What does Zhao Lin mean by this sentence?

I looked at her, and she looked at me, her eyes were very gentle, and she said softly: "Zhang Cheng, you have started a family and have your own children, and it's time for me... to pursue my ideals."

"Your ideal?"

"Well, you forgot, I like piano very much. Now there are three places at the Magic Conservatory of Music to study abroad as an exchange student at the Vienna Conservatory of Music for a period of time." Zhao Lin said.

"You're going to Europe?"

I looked surprised.

"Um!"

"Go to Vienna!" Zhao Lin nodded.

"How long will it take to go?"

When I heard the news, I didn't know why, but I felt uncomfortable. Although I had not contacted Zhao Lin before, I knew that she was in Shanghai, and that she was at the Shanghai Music Conservatory, and that she was in the same city as me.

, there is always a chance to meet.

However, Zhao Lin went to Europe, is there still a chance to meet?

"I don't know, it could be two or three years in the short term, or even longer in the long term!" Zhao Lin smiled, looked at me and said, "It's okay to go there, I also want to change my lifestyle."

"It's been so long!" My voice became a little bitter.

Maybe it was because she saw me like this, I saw Zhao Lin trembling slightly, and then she tried hard to squeeze out a smile from her pretty face: "Zhang Cheng, there will always be a lot of regrets in life. We had it easy in high school.

I've loved you, that's enough. I can't keep holding on to you. I remember you said something, it's time to let go. I'll go

Over in Europe, I will live my life well and pursue my ideals. The same goes for you. Over here in Shanghai, you will live your life well. I know what you are carrying. You should pay more attention to your safety.

, be careful. Just now, a group of us made an agreement by the riverside, and today, ten years later, we are still together."

"ten years?"

My heart trembled.

Looking at Zhao Lin's appearance, I knew that she had made up her mind to go to Europe, and also made up her mind to let go.

How long will she stay in Europe?

After you come back, will you come to me again?

Since she said she wanted to let go, I'm afraid she won't!

So, maybe the next time we meet will be today in ten years!

Thinking of this, my heart felt very uncomfortable. Although Zhao Lin and I had broken up, I didn't know why. Maybe she was my first love and we had loved each other, so I couldn't stand it when I knew she was leaving.

"Zhang Cheng, thank you for appearing in my life. I will always remember the beautiful memories between us." Zhao Lin said, gently stood up on her tiptoes and gave me a peck on the lips.

Then, she turned around and ran into the Magic City Conservatory of Music.

I kept running in without stopping!

And I stood there, watching her retreating back.

My heart felt like it was blocked by something. All I could think about was what Zhao Lin said just now. She was leaving...

I waited until Zhao Lin's figure completely disappeared into the darkness, then slowly turned around, looking like a soulless walking zombie.

Magic City Conservatory of Music, girls dormitory.

After Zhao Lin entered the dormitory, she threw herself on her bed. She hugged her pillow and kept crying until her pillow was soaked with tears.

"Sister, you are so good to me, I can't argue with you!"

I don’t know when I took a taxi, when I returned to where I parked my car, or how I drove home.

The shadow of Zhao Lin is all in my mind.

When I got home and saw that the two little guys were asleep, I lay down gently on the bed and closed my eyes. The scenes of us drinking together, going out together, fighting together, and escaping together emerged in my mind.

, the scene connection changed, and I thought back to my time in high school.

What can I do?

I can't do anything. I feel very sorry for Zhao Lin about what happened to Zhao Qin. Moreover, I have married Wu Wu, so I can't give Zhao Lin anything.

Now that she has let go, why can't I let go?

That night, I tossed and turned, and didn't fall asleep until almost dawn. However, less than an hour after I slept, I was woken up by the cry of a child.

Maybe it was because I had two dark circles under my eyes, so when my cousin got up and knew that I wasn't resting well, she told Yu Yun and Yu Hua to take the kids to the next floor to play and let me catch up on some sleep.

As soon as I lay down, I had many dreams in succession.

I dreamed that Zhao Lin was getting farther and farther away from me, and finally disappeared.

I slept until noon and then woke up. After I woke up, I washed up, had lunch, and returned to the study. I originally wanted to read quietly, but thinking about Zhao Lin's departure, I

I couldn't fall asleep. Finally, I called Zhou Xiaoxiao. Zhou Xiaoxiao and Zhao Lin are best friends, and she should know when Zhao Lin is going to Vienna.

After I called to inquire, Zhou Xiaoxiao said there were no classes at noon today and asked me to come and sit over at Fudan University.

I said yes, thinking that I could ask a lot of things clearly in person. Zhao Lin's departure to Vienna was so sudden that I couldn't accept it.

When I arrived at Fudan University, Zhou Xiaoxiao was already waiting for me at the gate of Fudan University. After parking the car, Zhou Xiaoxiao took me into Fudan University, and finally we sat down under a tree.

"Xiaoxiao, when did Zhao Lin decide to go to Vienna?" I couldn't help but ask.

"A month ago!"

Zhou Xiaoxiao looked at me, with some complicated eyes, and said: "A month ago, Zhao Lin told me that she had plans to go abroad, but she did not decide to go to Vienna at that time. She did not mention it later. I thought she

At that time, it was just for fun, so I didn’t pay much attention to it. A week ago, she suddenly told me that she was going to Vienna.”

"Does her... parents, and sister know about it?" Originally I just wanted to ask Zhao Qin if he knew about it, but I was afraid that Zhou Xiaoxiao would think too much, so I quickly added my parents by the way.

"I know, this is Zhao Lin's own decision, and her parents also support her in pursuing her dream." When Zhou Xiaoxiao said this, she looked at me and said: "I heard that Sister Zhao Qin also liked piano very much and wanted to study abroad. However,
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