Chapter 3768: Slag becomes self-mutilation!
Jiang Qingqing turned around and looked at me. There was still no change in her expression. When she looked at me, she was like looking at something very ordinary.
I gradually got used to Jiang Qingqing's look without any emotion.
Since I entered the room, I have met Jiang Qingqing again, and Jiang Qingqing has never seen me with other eyes.
"No need, there is no need for that." Jiang Qingqing replied.
"I know what I do hurt you very much, but... it's useless to say so much now. Things have happened. I have been living in guilt these days." I spoke again, with a moment of pain, but it was quickly covered up by me.
"I really want to come to see you, I really want to see what's going on with you, and whether there are any serious problems. But I don't dare to come to see you, I'm afraid to see you now, because I'm afraid you will hate me."
"Shouldn't I hate you?" Jiang Qingqing looked at me and asked. Even when she said such a sentence, Jiang Qingqing still had no emotional fluctuations.
I felt a lot of pain in my heart, and I could clearly feel the change in Jiang Qingqing's attitude towards me.
Even before, I and Jiang Qingqing and Jiang Qingqing had never been so calm when facing me.
In Jiang Qingqing's eyes, I am no different from others, or I am no different from other things, even a piece of paper or a cup.
Jiang Qingqing's performance made me feel more uncomfortable than she hated me.
Now I even hope that Jiang Qingqing can get excited. Jiang Qingqing will have enough hatred for me, so that at least it will make Jiang Qingqing remember me, right?
But Jiang Qingqing is not like this now. She has begun to ignore me from the bottom of her heart. Is this the revenge of Jiang Qingqing on me?
If so, then this trick is really useful.
"I know you will hate me. In that case, I am so cruel to you, I know I should be hated." I replied, my tone filled with annoyance.
But thinking about the situation at that time, I really seem to have no choice, right?
"No, you don't understand at all." Jiang Qingqing said again.
"I know that at that time you had no choice but to attack me, after all, your daughter is more important."
My mouth opened slightly, trying to explain something, but I couldn't say anything.
Can I deny this fact? In fact, it was indeed me who hurt Jiang Qingqing for my daughter. This is not something I can explain. This has happened. No matter how I explain it, I can't change anything.
Jiang Qingqing didn't look at me anymore and continued, "I admit that I have hated you so much now, but I don't hate you because you attacked me. Maybe such a thing happened earlier. Even if you stabbed me in the stomach, I might forgive you. Unfortunately... why did you choose to be at that time?"
Jiang Qingqing turned her head again, looking at me without blinking, and there was still no expression on her face, but I finally felt a slight fluctuation from Jiang Qingqing's tone and eyes.
Why at that time?
I was stunned for a moment, not understanding what Jiang Qingqing actually meant.
"I...I have no choice, either." I explained.
"As soon as I walked out of the airport, I heard such a message. You happened to call me again. I was so anxious that I could only find a way out of you. I'm sorry."
Looking at my painful look, Jiang Qingqing's expression was extremely indifferent.
"You don't understand what I'm talking about at all." Jiang Qingqing turned her head.
At an angle I didn't see, Jiang Qingqing secretly wiped the tears that were overflowing from the corners of her eyes.
I became increasingly confused about what Jiang Qingqing was talking about. Can this matter be divided into a time period?
What exactly does Jiang Qingqing mean?
Looking at Jiang Qingqing's figure with her back facing me, she revealed a little sadness, and my heart ached again.
"Zhang Cheng, you'd better leave. There's nothing you do here, and you will never know what you did." Jiang Qingqing said to me without looking back, her voice again with a slight hoarseness.
"Actually, this is good. This is the best result for you, me, or children... and we are. Don't come again in the future, I will not see you again."
When I heard that Jiang Qingqing had started to issue the order to expel guests, I felt sad again and insisted: "I won't leave. My purpose today is to ask for your forgiveness."
"I have forgiven you."
"No, you didn't forgive me." I retorted.
"Jiang Qingqing, I can understand you very much, really! You haven't forgiven me now. You have hated me to the core, and I can see that."
"What else do you want to say?" Jiang Qingqing said again.
"Since you understand this truth, I think you can understand better. It's useless to stay here anymore. It's better to leave directly, what do you think?"
"But I want you to forgive me very much." I said.
"Even if nothing can happen between us, I hope you can forgive me."
"No, this is impossible." Jiang Qingqing's emotions seemed to gradually begin to get excited.
"Zhang Cheng, do you understand? I can't forgive you again since the last time you decided to stab the knife into my stomach."
"You can stab me." I suddenly shook the butterfly knife into the palm of my hand.
Jiang Qingqing looked at my movements and looked at me without any fear, just as Jiang Qingqing knew that I would not attack her at this time.
I handed the butterfly knife to Jiang Qingqing and said to Jiang Qingqing again: "If this can relieve even a little anger, you can do it. You can do it anywhere on me. Even if you take my life, I won't say much."
Jiang Qingqing looked at the butterfly knife in my hand and didn't speak, and didn't know if she was unwilling to speak or was thinking about whether she wanted to do this.
After waiting for a long time, Jiang Qingqing still didn't say anything. I took a deep breath again and said to Jiang Qingqing: "I know you can't do it now, so let me do it myself."
When he heard me say this, Jiang Qingqing still had no expression on her face, and she didn't even look at me, and kept her eyes on my butterfly knife.
I turned the tip of the knife and stabbed straight into my abdomen without hesitation.
Maybe doing this will really make Jiang Qingqing feel a little better, right? That's worth it! (To be continued)
Chapter completed!