Shang did not continue talking to me, but took out something like a notebook from his coat pocket and threw it to me.

I took it in my hand and looked at the notebook with the password in front of me. I always felt that this notebook looked familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere.

"The password is your birthday." Huang Shang replied.

My birthday?

I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized where I had seen this notebook with a password.

Isn't this Jiang Qingqing's diary? I saw this thing several times when I was in Kunnan No. 2 Middle School. Jiang Qingqing likes to record various diaries in it.

Why did Huang Shang throw Jiang Qingqing's diary to me?

And...why is Jiang Qingqing's diary password my birthday?

"This..." I wanted to ask Huang Shang what he meant by giving me this thing.

"You don't need to ask any more questions." Huang Shang seemed to be in no mood to explain too much to me.

"You will understand when you go back and take a look. You will understand what kind of wrong thing you have done. Zhang Cheng, in fact, I was very optimistic about you before. Even though our positions have never been right, I also

I think you're a pretty good person. It's a pity that you hurt Qingqing, or Qingqing hurt herself, so she shouldn't have met you."

Huang Shang's tone of voice was full of blame and disappointment. It seems that my behavior really made Huang Shang very angry.

I sighed slightly in my heart, who would want to see such a result? Could it be that I wanted to cause this with my own hands?

Unfortunately, it is useless to say more now. What has happened has already happened. Jiang Qingqing will no longer forgive me. There is no point in saying more.

"Thank you, I will go back and take a closer look." I replied to Huang Shang.

Huang Shang glanced at me again, without saying anything, turned around and walked towards the Jiang Family Club.

I looked blankly at the notebook in my hand, what on earth was Jiang Qingqing going to tell me?

Is this what Jiang Qingqing asked Huang Shang to give to me, or did Huang Shang give it to me on her own initiative?

What is their purpose? What is the content inside?

For a while, my mind was once again entangled with various questions, and I felt like my head was about to explode.

"Cousin." My cousin also noticed that something was wrong with me.

Hearing my cousin's voice, I gradually woke up from my confusion and turned around to look at my cousin blankly.

"Go back and read it again, or... you can choose not to read it," my cousin said to me.

I was stunned when I heard what my cousin said, and then I asked my cousin: "Sister, you... do you know what is in this diary?"

"I can roughly guess a little bit," my cousin replied.

"Then...can I watch?"

"It depends on yourself." said the cousin.

"Actually, you can really choose not to read it. There are some things that you just need to understand by yourself."

Are there some things that you just need to understand?

I was stunned again, and I somewhat understood what my cousin meant.

I turned my head again and looked at the diary in my hand. At this time, I didn't even know what to choose.

I really wanted to see what kind of content Jiang Qingqing recorded in it, but my cousin's words made me realize something, which actually made me a little scared.

Can I face the content here? If I can't face it, what kind of situation will I be in?

"Cousin, don't think too much about things." My cousin said again.

"If you really want to see it, just open it and take a look. This is just for you to see, isn't it?"

"But..." I wanted to say something more, but in the end I just swallowed my saliva and couldn't say anything.

"Forget it, let's go back and make a decision." I waved my hand and said.

My cousin nodded slightly, and then a group of us got into the car again and drove slowly towards Tomson Yipin.

Along the way, I stared at the cover of the notebook in a daze. I was sure it was Jiang Qingqing’s diary. I remember when I was in No. 2 Middle School, I wanted to see what Jiang Qingqing recorded in this diary more than once.

Got something.

Now that I finally have a chance to take a look, I feel an inexplicable panic in my heart.

Why do you have such emotions?

This is not something I can judge, just like this diary can tell me some things that make me heartbroken.

Even after I got home, I still stared at this notebook all day long without even eating.

I don’t even know what I’m thinking about. I feel like I’ve thought about everything, but I feel like I’m not thinking about anything at all.

Should I open it and take a look?

This question has always appeared in my mind and has been lingering.

Just when I thought everyone was basically sleeping, my door was suddenly opened, and it was Zhao Lin who walked in.

"Are you still hesitating?" Zhao Lin walked to me and sat down, looking at the notebook in front of me and asked.

I nodded slightly, but did not deny the matter.
Chapter completed!