"Sister, I understand all this, but I can't overcome the problems before me." I said to my cousin with a wry smile.

Not to mention anything else, could it be possible for me to overcome it so easily just because of my emotional attachment?

My cousin said that when I meet people and things that I care about, I cannot look at the problem objectively, and I understand this very well.

Am I going to overcome it and become a cold-blooded person?

It seems that I am destined to become a waste? Maybe this is my destiny?

I was not a person suitable to hang out in this kind of circle, so circumstances forced me to come to the Magic City, and then I never returned.

Before coming to Shanghai, I was just a high school student, nothing more.

After hearing my words, my cousin sighed slightly.

I couldn't help but be stunned. Could it be that even my cousin couldn't do anything about it?

"Cousin, everything else about you is actually fine. If you can't overcome it, as time goes by, you will slowly understand and grow. But... what I have been worried about finally happened to you today." Cousin looked at it.

He looked at me and said.

What has my cousin been worried about?

What is my cousin worried about? Is there anything else that my cousin needs to worry about?

"Sister, what are you worried about?" I asked my question.

My cousin glanced at me and then said, "The state you were in just now is what I have been worried about."

What was the state just now?

Is this when I lost my mind and almost tortured Yin Qi to death?

It seems to be the case. Just now I felt terrible even to myself. How did this come about?

Seeing that I didn't speak, my cousin said again: "Cousin, do you know why I have been by your side since my aunt died?"

I was stunned. I had never thought about this issue carefully before.

After thinking for a while, I replied: "Cousin, is it because... you are afraid that I will be too sad?"

The cousin nodded slightly and said, "There is this reason, but it is not all."

After my mother died, my cousin immediately appeared by my side.

At that time, I was immersed in the sadness after my mother's death, and I didn't think carefully about why my cousin appeared beside me so coincidentally.

Later, with my cousin's company, I finally ended my muddled life and gradually came out of the shadows. However, I didn't think much about this problem, but I was always grateful to my cousin.

Now it seems that my cousin staying with me should not only accompany me to help me come out of the shadows, but also have other purposes.

"Sister, what other reasons are there?" I asked.

My cousin looked into my eyes and said again: "My aunt passed away so suddenly back then. I didn't expect that anyone would take action against my aunt at that time. I was still in the capital at that time, and after learning about my aunt's death

, my first reaction was that you would become a different person because of this. I didn't want to see such a thing happen, so I put aside all the expectations of the Yan family in Beijing and came directly to you."

When I heard what my cousin said, I was completely moved.

My cousin wasted her entire youth just to be with me, and she has never left her until now.

Eight years ago, my cousin first showed her talents, and it was also the time when she officially took over all affairs of the Yan family.

A cousin was born in the Yan family. I’m afraid this was something that made the Yan family feel proud when the cousin was born, right?

You must know that my cousin's IQ has reached a terrifying figure since she was a child. After all these years, the Yan family has finally waited until the cousin can take over the affairs of the Yan family. It is conceivable that under the leadership of the cousin, the Yan family will definitely reach a new level.

The height is so high that maybe you can reach the top from now on.

But at this time, my cousin resolutely gave up everything, gave up her chance to surpass Gongsun Lanlan and become the most legendary woman in China. She just wanted to be by my side and not let me become another person.

My cousin almost gave up the whole world for me.

My cousin's waiting is very dull, but it is the most important factor in my heart. Without it, I'm afraid I don't know what I would have become eight years ago.

I wanted to be moved and say thank you to my cousin, but as if she knew what I was thinking, my cousin smiled at me and signaled me not to speak yet.

As for my cousin, I continued to speak: "When I came to your side, cousin, I discovered that you had a very scary emotion in your heart at that time. This is what I have thought of before, and what worries me even more.

I didn’t expect that this thing would happen to you.”

When I heard these words from my cousin, I couldn't help but be stunned.

My cousin said before that the thing she was most worried about happened to me, which was my irrational and scary behavior before. Now my cousin said that she started to worry eight years ago. Could it be that... I just said

Is the state of affairs inseparable from that of eight years ago?

Before I opened my mouth, my cousin seemed to have heard the question in my heart, nodded to me and said: "Indeed, your violence had already planted the seeds in your heart eight years ago. The reason is

Because of my aunt's death, you naturally didn't notice it. I was the only one who discovered that this violent seed has been buried deep in my heart.

In your heart. Knowing this, I dare not leave you even more. I want to completely erase the emotion you have buried in my heart, so as not to cause a catastrophe in the future. But I am afraid to let you know.

A worse situation will arise, so I didn’t tell you the reason, but I’ve been watching by your side.”

It suddenly dawned on me that I had been wondering when, where and for what purpose the violence in my heart came from. I thought it was because of Song Sisi’s departure, but it turned out that this emotion had been in me since eight years ago.

In your heart?

What I didn't expect even more was that my cousin had been fighting this negative emotion in my heart for eight full years, and it seemed like my cousin hadn't won the battle yet?

My cousin glanced at me and continued: "When I first came to you, the emotion in your heart was very serious. Even every time I went to your room late at night, I could hear you talking cruelly in your sleep.

, but I don’t know what to do, I can only sit by the bed and accompany you.”

I remember this, even if my cousin doesn't talk about it, I still remember it fresh.

During the period when my cousin first came to my side, when I woke up from my dreams, I often saw my cousin sitting by the bed and looking at me. I didn't understand it before, but now I know, is this the reason?
Chapter completed!